Heartbeat No. 7

just finished watching What Happened in Bali, a Korean drama series.
liked it very much, the plot was different. It was not predictable, the actors/actresses portrayed their character very well. Their characters were hard to understand, u can't tell what was going on in their mind.

although the ending was very surprising.. morbid.. which made me remember our "radio play" for speech when i was still in highschool. although ours was funny hehe

anyway, another time for my Heartbeat! :D

*beep beep* *beep beep*

" When you're in love, it is as if everything is right, you deny any possibility of error... so when you fall in love, don't fall too hard, it is not the falling down that hurts...

it's the sudden stop..."

the moment i read this quote that i received, i was dumb struck... i read it over and over again... this hit me hard.. very hard... this, i think, was what happened to me... although at first.. i didnt feel the pain for i was so mad.. so angry with what was happening to me. i didnt realized how much it hurts.. until now.. now that i have time to think and think..

this quote is so right... this was what i was afraid of happening... the sudden stop... i've pondered about this before when i was in HS. i've thought of what will happen if i have a girlfriend and then right in the middle of the relationship i stopped loving her.. what i should do, what i should say... will it hurt?

now it happened... i wasnt prepared, because liking and loving someone drives your thoughts away from thinking of the bad things that may happen.. Loving makes you blind... just as a quote say.. " It is in loving that you'll find someone PERFECT.." it was right.. always right... i remembered with what happened to my best bud.. he found a girl, whom he thought of being perfect.. then things went wrong... it was during those times that he found out the things that he was not able to see before... things about the girl that he couldnt imagined to be of the girl...

yes.. it hurt... it is painful, as painful as being dumped by someone you like.. as painful as seeing someone you like with another person that makes her happy...

I've moved on, ready to embrace a new person, whom i hope i will find...

First.. Second... now's the Third.. i hope i'll find her.. i hope this time it will be right..

Heartbeat... 7



a big thanks to "the otter side"

How Can I Fall?

sung by Breathe

Give me time to care
The moment's here for us to share
Still my heart is not always there
What more can I say to you

Could I lie to you
I'm just too weak to face the truth
Now I know I should make a move
What more can I say

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons at all

When all faith is gone
I fight myself to carry on
Yes I know of the harm I do
What more can I say to you

Now I hold this line
I know the choice to leave is mine
I can't help what I feel inside
What more can I say

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons at all

I'll follow through, I'll say I do
When the time is far more right for you
I'll make that move, and when I do
Will I doubt again, the way I do

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons at all

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons

Just won't give me reasons
Just won't give me reasons at all

How can I fall, I fall, I fall
How can I fall for you

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons

Sunset... a sign of loneliness

took these pictures with my digicam,

last April 14-16, 2005 for our LTS for BioSoc

what u think?

nice shot.. one of my fav..

Hearbeat No. 6

It is so nice to let out all your feelings inside. All the bitter things that happened during the past few months.

I attended the BioSoc's LTS 3 days ago. Beach was the venue of the LTS. It was very relaxing. Nature really soothes the mind and soul. With some friends around, this really helped a lot.

I felt a little ache, but I didnt sing karaoke this time. I dont know why. I just didnt feel like it. I reminisced the time when i was with my bestfriends, singing karaoke till two in the morning. I sang so many sentimental songs, i felt bad, i made a decision, my heart ached. i sang love songs, esp the song Color Everywhere, but still, my heart ached.

Well, i was contented with the people who sang karaoke. Just singing along with them made me feel happy. Happy people makes me happy too.

We had a conversation about what happened to me. What happened to a wonderful relationship that blossomed and would have turned out good. That strucked me so much.. I felt i was taken back through time and recalled everything. I recalled the sleepless nights that I kept on thinking, the decision i had to make, the feeling that i was to be sure of, the words i wanted to say. I recalled the nights when i just laid down and "day dreamed" of what will happen after i say those words. Then, i had a plan. I planned the day that i was going to tell everything. That day came, it happened, but the words that i wanted to say didnt come out... Only i knew the reason why...

Going through this chapter of my life, i learned a few things. I made a little mistake. But no matter how little this is, it would still have a big impact on yourself. This time, i had the courage to tell. At least now, i planned to tell. Although things didnt turn out what it should be. I guess what i thought was an irony was right after all..

Being with the right person at the wrong time...

But the memories were good. I became happy. Thank you... I know your happy too.

Everything.。。。

surechigau toki no naga de
すれ違う　時の　ながで
anata to meguriaeta
あなた　と　めぐり合えた
fushigi ne negatta kiseki ga
不思議　ね　願った　きせき　が
konna ni mo soba ni aru nande
こんな　に　も　そば　に　ある　何で

aitai omoi no mama aenai jikan dake ga
会いたい　思い　の　まま　会えない　時間　だけが
sugiteku tobira surinukete
過ぎてく　とびら　すりぬけて
mata omoida shite
また　思いだ　して
ano hitoto warai au anata o
あの　人と　笑い　あう　あなた　お

itoshiki hito yo kanashi masenai de
いとしき　人　よ　かなし　ませない　で
naki tsukarete nemuru yoru mo aru kara
なき　つかれれて　眠る夜　も　ある　から
kako o minaide mitsumete watashi dake
かこ　お　見ないで　みつめて　私　だけ

You're eveything You're everything
anata ga omou yori tsuyoku
あなた　が　おもう　より　つよく
yasashii uso nara iranai hoshii no wa anata
やさしい　うそ　なら　いらない　ほしい　の　わ　あなた

dore kurai no jikan o eien to yoberu darou
どれ　くらい　の　時間　お　永遠　と　呼べる　だろう
hateshinaku tooi mirai nara
果てし無く　遠い　未来　なら
anata to yukitai anata to nozoite mitai sono hi o
あなたと　往きたい　あなたと　のぞいて　見たい　その　ひお

itoshiki hito yo dakishimete ite
いとしき　人　よ　抱きしめて　いて
itsumo no you ni yasashii toki no naga de
何時も　の　よう　に　優しい　時　の　なが　で
kono te nigitte mitsumete ima dake o
この　て　にひって　みつめて　いま　だけ　お

You're eveything You're everything
anata to hanareteru basho demo
aeba kitto yurushite shimau donna yoru demo

You're eveything You're everything
anata no yumemiru hodo tsuyoku
aiseru chikara o yuuki ni ima kaete ikou

You're eveything You're everything
anata to hanareteru basho demo
aeba itsumo kie satte yuku mune no itami mo

You're eveything You're everything
anata ga omou yori tsuyoku
yasashii uso nara iranai hoshii no wa anata

You're everything
You're everything
You're everything
My everything

U know what this is?

a millionth try on Macro mode hheeh



oki ba? can u guess what that is?

I think I'm the "tree"

Tree

People call me "Tree".
I had dated 5 girls when I was in Pre-U. There is one girl who I love a lot but never dared to go after. She didn't have a pretty face, good figure or an outstanding charm. She was just a very ordinary girl. I liked her. I really liked her. I liked her innocence, her frankness, her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her was that I felt somebody so ordinary like her was not a good match for me. I was also afraid that after we were together all the feelings would vanish. I was also afraid other's gossip would hurt her.
I felt that if she were my girl, she'd be mine ultimately & I didn't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompanying me for 3 years. She watched me chase other girls, and I have made her heart cry for 3 years.
She was a good actor, and me a demanding director. When I kissed my second girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smiled & said, "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut. I did not want to know what caused her to cry. Later that day, I returned from soccer training to get something & watched her cry in the classroom for an hour or so. My fourth girlfriend did not like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she is not the type that will start the quarrel. However, I still sided my girlfriend. I shouted at her & ignored her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she was laughing & joking with me like nothing happened. I know she was hurt but she did not know deep down inside I was hurt too.
When I broke up with my fifth girlfriend, I asked her out. Later that day, I told her I had something to tell her. I told her about my break up. Coincidentally, she has something to tell me too, about her getting together. I knew who the person was. His pursuit for her had been the talk of the School. I did not show her my heartache, just smiles & best wishes. Once I reached home, I could not breathe. Tears rolled & I broke down. How many times have I seen her cry for the man who did not acknowledge her presence?
During graduation, I read a SMS in my hp. It said, "Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

Leaf

People call me Leaf.
During the 3 years of Pre-U, I was on very close terms with a guy as buddy kind. However, when he had his first girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hid my happiness. But after a month, he got together with another girl.
I liked him & I know he liked me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he loves me why he didn't he make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. After some time, I began to suspect that this was one-sided love. If he didn't like me, why did he treat me so well? It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. I know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a girl, to ask him. Despite that, I still wanted to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, and love him. Hoping that one day, he will come to love me. Because of this, I waited for him. Sometimes, I wondered if I should continue waiting. The pain, the dilemma accompanied me for 3 years.
At the end of my 3rd year, a junior pursues me. Everyday he pursues me. He's like the cool & gentle wind, trying to blow off a leaf from a tree. In the end, I realized that I wanted to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know the wind will bring the leaf to a better land. Finally, leaf left the tree, but the tree only smiled &
didn't ask me to stay.
Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or cause Tree didn'task her to stay.

Wind

Because I like a girl called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree, so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 month after I was transferred to this new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends, looking at him. When he talks with girls, there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like, she likes to look at him.
One day, she didn't appear. I felt something missing. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accepts the note. The next day, she appeared & passes me a note and left.
It read, "Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away."
"It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree." I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know, she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope.
Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked, "What are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I could n't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her doorbell. During the moment when she opens the door, I hugged her tightly.
Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay...


In love, we win very rarely, but when love is true, even if you lose, you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone more than you love yourself.

There comes a time when we stop loving someone, not because that person has stopped loving us but because we have found out that, they'd be happier if we let go....

Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry? When we imagine? When we kiss?
This is because THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD ARE UNSEEN.

There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world. It's the beginning of a new life. Happiness lies for
those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched our lives.

A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for them, it's when they ignore you and still you long for them. It's when they begin to love another and yet you smile and say, "I'm happy for
you." If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again. Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies, you never have to die with it.

The strongest people are not those who always win but those who stand back up when they fall. Somehow, along the course of life, you earn about yourself and realize that there should never be regrets, only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made.
Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel, and not how you let go but how you hold on.
It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly. Outward ears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever. ..
It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for one that's available. It's best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just someone....

when i was a boy,^" + "i fell off a tree and i managed to hang on to a branch.^" + "i don't know for how long i was hanging there.^" + "my arms went numb,^" + "i could hear my blood pounding in my ears.^" + "i don't remember the pain that i felt when i hit the ground.^" + "all i can remember,^" + "is the agony of holding on^" + "and the wonderful feeling of letting go.^" +

Heartbeats..

was reading my previous posts since i started this blog. ive only written 5 heartbeats.. pretty bad huh... time passes by very quickly... what a very worn-out phrase... but im disappointed with myself for writing little.. guess i had a little problem to how i will express it.. been writing about my experiences, the things that are happening in my life. but i havent really written anything... thoughts of my heart and mind. after reading the blogs of other people, i've told myself.. i want to write something as good as theirs. something more... more from the heart... i should live up to the expectations of my blog.. the title of my blog.. Latido del corazón.. heart beats...

Memoirs of a Single Man

just came across a blog of somebody, i dont know him. hehe anyway, my best bud mic gave it to me. all i can say that he is a good writer! so damn good! very emotional.. check it out to see why it's good ;)

http://www.livejournal.com/users/x_boyfriend/

iPod mini Baby! :D

my aunt just bought me an iPod Mini!!!! Yipee!!!! hmm im expecting it to arrive in 2 weeks :D

Regresa A Mi by Il Divo

No me abandonas asi
hablando sola de ti
Ven y devuelveme al fin
la sonrisa que se fue
Una vez mas
tocar tu piel
e hondo suspirar
Recuperemos lo que se ha pedido

Chorus
Regresa a mi
Quiereme otra vez
Borra el dolor
que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mi
Dime que si
Ya no quiero llorar
Regresa a mi
No puedo, vida

Extraño el amor que se fue
Extraño la dicha tambien
Quiero que vengas a mi
y me vuelvas a querer
No puedo mas
si tu no estas
Tienes que llegar
Mi vida se apaga
Sin ti amilado

Chorus

No me abondonas asi
hablando sola de ti
Devuelveme la pasion de tus brasos

Regresa a mi
Quiereme otra vez
Borra el dolor que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mi
Dime que si

I'll Never Go

This song is soooo good...

You always ask me
Those words i say
And telling me what it means to me

Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know

Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key

Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know

Chorus:
I'll never go far away from you
Even the sky will tell you
That i need you so
For this is all i know
I'll never go far away from you

Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key

Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know

Chorus

IN LOVE KA BA or LOVE MO SIYA?

It's definitely different when you love someone
and when you're inlove with someone"
explanation:

alin nga ba ang mas malalim?

Loving someone or Being in love with someone?

marami sa atin ang na confuse tungkol dito.

Ikaw ba ay may girlfriend o boyfriend ngayon?

Mahal mo ba siya pero parang may isang tao na
parang mahalaga din sayo o may mahal ka na
akala mo eh mahal mo nga siya pero meron ka pa
rin isang tao na minamahal ng
totoo.

Kapag love mo ang isang tao masaya ka..

Feeling mo ok na ang lahat...

pero ang ma-inlove ka, ang siyang pinakamasakit
sa lahat!

Kasi ang mga taong inlove ay ang mga taong
ngsasakripisyo at ngpaparaya.

Teka bakit ka nga ba ngpaparaya?

Dahil ba hindi ka niya mahal o dahil hindi ka
siguradong ok lang sa kanya?

Kung yan ang dahilan mo, walang duda na inlove
ka nga sa kanya.

Kasi iniisip mo kung anong meron kayo sa ngayon
ang tanging mahalaga at kontento ka na.

Pero isipin mo paano kung mawala ang taong yon
at talagang hindi na kayo mag-usap at magkita,
kaya mo ba?

Paano naman kung sayo siya inlove at ibinigay
niya ang lahat para sayo pero hindi mo
napahalagahan ang lahat ng ito kaagad!

Paano kung isang araw naguluhan na siya sayo
ng husto at maisipang lumayo na lang?

Paano kung sa sobrang pagiging iba mo sa kanya
di ka na niya kausapin at tuldukan na niya ng
tuluyan kung ano na ang meron kayo?

Then bigla mong na realize kung gaano
kaimportante sayo ang bawat isa kaya lang wala
na siya! Kaya mo ba?

Kung hindi ang sagot mo, malinaw na inlove ka
nga...

Paano naman pag mahal mo lang, kapag mahal
mo
lang,
alam mo na palagi kang may choice, ayaw mo
siyang mawala dahil alam mong wala kang ipapalit.

Yung masaya ka sa kanya pero sa gabi hindi
naman siya ang iniisip mo.

Mahal mo siya pero aminado ka sa sarili mo na
balang araw hindi siya ang pakakasalan mo.

Mahal mo siya pero ang puso mo hindi lang pra sa
kanya..

Mahal mo at masasaktan ka kapag nawala siya
pero alam mo na kaya mo yon.

Ngayon anong nararamdaman mo:
DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE or YOU'RE INLOVE
WITH SOMEONE?

Isang araw magigising ka na lang na INLOVE ka
na
nga pero kahit anong gawin mo ay huli na.

Dahil maaaring yung taong INLOVE din sayo ay
wala na pala.

Tandaan mo Masyadong mapaglaro ang puso
huwag tayo magpaloko!!!

We learn to love someone pero minsan lang
dumating sa atin ang pagkakataong ma-inlove!!!

Kaya kapag dumating ito, ano ang gagawin mo?
--
MaLt-
--
It must only be a matter of a moment once it is
gone... we should probably be able to laugh at it
someday... but the feeling will stay forever in the
depths of the heart... It's precious, only here for
now... for it is our season...

So one season ends, and a new one begins...

VACATION!

whew!!! at last! after a month of HELL.. finally.. its over... but not that over yet... pray for my compa lec grade... :( wahh... i dont want to fail!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.... i hope i pass that...

this summer.. plans... do the first sampling for our research project..

anyway, my 3-yr old shoes just worn out.. it's officially broken.. anyway, bought a new one today hehe avoiding the June Class opening rush! Got a GBX shoes, syempre sale pa! mwahahahaha got it cheaper by 400 pesos hehe

bought some VCD Movies too.. and a Nine Live! CD :D

that's it for me now..

Here we go again

...

Storybook*

i love this song so much! this was from The CompanY's 2001 album STORYBOOK*

Minsan Isang Araw

'Di ka ba nangingiti
Pag naalala
Na minsan, isang araw
Noong tayo'y magkita
'Di ko noon akalain
Ikaw na pala
Ikaw pala't ako
At minsan, isang araw
Sasabihin 'ko sa 'yo….

HININTAY-HINTAY KA NG PUSO KO
MINAHAL-MAHAL KA SA ISIP KO
DUMATING NA PAG-IBIG AY IKAW
NANGYARI BIGLA
NOONG MINSAN, ISANG ARAW

'Di ka ba natatawa
Pag naalala
Na minsan isang araw
Bigla mong nakita
Ang mga mata ko'y
'Di na kumurap
Parang nangangarap
Na minsan, isang araw
Puso mo'y makausap

(REPEAT CHORUS)

Kay sarap balikan
Isang araw, minsan
Kay sarap balikan
Noong minsan
Tayo'y nagmahalan

HININTAY-HINTAY KA NG PUSO KO
MINAHAL-MAHAL KA SA ISIP KO
ANG MAHAL MO NGAYON AY HINDI NA AKO
ANG NAKAKATAWA'Y
IBA NA RIN ANG MAHAL KO!

HININTAY-HINTAY KA NG PUSO KO
MINAHAL-MAHAL KA SA ISIP KO
ANG PAG-IBIG PALA'Y NAGBABAGO
MAY MAHAL KANG "IBA"
"IBA" NA RIN ANG MAHAL KO!

Noong minsan, isang araw
Nagbago, isang araw

and also this song...

Pag Nagkataon

Bakit ang ngiti mo'y
Iba yata ngayon
Ngiti ng umiibig
'Di nga ba gano'n 'yon?
Ano kaya't ako
Ang nasa puso mo
'Pag Nagkataon
Ang ligaya ko!

Bakit ang tingin mo'y
Iba yata ngayon
Tingin ng umiibig
'Di nga ba gano'n 'yon?
Sino nga kaya
Ang nasa puso mo?
Sino ba ang mahal
Ng minamahal ko?

'PAG NAGKATAON
'PAG MINAHAL MO
BUONG PUSO KO'Y
IBIBIGAY SA 'YO
ARAW-ARAW SASABIHIN
MINAMAHAL KITA
'PAG NAGKATAONG
TAYO NG DALAWA

Bakit ang saya mo?
'Pag kasama kita
Baka nga totoong
Nagmamahal ka na
Sana ay ikaw
Ang kapalaran ko
'Pag nagkataon
Liligaya tayo!

Ako kaya o iba?
Sino nga bang mahal mo talaga?
May kaba ako ngayon
Ano kaya?
'Pag Nagkataon

At last!!!

whew! just had our Research Proposal Defense today

what a day! barely had enough sleep, wasnt even able to study well for my Biochem lab exam but it all ended well

the defense was nerve-racking! The panelists were scary! esp. Ma'am Simeon, she asks lots of questions! luckily, she left hehe before presenting our proposal. whew!

we were the last group to present, the presentation was a breeze. they asked a few questions, we answered them and that's it! APPROVED!!! YEAY!!!

It's been a long time!

hiya! im back!

been busy for the past weeks..

THESIS THESIS THESIS!
EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS!

ahhhhhhhhhhh can't wait until SUMMER!!!!

What Age do you Act?

got this from Ka's Blog ;)

You Are 18 Years Old

18 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Shop!

bought a new belt for myself today! hehe good thing my mom gave me a go signal to buy one hehe

anyway, actually we went to SM to buy some stuffs for our newly renovated kitchen! and we went in to Marks and Spencer, and there i saw a belt that i liked, very simple yet classy (naks). guess shopping really makes u get over the long tiring bad week huh? now i know why girls like to shop! hehe but i also hate shopping, i easily get impatient hehe

and i even saw Eunice! funny thing was, we were facing each other already and she didnt seem to recognize me until i called her name! hehe tsk tsk eunice, u forgot me already ;) still remember the A1 days?! hehe she was with her mom :D

tom, im off to make our thesis proposal! hope we finish it early! :D

Notre-Dame de Paris

rest day today!

was watching Arirang TV's Perform Arts show and they featured Notre-Dame de Paris musical play

it was sooo good! the songs were great! it was in French

i fell in love with the play hehe

and found the official site of the play www.notredameonline.com

i particularly likes 3 songs

first was "Belle"

Quasimodo :
Belle
C'est un mot qu'on dirait inventé pour elle
Quand elle danse et qu'elle met son corps à jour, tel
Un oiseau qui étend ses ailes pour s'envoler
Alors je sens l'enfer s'ouvrir sous mes pieds

O Lucifer !
Oh ! Laisse-moi rien qu'une fois
Glisser mes doigts dans les cheveux d'Esméralda

Frollo :
Belle
Est-ce le diable qui s'est incarné en elle
Pour détourner mes yeux du Dieu éternel
Qui a mis dans mon être ce désir charnel
Pour m'empêcher de regarder vers le Ciel

O Notre-Dame !
Oh ! laisse-moi rien qu'une fois
Pousser la porte du jardin d'Esméralda

Phœbus :
Belle
Malgré ses grands yeux noirs qui vous ensorcellent
La demoiselle serait-elle encore pucelle ?
Quand ses mouvements me font voir monts et merveilles
Sous son jupon aux couleurs de l'arc-en-ciel

O Fleur-de-Lys,
Je ne suis pas homme de foi
J'irai cueillir la fleur d'amour d'Esméralda

Quasimodo, Frollo et Phœbus :
J'ai posé mes yeux sous sa robe de gitane
A quoi me sert encore de prier Notre-Dame
Quel
Est celui qui lui jettera la première pierre
Celui-là ne mérite pas d'être sur terre

O Lucifer !
Oh ! laisse-moi rien qu'une fois
Glisser mes doigts dans les cheveux d'Esméralda

Esméralda

this is the english translation

Belle (Is The Only Word)
Quasimodo / Frollo / Phobus

Belle
Is the only word I know that suits her well
When she dances, oh the story she can tell
A free bird trying out her wings to fly away
And when I see her move, I see Hell to pay

She dances naked in my soul and sleep
won't come
And it's no use to pray these prayers to Notre-Dame
Tell
Who'd be the first to raise his hand and throw a stone
I'd hang him high and laugh to see him
die alone

Oh Lucifer
Please let me go beyond God's law
And run my fingers through her hair -
Esmeralda!

Belle
There's a demon inside her who came
from Hell
And he turned my eyes from God, and oh,
I fell
He put this heat inside me I'm ashamed to tell
Without my God inside I'm just a burning shell

The sin of Eve she has in her I know so well
For want of her I know I'd give my soul to sell
Belle
This gypsy girl, is there a soul beneath her skin?
And does she bear the cross of all our human sin?

Oh Notre-Dame
Please let me go beyond God's law
Open the door of love inside Esmeralda!
Belle Even though her eyes seem to lead us to Hell
She may be more pure, more pure than words
can tell
But when she dances feelings come no
man can quell
Beneath her rainbow-coloured dress there
burns the well

My promised one, please let me one time
be untrue
Before in front of God and man,
I marry you
Who
Would be the man who'd turn from her to
save his soul
To be with her I'd let the devil
take me whole

Oh Fleur-de-Lys
I am a man who knows no law
I go to open up the rose - Esmeralda!

She dances naked in my soul and sleep
won't come
And it's no use to pray these prayers to
Notre-Dame
Tell
Who'd be the first to raise his
hand and throw a stone
I'd hang him high and laugh
to see him die alone

Oh Lucifer
Please let me go beyond
God's law
And run my fingers through
her hair - Esmeralda!

Esmeralda!

next song is Où est-elle?

Où est-elle ?

Frollo :
Gringoire qu’as-tu fais de ta femme ?
Qu’on ne voit plus danser à notre-Dame

Gringoire :
Je n’en sais rien pour être honnête
Vous êtes prêtre et moi poète
Nous n’avons pas des femmes
La même religion, la même poésie

Frollo :
Où est-elle
Ton Esméralda
Les rues de Paris
Sont tristes sans elle

Gringoire :
Elle est seule
Dans une tourelle
Loin de ceux qui craignent
Qu’on les ensorcelle

Frollo :
Que veux-tu dire poète
Tu as la langue fourchue
Ne fais de pirouettes
Dis-moi si tu l’as vue

Clopin :
Où est-elle
Mon Esméralda
La Cour de Miracles
A perdu sa reine

Gringoire :
Elle ressemble
A une hirondelle
A qui on aurait
Coupé les deux ailes

Vous la trouverez
A la prison de « la Santé »
Si vous ne la sauvez
Elle sera condamnée
A être pendue

Clopin :
Ne m’en dîtes pas plus

Les Trois :
Où est-elle
Notre Esméralda ?
Les rues de Paris
Sont tristes sans elle

Elle ressemble
A une hirondelle
A qui on aurait
Coupé les deux ailes

lastly Les Cloches

Les Cloches *

Gringoire :
Les cloches ne sonnent plus
La cathédrale s'est tue
Quasimodo est malheureux
Quasimodo est amoureux

Frollo :
Il fait la grève des cloches
Depuis déjà trois jours
Quasimodo est triste
Quasimodo est fou

Gringoire et Frollo :
Parce qu'il se meurt d'amour

Quasimodo :
Les cloches que je sonne
Sont mes amours, sont mes amantes
Je veux qu'elles claironnent,
Qu'elles tambourinent et qu'elles chantent

Qu'il grêle ou qu'il tonne
Ou qu'il pleuve ou qu'il vent
Je veux qu'elles résonnent
Dans la joie comme dans la tourmente

Celles qui sonnent quand on naît
Celles qui sonnent quand on meurt
Celles qui sonnent tous les jours toutes les nuits, toutes les heures
Celles qui sonnent quand on prie
Celles qui sonnent quand on pleure
Celles qui sonnent pour le peuple qui se lève de bonne heure

Pour le fête de Rameaux
Pour la Quasimodo
Pour le jour de Noël et le jour de la Toussaint
Pour l'Annonciation
Pour le Résurrection
Pour la St-Valentin et pour le Vendredi Saint
Pour les célébrations
Et pour les processions
La plus belle c'est qu'on appelle le Fête Dieu
Jour de l'an, jour des rois
Jour de Pâques, jour de joie
Jour de la Pentecôte avec ses langues de feu
Pour les confirmations
Et pour les communions
L'Angélus et le glas dies irae dies illa
La jour de l'Ascension
La jour de l'Assomption
Pour tous les hosannas et tous les alleluias

Mais celle que je préfère
Parmi toutes ces femmes de fer
Ce sont les trois Maries
Qui sont mes meilleures amies

Il y a la petite Marie
Pour les enfants qu'on met en terre
Il y a la grande Marie
Pour les marins qui partent en mer

Mais quand je sonne la grosse Marie
Pour les amants qui se marient
C'est pas que j'ai le cœur à rire
je l'aurais plutôt à mourir

Les cloches que je sonne
Sont mes amies sont mes amantes
Je veux qu'elles claironnent
Si Esméralda est vivante

i'm going to ask my aunt to buy me the soundtrack hehe
=D

...

are promises really meant to be broken?...

Irritable...

been irritable for the past few days...

my temper is getting shorter, but the good thing is that i can still control my temper... whew...

im just pressured... too many deadlines... hope i can stil cope up ...

*sigh*

Home

just bought my Michael Bublé CD today :D his new album "It's Time"

love the song

HOME

Another summer day has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome, but I want to go home
Maybe surrounded by a million people, I
Still feel all alone, just want to go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
They each were a line or two, I'm fine baby, how are you
I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat and you deserve more than that

Another airplane, another sunny place
I'm lucky, I know, but I want to go home
I got to go home
Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I want to come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
That this was not your dream, but you always believed in me

Another winter day has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome, and I want to go home
Let me go home
And I'm surrounded by a million people, I
I still feel alone
Let me go home
Oh I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run, baby I'm done
I've got to go home
Let me go home

It will all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

New template!

went for a simpler one hehe

:D

Lesson TO BE learned..

this song was from the Phantom of the Opera.. although i havent watched the movie yet.. hehe My bestfriend, Mic, introduced me to this song.. he also posted this on his Blog with the title "Lesson" and for me.. it's a Lesson to be Learned..

Learn to Be Lonely
By: Minnie Driver

Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness
Who will be there for you
Comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion
Ever dreamed out in the world
There were arms to hold you?
You’ve always known
Your heart was on its own
So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone
Learn to be lonely
Life can be lived
Life can be loved
Alone...

how true can this song be?

Campaigns, Campaigns!

All i can say....

IM NOT IMPRESSED...

2 parties running for College of Science Student Council...

they both campaigned in our class today... one after the other...

the first one... looks like they were playing, they dont sound serious.. one of their candidates didnt even know what he's running for... he didnt even know what his duties are.. tsk tsk... im not going to vote for this person...

the second party.. powerhouse ! all have experiences.. but their campaign... boring... looks like they didnt even prepare for their speeches.. but was impressed by one... im going to vote for this person...

how about the others... the two candidates running for presidency.. i dont see any edge...
abstain? or choose from either one of them??

Tomorrow is the start of the election..

good luck!

Thesis!

im sooo happy... our group spoke with one of our advisers and looks like that he's also interested with our proposed topic!

im sooo happy! after one long week of dormancy, im filled with hopes again!

and i hope that my TWO groupmates would be awaken to their senses and be active regarding our thesis... or else.....

Glad it's OVER!

Heart's day is ending hehe in just a few hours

why do i hate Vday? i dunno... maybe because ive always been unlucky with love?

but is Valentines Day really a day for couples? i dunno...

anyway, in our spanish class today... our prof gave us a poem, i forgot the name of the author

anyway the poem is

Como Quisiera

Como quisiera abrazarte
pero no lo hago..
Como quisiera besarte
pero no me atrevo
Como quisiera sentir
el fuego de tu cuerpo desnudo,
pero no puede
Porque eres la musa
de la poesía
Eres un dueño de mi fantasia..
eres un sueño...

la poesía es muy bien! eres un sueño... cuando ... cuando puedo para encontrar tu.. mi niña de la sueña...

Its Vday

i know... hehe

anyway,

Happy Hearts Day !!!

A test from tickle.com

Mark, you're looking for a Soul Mate

Who needs a fling when what you want is the whole fairytale: long walks on the beach, up-all-night conversations, and watching sunrises/sunsets in each other's arms. You're probably a picky dater who doesn't connect with just anyone. Sure a strong intellectual streak, loyalty, and a great sense of humor are terrific selling points. But if your dates can't savor romance like you do, it might be the perfect match you're dreaming of. You're hoping to find your other half, that one person who can finish your sentences, someone who really 'gets' your inner emotions. And until you find them, you probably don't mind flying solo every now and then. That's because deep down, you know that being with the wrong someone is just an obstacle to being with your one-and-only. So even as you're reading this and thinking about how to find them, know that somewhere out there, they're probably wondering the same about you. It's just a matter of time.

Dream...

i dreamt of her last night...

it was just wonderful...

didnt get to see her face...

but the setting was in a church...

our eyes met...

she smiled... i smiled...

i waved at her, she waved back...

i was going to approach her and say hi...

then i woke up...



who is this girl in my dream??? who is she?? who r you??

i hope to find u soon...

really soon...

사랑 을 모르다

*sigh* 2 nights and it's Valentines day... *sigh*

" 사랑 을 모르다 "

lalalalala

tired tired tired....

Valentines is just around the corner... hay...

Barista!

yey! just got myself a Starbucks Barista mug! hehe un lng :D

love it! :D

천국에계단

loved some of the phrases here..

this, i really think, is the most important in a relationship

믿음, 희망, 사랑

right?

and then this was just translated from english

사랑하는 사랑에게
미한하다 라는말은 하지않는다...

Why?

Smirk...

Why?

What did i do wrong?

I feel people don't understand me...

Why?

Guess this song really fits me..

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away? Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost , To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life

Lovers in Paris!!!

It aired the last episode yesterday and today they aired a special for the show. wherein Ms KOrina Sanchez interviewed Kim Jung Eun and Park Shin Yang.

Kim Jung Eun was just soooooooooo charming and gorgeous!!! she is simply gorgeous and charming! hehe her eyes were so dazzling hehe ang cute!!! love her eyes and smile! hay… kakainlove… hehe im still mesmerized… hehehe her character was cute, parang ganon ung type ko hehe

i also like the song Park Shin Yang sang, esp. theKorean version not the Tagalized one. hope i could get its lyrics hehe

the bloopers were sooo funny! Jung Eun is sooooo cute!!! =)

hehe

“Being in love isnt just a feeling, but an experience you have to go through…”

nice quote right?

Kim Jung Eun is sooooooooooo charming!!! hehehe

 

SUCCESS!!!

our thesis group had our first thesis research today

we went to the National Museum and UP College of Science Library.

the experience was great!

though we waited for quite some time in the National Museum for the person-in-charge of the Spongiology section, it was still fruitful and the wait was worth it.

we got hold of a copy of a certain research journal about sea cucumber.  i think we will more likely pattern our thesis outline with this.

then we met the person in charge of the Spongiology section, Sir Rod.  We asked him bout the freshwater sponges and he told us that the study is quite tedious (the genetic assay) and the study about freshwater sponges was quite obsolete. so he suggested us to do something that will have a better impact and would have a good significance. and it was about a new species of Tilapia found in Taal.  He enlightened us about this fish, and we got really interested with the study.

I really hope that this will be our hope hehehe

Hey shorty, it's my Dad's BDay

My dad's birthday is today! :D weeee well, we went to the mall and ate lunch. My diet is RUINED again.. hehe Dad's Ultimate Buffet kasi! hehe

Anyway, was busy yesterday!

Because it's the Pope Leo Awards entries deadline on monday. And the EB just told us Friday! we were shocked and crammed the whole thing this Saturday! i wasnt able to go early in our meeting because i have to be in our office while my mum and dad are away. Good thing my parents went home early and i was able to go to our supposed meeting in UST. I came very late and they were about to finish the articles. So all i did was to boost their morale! hehe

Afterwards, we went to SM North to have the pics printed. And i was surprised how it all turned out to be very CHEAP! hehe only 190 pesos for 20 pictures! Shocking huh! ehehe
anyway, i did a little shopping while we waited for the pics to be printed. We had an hour. I went to cyberzone to buy a print cartridge for my printer. Melle, on the other hand, was able to buy her baby iPOD a leather pouch. (gastos! mahal!) hehehe Then guess what came with the print cartridge? A FREE SHREK 2 VCD!!! I havent watched that movie!

Then one hour passed, and we got the pictures. and it was sooo clear and beautiful. The images were great!

Then we we went our own ways, i have to stay in SM to wait for my parents to pick me up. And therefore i went to have my hair cut! hehe

That was really a tiring day! :D

Hello Blog!

ahhh finally, just finished studying Physics for the exam tomorrow...

and guess what i found out!? The answers that he gave after checking our quiz was not the same as the answer key that he gave out with the test in the Yahoo! Groups of our class....

i tried answering the questions again and the answer key was RIGHT after all and the answers he gave us was WRONG!!!! WHAT THE HECK!!!! baka tama ung mga answers ko!!!! i shouldve also copied my answers sa notebook para nacompare ko!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhh darn that prof if this is really true!!!!!

Need sleep.... Comparative Anatomy NEXT! after Physics exam.... i dont know how i'll be able to study it! 10 CHAPTERs!!! then Lab around 5 chapters... :(.......................... i hope i can finish it...................................

Lovers in Paris

the Korean series is coming to an end in 2 weeks. what a nice story...

Friday's episode was, for me, the most touching episode. I seldom go into tears when watching melodramas. but this one really got me. maybe this was the 3rd show that i watched that i got tears hehe 1st one was a Korean film, Sunflower. The second one was another Korean series, Summer Scent. and this was the third one.

The main character, Vivian, really sacrificed their relationship of leaving Carlo, her boyfriend. The scene in the park wherein Vivian asked carlo to buy ice cream for her. This was the time wherein she would leave Carlo. This particular scene was soooo good. Vivian crying as she watches Carlo go and find an ice cream store and later leaving him. This really made my tears fall. Ang babaw ko no? nakakahiya. but that's me hehe

Channel 67 HuaYu Dian Shi is also showing Lovers in Paris, every mondays to fridays @ 8pm. Tomorrow is 10th episode already hehe im going to watch this although, dubbed in Chinese naman. hehe I want to see an undubbed version hehe

anyway, Prelims week! Wish me luck!!! One week of EXAMS! ....

something to think about...

got this from Ka's blog... i just fell in love with the message ;D

if you're kind to people who dial the wrong number,
if the sight of the changing colors of sunset gives you pause,
if you don't always have to be the first at a four-way stop,
if you smile more than you complain,
if you still marvel at the caterpillar/butterfly thing,
if you sometimes have something to cry about,
if you can still spot a good climbing tree,
if you can share,
if you throw the little fish back,
if your heart hurts for another,
if in the silence before sleep, you are filled with a sense of gratitude...

You have a life well-lived.

Coca Cola Girl..

*sigh*

ganda nung girl sa New Coca cola commercial

wonder what her name is/......

New Book!!!

after One month of dormancy in reading novel... finally!!! Bought one! :D

Been waiting for the paperback version of this book

THE RULE of FOUR by Ian Caldwell

havent started reading the book yet. Coz exams are pouring and Prelims are coming. maybe ill be able to read this after these exams..

Based on the reviews on the book, it has a Da Vinci Code-ish storyline.

im excited to read it hehehe

Watashi no nihongo namae wa...

My japanese name is 秋本 Akimoto (autumn book) 一真 Kazuma (one reality).

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心中的日月

nice song... my favoritE! :D

心中的日月
作詞：陳宇佐　作曲：王力宏

妳是我心中的日月光芒
手中握著格桑花呀　美的讓我忘了摘下
妳的真　帶著香　妳的香　會說話
妳的話　好像只對我　說
我的專長叫做流浪　妳註定要為我綻放
我的心　尋找家　我的家　沒有花
我的花　卻在這山谷等著　我
若一開始　沒有上帝暗中偷偷的慫恿
我們怎知選擇相逢　喔~
你是心中的日月　落在這裡
旅程的前後多餘　只為遇到妳
多麼想幻化成為你腳下的泥
此刻的無人山谷　彷彿聽見說愛妳
妳是心中的日月光芒
我的漂泊不懂泥巴　妳的美麗不堪動盪
妳單純　我迷惘　妳戀家　我流浪
山谷中　這一切　帶不走
妳愛抬頭擁抱陽光　喔~我得眺望下個前往
我走開　妳留下　我回憶　妳昇華
至少我們會仰望同一片天空
若一開始　沒有上帝暗中偷偷的慫恿
我們怎知選擇相逢　喔~
你是心中的日月　落在這裡
旅程的前後多餘　只為遇到妳
多麼想幻化成為你腳下的泥
那天的無人山谷 (那一天)　彷彿聽見說愛妳
置身在　傳說中　人間天堂
妳是我　心中的　日月光芒
帶領我　找到妳　的芬芳　放不下
你是心中的日月　落在這裡
旅程的前後多餘　只為遇到妳
多麼想幻化成為你腳下的泥
那天的無人山谷　彷彿聽見說愛妳
那天聽見說愛妳

Cute pic nina Xiao Ru and Boogie, Our dogs 

Another Artistic Shot... 

Artistic ba?

Was trying out to do amateur photography hehe

Me and Taipei 101, liit ko no?! 

Taipei 101 - Tallest Building in the World

mukhang natalo na nito ang Petronas Towers ng malaysia. Although i havent heard any news lately na may mas mataas na sa Petronas Towers. We'll see.

DoDo train in Kaoshiung, Taiwan

We went South to KAoshiung last Dec 26, 2004. All the while kala ko ipapasyal kami ng uncle ko dun, ung bang sightseeing... tapos when we got there, biglang sabi sasakay daw ng train parang city tour, kala ko ok.

The train ticket costs aroung NT$ 250. Mga 400+ pesos. with McDo Value Meal na and a merienda inside the train

Ang masasabi ko lang is, medyo boring ung ride. Wala naman masyadong makita puro buildings, wala man lng kaming nadaanan na tourist spot.

But it was fun. Kumain kami ng McDo sa loob ng train! hehe :D

Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

im BACK!!!

i went to taiwan with my parents.

siyempre to visit my lola and pinsans and aunts and uncles there

grabe, kakapagod din

we went to Taipei. My favourite city in Taiwan kasi very convenient to go from places there because they have SUBWAY/ JieYun.

Dec 24th kami pumunta ng Taiwan. Nasa Taichung yung family namin so dun kami tumitira evrytime we go there. Then on the 27th, we went to Taipei, nagovernight kmi doon. We visited my Dad's cousin there.

Tapos siyempre, nagshopping ako ng CDs and DVDs hehe cost me around 6k magastos ako talaga. hehe

we also went to see the NEW TALLEST BUILDING in the WORLD. nde na daw un sa Malaysia tallest coz this new building exceeded Petronas Towers' height. The building in Taipei is called TAIPEI 101. 101 kasi 101 floors daw.

My lola (ah-ma) gave me NT$10,000 ampao. tapos my 2 aunts gave me 2,000 each.
tapos yun, natupad din ung isa kong wish, namagkaroon ng Sony Ericsson K700i. kakatuwa. im sooooo happy! :D

Grabe kanina.. we woke up 2:30am in the morning then went to the airport by 3:15am. We arrived at around 5:30am sa airport. Eh ung flight namin 7:35am pa.

Sobrang excited ata kami umuwi hehe kasi halos first time namin magONE week sa taiwan coz before parating 3-4days lang kami nandun.

Antok pa ako... tapos magpapaputok pa later...

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Going to taiwan tomorrow morning. 10:45 am flight namin on China Airlines. We'll be back by Dec 31.

nde ko pa nagagawa formal report ko for BioChem mag Cram nnaman ako...... :(

anyways, buti na lng OK na kami ni Patty. Sobrang weird talaga namin mag away. hehehe

been busy lately, kasi nag General cleaning kami sa house.

May SIPON na ako!!!! darn DIRT!!! hehehe hala... baka pagkamalang may SARS ako mwhahahahahahaha :D

sige

ill try to update my Blog pag nasa Taiwan na ako. hiramin ko net ng pinsan ko dun heheheh

Advance Merry Christmas!!!

Jeans Jeans Jeans!

my uncle gave me a new pair of jeans!!! Levi's ulit!!! hehe just bought a pair last week i think tapos ngayon meron ulit! hehe

brand new wardrobe of jeans... heheh but to think of it, almost 3 yrs na akong nde bumili ng jeans ehehhe :D

bakasyon na!!! :D yippppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Welcome to my Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Christmas Wish List

Christmas is near!!!

Siyempre nde mawawala sa wish list ko PEACE ON EARTH, hoping that one day there will be no wars.

1. Peace on Earth
2. Good health for my parents and friends and me too
3. Hope for the broken-hearteds
4. Strength and hope for the typhoon victims
5. Patience for myself, lalo na sa studies, sana nde na ako tamarin hehe

nde din mawawala ung mga material things hehe pero marami talaga

1. CDs Simple Plan, Ryan Cabrera, Kitchie Nadal, Hilary Duff, Celine Dion etc...
2. Movies VCD/DVD Garfield, Troy, Spiderman 2 etc
3. Brand new Desktop PC, ung HP Pavillion P4 3.2, 160GB, 512DDRAM hehe
4. an iPOD mini
5. HP iPaq RX3417
6. TRIP TO KOREA!!!!

PRIORITY KO.. Pinakagusto ko
7. siyempre ung sobrang pinapangarap ko SONY ERICSSON K700i or maybe the S700i hehe

syempre alam ko sobrang out of the world na kung mareceive ko tong lahat hehe pero SANA hehe

:D la lng

practicals ko na later sa Comparative Anatomy Lab good luck sa akin!!! :D

Bad trip...

sige, ituloy yan

i'll just keep quiet

mukhang masaya ka naman

kung alam mo lng

masakit

pero ok lng

salamat

at hanggang maaga

nalaman

buti na lng

pero...

現在, 我真的很恨你. 真的謝謝你這樣對我. 不知道你跟別人說我甚麼話. 但是, 現在沒關係. 很早看到你的真臉. 不知道我為什麼喜歡上你這樣的人.

分手???我們已經分手了? 好棒哦!!! 沒想到我跟你已經有關係了...

Soooo TRUE!! a MUST READ!

The "parang kayo, pero hindi" stage. Others call it MU or mutual
understanding. Pseudo-relationships. Pseudo-boyfriends.
Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase where the
persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may
verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your
feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking
for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa. Pero
sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.

This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for
different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still love each
other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason.
And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.

It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong
nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso kaya
kunwa-kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang.

Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo --usually
the guy --may ka-relasyon na. Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break
doon sa girl (sabi niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di naman niya
ginagawa), wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangagaliwa
kasi "hindi naman kayo."

This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Lalo na
kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng "kalaro."

Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala
talagang kasiguraduhan.

So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set up ganoong hindi
naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan?

Iba't ibang dahilan. Puwedeng for fun lang. Puwedeng "buti na iyan
kesa wala" or puwede na iyang "pantawid-gutom." Meaning, habang wala pa
iyong the real thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian.

For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think
that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship at all. It would
be fun, if all you are after for is that "kilig" feeling.

Aminado naman ako na once upon a time, may mga
pseudo-relationships din ako. No commitments involved. For the simplest
reason that they couldn't commit, because they were either committed to
someone else, or that they weren't ready to commit.

My rationalization, "okay na iyun, kesa wala."

Ang habol ko lang naman, iyong kilig feeling. Iyong merong
nagtatanong kung kumusta araw ko. Iyong merong ka-cuddle sa beach outing.
Iyong kapag tumunog ang cellphone, mapapangiti na ako dahil alam kong
galing sa kanya ang message. Iyong merong laging kasama. Habang wala pa
ang the real thing, puwede na itong pagtiyagaan.

But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship,
the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang babae
lagi ang lugi.

Una, you can't ask him to commit. Since it's not really a
relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo?
May K ka nga ba magpasundo ng hatinggabi? You will always be uncertain
about your role in his life. You can't expect him to be always there with
you. And if you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it
to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos?

Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him? You can't be sure if
he feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya.
Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, you can't. Because you're
not sure if he'll like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang.
This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship.
Or if there is a relationship at all.

Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much? What if you have
invested all your emotions and this man hasn't? What if you remain
faithful to him, not entertaining other guys, only to find out that he is
seeing other girls?

Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting. When a
disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the
end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka
lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan. Kasi sa
pseudo-relationship, there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi
"us."

Buti sana kung pseudo-pain din lang ang mararanasan mo. Kaso, hindi
eh. Real pain. And usually, kahit tapos na ang pseudo-relationship, hindi
mo maiwasan umasang one day, may karugtong pa rin iyun. And you will be
miserable, hoping to bring back what you used to have, only to find out
eventually that the guy is in another pseudo-relationship with somebody
else.

Ang hirap, ano? You agreed to this kind of set up for fun and then
you'd end up hurting yourself in the process.

Pero puwede naman maiwasan ang pain eh. Puwede naman na hindi mo
muna isipin ang future and just enjoy the feeling, without thinking of the
consequences.

But if you are certain that you are going to hurt yourself in the
process, kailangan mo mamili. You can be happy and live the moment without
worrying what would happen next. Or you can stop settling with
pseudo-relationships and wait for the real thing.

When I was younger and in a pseudo-relationship with an unavailable
guy, a friend told me, "Sige, kung ayaw mong magpapigil, bahala ka.
Magpakasaya ka. Pero huwag kang iiyak-iyak pagkatapos, dahil tatadyakan
kita."

Ang bottom line lang naman, kung magpapasaya sa iyo, gawin mo.
Ihanda mo lang ang sarili mo sa consequence. Dahil ang "parang kayo pero
hindi" stage ay bihirang nagiging totoo. Usually, hanggang doon lang siya
... almost, but not quite.

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Another version


The "parang kayo, pero hindi" stage. Others call it MU or mutual understanding. Pseudo-relationships. Pseudo-boyfriends. Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase where the persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa. Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.

This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.

It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso kaya kunwa- kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang.

But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang babae lagi ang lugi.

Una, you can't ask him to commit. Since it's not really a relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo? May K ka nga ba magpasundo ng hatinggabi? You will always be uncertain about your role in his life. You can't expect him to be always there with you. And if you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos?

Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him? You can't be sure if he feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya. Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, you can't. Because you're not sure if he'll like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang. This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship. Or if there is a relationship at all.

Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much? What if you have invested all your emotions and this man hasn't? What if you remain faithful to him, not entertaining other guys, only to find out that he is seeing other girls?

Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting. When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo- relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan. Kasi sa pseudo- relationship, there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi "us."

Ang hirap, ano? You agreed to this kind of set up for fun and then you'd end up hurting yourself in the process.

Pero puwede naman maiwasan ang pain eh. Puwede naman na hindi mo muna isipin ang
future and just enjoy the feeling, without thinking of the consequences.

But if you are certain that you are going to hurt yourself in the process, kailangan mo mamili. You can be happy and live the moment without worrying what would happen next. Or you can stop settling with pseudo-relationships and wait for the real thing.

Ang bottom line lang naman, kung magpapasaya sa iyo, gawin mo. Ihanda mo lang ang sarili mo sa consequence. Dahil ang "parang kayo pero hindi" stage ay bihirang nagiging totoo. Usually,
hanggang doon lang siya... almost, but not quite.

"Memories are our way of keeping in touch with the past. It is the means in which we remember special moments, those moments in our lives that made us laugh, that made us cry, moments meant to last us a lifetime."

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got this from an email, la lng sobrang totoo lng...

*sigh*

-= BCuz of U =-

waaahhhh nood kami ng sine kanina, guess what kung ano ung pinanood namin, BCUZ of YOU! hehe

anyway, ok naman ung movie, FEEL Good Movie siya,

SANDARA is soooo cute in the movie hehe

HEART was soooo breath taking!!! ang ganda ganda niya!!! :D

although, bitter nga lng ako hehe iba na pananaw ko diyan hehe :( la lng, bitter lng talaga ....

but this should be over, life must go on

thanks to Jovilyn for enlightening me... tama ka jovi, there are somethings that are more important na dapat bigyang pansin.. we should not let those things pass... tama ka...

thank you talaga

My Love Xiao Ru 

Stiffneck parin...

waahhhh... sniff sniff

sana bukas wala na


aral pa ako ng Compa Lec...

4 Chapters!!! 100 pages!!! la pa ako nasisimulan!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh

Stiff neck...

:( i woke up with a stiff neck this morning... waaaahhhh

Raining!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

love the weather! its cool. although it looks like a gloomy day hehe sarang kumanta ng mga songs! esp senti songs hehe

Feels like I'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
'Cause I need you to give me some shelter
'Cause I'm fading away
And baby, I'm walking in the rain

-A1, Walking in the Rain

hehe chorus part, love that song, im singing it now actually :D

btw, went to the mall awhile ago, bought a new pair of jeans hehe im so glad that im one size down! i lost weight! yippee!!! :D better keep this up and be sexy! hehe jk

to my friends

esp to mic mic and jerome, thanks for everything

キミは友達 (kimi wa tomodachi)
YOU'RE A FRIEND
Lyrics & music: Ken Hirai
Romaji & English translation by: cori
From the single, "kimi wa tomodachi"

(you can count on me
always count on me)

kimi ga waratta boku mo tsurarete waratta
utsushikagami mitai da kimi wa boku no tomodachi
kimi ga okotta boku mo makezu ni okotta
kodomo no kenka mitai da kimi wa boku no tomodachi
You laughed & I joined in the laughter too
Like reflections in the mirror, you're my friend
You were mad, I also got mad without giving up
It seems like a kids' fight, you're my friend

boku ga sabishii toki wa ato sukoshi tsukiatte
umaku hanashi wo kiite kurenai ka
kimi no koe dake ga kokoro wo karuku suru
tada aidzuchi wo utte kureru dake de
When I'm lonely, keep me company a little longer
Won't you listen closely to what I say?
Only your voice eases my soul
just by making sounds that you're listening

hanarete itemo zutto
(whenever you feel alone)
mune no naka ni iru yo
Even if we're apart, you'll always
be in my heart

kimi ga naiteta boku mo nakisou ni natta
dakedo koraete waratta genki dase yo to waratta
You were crying, I also seemed to be crying
But stifled my laughter; "Cheer up," I laughed

kimi ga sabishii toki wa itsu datte tondeku yo
umaku kotoba kamitsukaranai keredo
boku no koe ga kimi no kokoro wo iyasu nara
tada aidzuchi wo utsu dake demo ii kai?
When you're lonely, I'll go quickly to you at any time
I won't snap at your words, but
If my voice heals your heart,
Is it ok even if I just make sounds that indicate that I'm listening?

(that's what friends are for
always be your side)

sabishii toki wa ato sukoshi tsukiatte
umaku hanashi wo kiite kurenai ka
kimi no koe dake ga kokoro wo karuku suru
tada aidzuchi wo utte kureru dake de
When it's lonely, keep me company a little longer
Won't you listen closely to what I say?
Only your voice eases my soul
just by making sounds that you're listening

kimi ga inai to boku wa hontou ni komaru
tsumarisou iu koto da kimi wa boku no tomodachi
When you're not here, I'm really in a bind
It's something that I'm choked up to say: you're my friend

Heart beat....

It must only be a matter of a moment once it is gone... we should probably be able to laugh at it someday... but the feeling will stay forever in the depths of the heart... It's precious, only here for now... for it is our season...

So one season ends, and a new one begins...


---- quoted from an animé...

Heartbeat...

Clueless...

Clueless... a big question mark embedded in my face!

People looking at you and you see that look in their face as if knowing something that you dont. I cant seem to understand why.

不知到為甚麼忽然生我的氣. 忽然有一天不想跟你講話. 我最討厭這些人!

她這樣對我, 對我來說, 是把我們的距離更遠... 真討厭!!! 奇怪...

micmic and jerome, it's really sad... at some point, i want to kill myself, but still Ces't la vie... 真的希望這些是都沒發生...

NO CLASSES!!!

yehey!!!!

im sooo happy!!! at least nakapagrelax na ako!!!

and think think think! hehe

cge tata!

Heartbeat ...

I think im about to burst...

parang minsan i cant seem to find someone to spill all of my feelings, esp. now that im in college...

i really miss my high school friends.. parati ko na nasasabi lahat ng problems ko sa kanila...

parang ngayon, seems like no one cares anymore...

hay...


mic and jerome, thanks talaga for listening to me :D at least nailabas ko everything.
to raechelle, thanks din sa pagkinig mo sa akin last time :D
to mina, thanks for the concern and thanks for listening.


*sigh*

:(

Wanting to feel this again...

地心引力 - 言承旭

只

要你一笑我就又都不介意
你对我任性我竟然还觉得荣幸
不在乎爱情会是自由的天敌
根本已经为你失去我平常的冷静
虽然我还不擅长幸福这种东西
可是我真的很想把所有你要的
都放在你的手心

爱像地心引力无法抗拒
一寸一寸深深的被你吸引
心碎也没关系等待也都愿意
人群之中我只能看见你
爱像地心引力没有空隙
一天一天不见你也在想你
我在你的眼里重新认识自己
在你面前原来微笑那么容易

我终于明白那些孤单的夜里
寂寞的表情是因为你还没靠近
原来我愿意为等一个人淋雨
是你唤醒了我自己都不懂的深情
虽然我还不擅长幸福这种东西
可是我真的很想把所有你要的
都放在你的手心

爱像地心引力无法抗拒
一寸一寸深深的被你吸引
心碎也没关系等待也都愿意
人群之中我只能看见你
爱像地心引力没有空隙
一天一天不见你也在想你
我在你的眼里重新认识自己
在你面前原来微笑那么容易

爱像地心引力无法抗拒(无法抗拒)
一寸一寸深深的被你吸引(深深被你吸引)
心碎也没关系等待也都愿意
人群之中我只能看见你(只能看见你)
爱像地心引力没有空隙(没有空隙)
一天一天不见你也在想你(也在想你想你)
我在你的眼里重新认识自己
在你面前原来微笑那么容易(那么容易)

The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time

Whew! Just bought a novel yesterday, and just started o read this morning. this novel is by Mark Haddon.

This novel is about an autistic child who's very bright in everything and can feel animal emotions but can't feel human emotions. He then found out one day that their neighbor's dog is dead, then he investigates and did "sherlock holmes".

After reading the first few chapters, i find the novel interesting. Im already in Chapter 42! hehe but mind you thta the chapters are arranged in PRIME NUMBERS! not the typical 1,2,3,4. but PRIME NUMBERS 2,3,5,7,11 so on ....

:D

Like the new template?

:D just learned how to change!

thanks to erika! :D

Nice song

i so feel this song hehe la lng...

一公尺 - 言承旭

餐桌两边黑咖啡冒着烟
曲折翻腾的弧线模糊了双眼
你习惯没变手指头敲打着玻璃杯
一整夜不曾看我一眼

那条项炼软弱摊在眼前
亲手系上的思念被你放了线
空荡的胸前是他准备要接手的世界
专程来告别连再见都心不在焉

你在一公尺不到的面前
手拼命挥还是往下坠
眼神那么绝冻结一切不让我挽回

我在一公尺之外的世界
一辈子回不了的原点
我这才发现你离我有多么远

餐桌两边没交集的情节
看着你度日如年等我说再见
你神情没变把距离扩大的好遥远
一公尺就好像一万个光年

你在一公尺不到的面前
手拼命挥还是往下坠
眼神那么绝冻结一切不让我挽回

我在一公尺之外的世界
一辈子回不了的原点
我这才发现你离我有多么远

你在一公尺不到的面前
手拼命挥还是往下坠
眼神那么绝冻结一切不让我挽回

我在一公尺之外的世界
一辈子回不了的原点
我这才发现你离我有多么远
我只有成全让你离开我身边

Try solving this :D hehe BioChem

An unknown decapeptide was isolated. Complete hydrolysis of this peptide gave F(2), A, G, C,K,N,T,W, and V. Treatment with carboxypeptidase releases A. Reaction with Edman's reagent gave PTH-T and a nonapeptide. The nonapeptide was treated with trypsin and gave 2 peptides, (V-C-G-A) and (N-F-F-W-K). Give he sequence of this decapeptide.

:D

another one

You have isolated from a fungues an octapeptide that prevents baldness and you wish to determine its amino acid sequence. The amino acid composition is K(2),D,Y,F,G,S,A. Reaction of the intact peptide with dansyl chloride yields dansyl-A. Cleaveg with trypsin yields peptides whose compositions are K,A,S and G,F,K . Then reaction with chymotrypsin releases free D, a tetrapeptide with composition K,S,F,A and a tripeptide whose compositiong following acid hydrolysis is G,K,Y. What is the amino acid sequence?

Lucky Me!!!

We played "BINGO" awhile ago in BioChem class. Although the BINGO was MODIFIED... the prof asked us to make a Bingo cards and put the letters of the Amino Acids. So everything was really random.
Then the prof will give questions that will describe a certain amino acid then u will put an x on the letter of the amino acid on ur bingo card.

When she gave out the first question, i got one! then the next i got it again, all 5 questions on the same line!!! I formed a horizontal pattern and BINGO!!! I was the first one in the class to BINGO hehe

got a +5points for that! hehe

the mechanics were first 10 to BINGO get +5, then second 10 get +4 and so on...

that was lucky of me! hehe

Sunday Night Out!

yey! After many months nagkita na kami ng TRIUMVERATE! hehe

anyway, we were supposed to meet sa Rob Place Manila, but we changed our minds and we went to Glorietta! And on our way there, pinilit namin si Raechelle na sumama. and eventually pumayag siya. hehe

We watched After the Sunset. Although we had a hard time to choos what movie to watch. Then un, pinili namin After the Sunser (starring Pierce Brosnan and Salma Hayek).
The movie was G-R-E-A-T!!! Funny and it has a nice twist in the plot.
Before watching, we played at TimeZone. And i played the Dance Maniax, twas my first time to try the game. U use ur hands to pass thru the sensors para magcreate ng dance moves. hehe nakaka-addict!

We finished watching the movie at around 10pm. After that, we played at timezone again! hehe then we went out 11pm to find something to eat, dapat mag Dencio's kami although wala kaming nahanap and nung pumunta kami ng GB3, narealized namin na may Dencio's sa Glorietta. anyway, we walked around GB3 and we decided to try RED BOX.

We sang and sang until 2:30 am heheh grabe, halos lahat ata ng songs dun nakanta namin hehe jk

halos ung mga napili namin songs mga senti songs hehe suits the mood heheh kasi gabi na hehe

and i had a shot of Tequilla again! hehe one shot lang hehe baka magwala ako dun hehe

hay... twas fun! Got to talk to my friends, updating with our stories! hehe raming bagay na nangyari sa amin hehe sa Car nonstop daldalan namin tungkol sa mga stories of our life papunta Glorietta and pabalik hehe

around 3.30am na ako nakauwi ehehe :D

CRUSADER NA AKO!!!! weeeeeehhhh!!!! 

Some of my recent fav songs...

Wag na wag Mong Sasabihin

May gusto ka bang sabihin
Ba't 'di mapakali
Ni hindi makatingin
Sana'y 'wag mo na itong palipasin
At subukang lutasin
Sana mga sinabi mo na

Iba'ng nararapat sa akin
Na tunay kong mamahalin

Oh....
huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo

Ano man ang iyong akala
Na ako'y isang bituin
Na walang sasambahin
'Di ko man ito ipakita
Abot-langit ang daing
Sana'y sinabi mo na

Iba'ng nararapat sa akin
Na tunay kong mamahalin

Oh....
huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo

At sa gabi, sinong duduyan sa 'yo
At sa umaga, ang hangin ang hahaplos sa 'yo...

Liwanag sa Dilim
Ituring ang iyong sariling
Tagahawi ng ulap
Sa kalangitang kulimlim
Kampanang yayanig
Sa bawat nilalang
Magigising ang lupang
Kulang sa dilig
Ikaw ang magsasabing
Kaya mo to
Tulad ng isang tanglaw
Sa gitna ng bagyo
Isigaw mo sa hangin
Tumindig at magsilbing
Liwanag
Liwanag sa Dilim
Harapin mong magiting
Ang bagong awitin
Ikaw ang
Liwanag sa Dilim
At sa paghamon mo
Sa agos ng ating kasaysayan
Uukit ka ng bagong daan
Ikaw ang aawit ng
Kaya mo to
Sang panalangin
Sa gitna ng gulo

STRESS.....

classes just started and now im already stressed...

grabe... tambak sobra ng school works

All of our profs are ok. Although ung prof namin sa Physics is Mr. Ras pero he's pretty good in Physics unlike nung algebra.

Prof namin ulit sa Chem Lab si Ms Santiago!! im ssoooooo happy!! Crush ko talaga un hehe Shhhh secret lang to ah hehe

Anyway, i really like our teacher in BioChem Lec , she's very good at explaining the subject kmatter, kahit na wala siya sinusulat sa board. pure powerpoint presentation, and some explanation! Voila! Everythings in my mind! hehe i understood her lesson!

Guess this semester is gonna be hell!!! Anyway!

Still playing Ragnarok, hehe malapit na ako maging Crusader !!! 2 Job Levels na lng!!! yehey!!! although im using a bot hehe :D Secret lang yun ah!!! hehe :)

Heart Beat No. 4 冷淡...

*sigh*

最進真的不知道... 為甚麼我覺得她對我很冷淡...

真的不懂得她... 好像不想跟我說話...

Ces't la vie...

DSL is fun!!!

some Flash games that u would enjoy!!1 :D

Do you have a steady hand?
http://www.terminal-insanity.com/z1g/steadyhand.swf

Kill Bill!!!
http://kill-bill.cz/game/message_data/killbill.swf

Can u walk a Drunken Person Home?
http://www.wagenschenke.ch/HomeRun.swf

can you find me there??? hehe New server opened (Lydia) that's what it looked like, PURO NOVICES!!! hehehe 

Yo soy Computer Technician... hehe

Just bought an Ethernet Card adapter for my Desktop PC, YES! it's NOV. 1 and i still went to the mall... hehe

anyway, i was a little hesitant at first to install the adapter, but after i opened my PC, i thought that it was pretty easy hehe

i just inserted the adapter into the PCI slot, VOILA! it's installed!!!

im just soooo happy heheh

i hope PLDT myDSL team would install my DSL SOON!!! MAG TWO WEEKS NA!!!!