i went to taiwan with my parents.
siyempre to visit my lola and pinsans and aunts and uncles there
grabe, kakapagod din
we went to Taipei. My favourite city in Taiwan kasi very convenient to go from places there because they have SUBWAY/ JieYun.
Dec 24th kami pumunta ng Taiwan. Nasa Taichung yung family namin so dun kami tumitira evrytime we go there. Then on the 27th, we went to Taipei, nagovernight kmi doon. We visited my Dad's cousin there.
Tapos siyempre, nagshopping ako ng CDs and DVDs hehe cost me around 6k magastos ako talaga. hehe
we also went to see the NEW TALLEST BUILDING in the WORLD. nde na daw un sa Malaysia tallest coz this new building exceeded Petronas Towers' height. The building in Taipei is called TAIPEI 101. 101 kasi 101 floors daw.
My lola (ah-ma) gave me NT$10,000 ampao. tapos my 2 aunts gave me 2,000 each.
tapos yun, natupad din ung isa kong wish, namagkaroon ng Sony Ericsson K700i. kakatuwa. im sooooo happy! :D
Grabe kanina.. we woke up 2:30am in the morning then went to the airport by 3:15am. We arrived at around 5:30am sa airport. Eh ung flight namin 7:35am pa.
Sobrang excited ata kami umuwi hehe kasi halos first time namin magONE week sa taiwan coz before parating 3-4days lang kami nandun.
Antok pa ako... tapos magpapaputok pa later...
Sonido de mi Corazón… Can you hear it? It is where Contrast makes Reality... Impossible makes it possible...
Friday, December 31, 2004
Thursday, December 23, 2004
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Going to taiwan tomorrow morning. 10:45 am flight namin on China Airlines. We'll be back by Dec 31.
nde ko pa nagagawa formal report ko for BioChem mag Cram nnaman ako...... :(
anyways, buti na lng OK na kami ni Patty. Sobrang weird talaga namin mag away. hehehe
been busy lately, kasi nag General cleaning kami sa house.
May SIPON na ako!!!! darn DIRT!!! hehehe hala... baka pagkamalang may SARS ako mwhahahahahahaha :D
sige
ill try to update my Blog pag nasa Taiwan na ako. hiramin ko net ng pinsan ko dun heheheh
Advance Merry Christmas!!!
nde ko pa nagagawa formal report ko for BioChem mag Cram nnaman ako...... :(
anyways, buti na lng OK na kami ni Patty. Sobrang weird talaga namin mag away. hehehe
been busy lately, kasi nag General cleaning kami sa house.
May SIPON na ako!!!! darn DIRT!!! hehehe hala... baka pagkamalang may SARS ako mwhahahahahahaha :D
sige
ill try to update my Blog pag nasa Taiwan na ako. hiramin ko net ng pinsan ko dun heheheh
Advance Merry Christmas!!!
Friday, December 17, 2004
Jeans Jeans Jeans!
my uncle gave me a new pair of jeans!!! Levi's ulit!!! hehe just bought a pair last week i think tapos ngayon meron ulit! hehe
brand new wardrobe of jeans... heheh but to think of it, almost 3 yrs na akong nde bumili ng jeans ehehhe :D
bakasyon na!!! :D yippppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
brand new wardrobe of jeans... heheh but to think of it, almost 3 yrs na akong nde bumili ng jeans ehehhe :D
bakasyon na!!! :D yippppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Welcome to my Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Monday, December 13, 2004
Christmas Wish List
Christmas is near!!!
Siyempre nde mawawala sa wish list ko PEACE ON EARTH, hoping that one day there will be no wars.
1. Peace on Earth
2. Good health for my parents and friends and me too
3. Hope for the broken-hearteds
4. Strength and hope for the typhoon victims
5. Patience for myself, lalo na sa studies, sana nde na ako tamarin hehe
nde din mawawala ung mga material things hehe pero marami talaga
1. CDs Simple Plan, Ryan Cabrera, Kitchie Nadal, Hilary Duff, Celine Dion etc...
2. Movies VCD/DVD Garfield, Troy, Spiderman 2 etc
3. Brand new Desktop PC, ung HP Pavillion P4 3.2, 160GB, 512DDRAM hehe
4. an iPOD mini
5. HP iPaq RX3417
6. TRIP TO KOREA!!!!
PRIORITY KO.. Pinakagusto ko
7. siyempre ung sobrang pinapangarap ko SONY ERICSSON K700i or maybe the S700i hehe
syempre alam ko sobrang out of the world na kung mareceive ko tong lahat hehe pero SANA hehe
:D la lng
practicals ko na later sa Comparative Anatomy Lab good luck sa akin!!! :D
Siyempre nde mawawala sa wish list ko PEACE ON EARTH, hoping that one day there will be no wars.
1. Peace on Earth
2. Good health for my parents and friends and me too
3. Hope for the broken-hearteds
4. Strength and hope for the typhoon victims
5. Patience for myself, lalo na sa studies, sana nde na ako tamarin hehe
nde din mawawala ung mga material things hehe pero marami talaga
1. CDs Simple Plan, Ryan Cabrera, Kitchie Nadal, Hilary Duff, Celine Dion etc...
2. Movies VCD/DVD Garfield, Troy, Spiderman 2 etc
3. Brand new Desktop PC, ung HP Pavillion P4 3.2, 160GB, 512DDRAM hehe
4. an iPOD mini
5. HP iPaq RX3417
6. TRIP TO KOREA!!!!
PRIORITY KO.. Pinakagusto ko
7. siyempre ung sobrang pinapangarap ko SONY ERICSSON K700i or maybe the S700i hehe
syempre alam ko sobrang out of the world na kung mareceive ko tong lahat hehe pero SANA hehe
:D la lng
practicals ko na later sa Comparative Anatomy Lab good luck sa akin!!! :D
Friday, December 10, 2004
Bad trip...
sige, ituloy yan
i'll just keep quiet
mukhang masaya ka naman
kung alam mo lng
masakit
pero ok lng
salamat
at hanggang maaga
nalaman
buti na lng
pero...
現在, 我真的很恨你. 真的謝謝你這樣對我. 不知道你跟別人說我甚麼話. 但是, 現在沒關係. 很早看到你的真臉. 不知道我為什麼喜歡上你這樣的人.
分手???我們已經分手了? 好棒哦!!! 沒想到我跟你已經有關係了...
i'll just keep quiet
mukhang masaya ka naman
kung alam mo lng
masakit
pero ok lng
salamat
at hanggang maaga
nalaman
buti na lng
pero...
現在, 我真的很恨你. 真的謝謝你這樣對我. 不知道你跟別人說我甚麼話. 但是, 現在沒關係. 很早看到你的真臉. 不知道我為什麼喜歡上你這樣的人.
分手???我們已經分手了? 好棒哦!!! 沒想到我跟你已經有關係了...
Soooo TRUE!! a MUST READ!
The "parang kayo, pero hindi" stage. Others call it MU or mutual
understanding. Pseudo-relationships. Pseudo-boyfriends.
Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase where the
persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may
verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your
feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking
for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa. Pero
sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.
This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for
different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still love each
other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason.
And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.
It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong
nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso kaya
kunwa-kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang.
Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo --usually
the guy --may ka-relasyon na. Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break
doon sa girl (sabi niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di naman niya
ginagawa), wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangagaliwa
kasi "hindi naman kayo."
This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Lalo na
kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng "kalaro."
Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala
talagang kasiguraduhan.
So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set up ganoong hindi
naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan?
Iba't ibang dahilan. Puwedeng for fun lang. Puwedeng "buti na iyan
kesa wala" or puwede na iyang "pantawid-gutom." Meaning, habang wala pa
iyong the real thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian.
For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think
that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship at all. It would
be fun, if all you are after for is that "kilig" feeling.
Aminado naman ako na once upon a time, may mga
pseudo-relationships din ako. No commitments involved. For the simplest
reason that they couldn't commit, because they were either committed to
someone else, or that they weren't ready to commit.
My rationalization, "okay na iyun, kesa wala."
Ang habol ko lang naman, iyong kilig feeling. Iyong merong
nagtatanong kung kumusta araw ko. Iyong merong ka-cuddle sa beach outing.
Iyong kapag tumunog ang cellphone, mapapangiti na ako dahil alam kong
galing sa kanya ang message. Iyong merong laging kasama. Habang wala pa
ang the real thing, puwede na itong pagtiyagaan.
But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship,
the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang babae
lagi ang lugi.
Una, you can't ask him to commit. Since it's not really a
relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo?
May K ka nga ba magpasundo ng hatinggabi? You will always be uncertain
about your role in his life. You can't expect him to be always there with
you. And if you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it
to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos?
Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him? You can't be sure if
he feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya.
Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, you can't. Because you're
not sure if he'll like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang.
This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship.
Or if there is a relationship at all.
Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much? What if you have
invested all your emotions and this man hasn't? What if you remain
faithful to him, not entertaining other guys, only to find out that he is
seeing other girls?
Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting. When a
disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the
end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka
lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan. Kasi sa
pseudo-relationship, there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi
"us."
Buti sana kung pseudo-pain din lang ang mararanasan mo. Kaso, hindi
eh. Real pain. And usually, kahit tapos na ang pseudo-relationship, hindi
mo maiwasan umasang one day, may karugtong pa rin iyun. And you will be
miserable, hoping to bring back what you used to have, only to find out
eventually that the guy is in another pseudo-relationship with somebody
else.
Ang hirap, ano? You agreed to this kind of set up for fun and then
you'd end up hurting yourself in the process.
Pero puwede naman maiwasan ang pain eh. Puwede naman na hindi mo
muna isipin ang future and just enjoy the feeling, without thinking of the
consequences.
But if you are certain that you are going to hurt yourself in the
process, kailangan mo mamili. You can be happy and live the moment without
worrying what would happen next. Or you can stop settling with
pseudo-relationships and wait for the real thing.
When I was younger and in a pseudo-relationship with an unavailable
guy, a friend told me, "Sige, kung ayaw mong magpapigil, bahala ka.
Magpakasaya ka. Pero huwag kang iiyak-iyak pagkatapos, dahil tatadyakan
kita."
Ang bottom line lang naman, kung magpapasaya sa iyo, gawin mo.
Ihanda mo lang ang sarili mo sa consequence. Dahil ang "parang kayo pero
hindi" stage ay bihirang nagiging totoo. Usually, hanggang doon lang siya
... almost, but not quite.
---------------------------------------------
Another version
The "parang kayo, pero hindi" stage. Others call it MU or mutual understanding. Pseudo-relationships. Pseudo-boyfriends. Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase where the persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa. Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.
This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.
It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso kaya kunwa- kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang.
But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang babae lagi ang lugi.
Una, you can't ask him to commit. Since it's not really a relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo? May K ka nga ba magpasundo ng hatinggabi? You will always be uncertain about your role in his life. You can't expect him to be always there with you. And if you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos?
Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him? You can't be sure if he feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya. Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, you can't. Because you're not sure if he'll like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang. This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship. Or if there is a relationship at all.
Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much? What if you have invested all your emotions and this man hasn't? What if you remain faithful to him, not entertaining other guys, only to find out that he is seeing other girls?
Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting. When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo- relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan. Kasi sa pseudo- relationship, there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi "us."
Ang hirap, ano? You agreed to this kind of set up for fun and then you'd end up hurting yourself in the process.
Pero puwede naman maiwasan ang pain eh. Puwede naman na hindi mo muna isipin ang
future and just enjoy the feeling, without thinking of the consequences.
But if you are certain that you are going to hurt yourself in the process, kailangan mo mamili. You can be happy and live the moment without worrying what would happen next. Or you can stop settling with pseudo-relationships and wait for the real thing.
Ang bottom line lang naman, kung magpapasaya sa iyo, gawin mo. Ihanda mo lang ang sarili mo sa consequence. Dahil ang "parang kayo pero hindi" stage ay bihirang nagiging totoo. Usually,
hanggang doon lang siya... almost, but not quite.
"Memories are our way of keeping in touch with the past. It is the means in which we remember special moments, those moments in our lives that made us laugh, that made us cry, moments meant to last us a lifetime."
-----------
got this from an email, la lng sobrang totoo lng...
*sigh*
understanding. Pseudo-relationships. Pseudo-boyfriends.
Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase where the
persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may
verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your
feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking
for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa. Pero
sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.
This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for
different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still love each
other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason.
And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.
It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong
nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso kaya
kunwa-kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang.
Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo --usually
the guy --may ka-relasyon na. Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break
doon sa girl (sabi niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di naman niya
ginagawa), wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangagaliwa
kasi "hindi naman kayo."
This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Lalo na
kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng "kalaro."
Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala
talagang kasiguraduhan.
So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set up ganoong hindi
naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan?
Iba't ibang dahilan. Puwedeng for fun lang. Puwedeng "buti na iyan
kesa wala" or puwede na iyang "pantawid-gutom." Meaning, habang wala pa
iyong the real thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian.
For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think
that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship at all. It would
be fun, if all you are after for is that "kilig" feeling.
Aminado naman ako na once upon a time, may mga
pseudo-relationships din ako. No commitments involved. For the simplest
reason that they couldn't commit, because they were either committed to
someone else, or that they weren't ready to commit.
My rationalization, "okay na iyun, kesa wala."
Ang habol ko lang naman, iyong kilig feeling. Iyong merong
nagtatanong kung kumusta araw ko. Iyong merong ka-cuddle sa beach outing.
Iyong kapag tumunog ang cellphone, mapapangiti na ako dahil alam kong
galing sa kanya ang message. Iyong merong laging kasama. Habang wala pa
ang the real thing, puwede na itong pagtiyagaan.
But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship,
the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang babae
lagi ang lugi.
Una, you can't ask him to commit. Since it's not really a
relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo?
May K ka nga ba magpasundo ng hatinggabi? You will always be uncertain
about your role in his life. You can't expect him to be always there with
you. And if you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it
to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos?
Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him? You can't be sure if
he feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya.
Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, you can't. Because you're
not sure if he'll like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang.
This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship.
Or if there is a relationship at all.
Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much? What if you have
invested all your emotions and this man hasn't? What if you remain
faithful to him, not entertaining other guys, only to find out that he is
seeing other girls?
Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting. When a
disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the
end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka
lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan. Kasi sa
pseudo-relationship, there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi
"us."
Buti sana kung pseudo-pain din lang ang mararanasan mo. Kaso, hindi
eh. Real pain. And usually, kahit tapos na ang pseudo-relationship, hindi
mo maiwasan umasang one day, may karugtong pa rin iyun. And you will be
miserable, hoping to bring back what you used to have, only to find out
eventually that the guy is in another pseudo-relationship with somebody
else.
Ang hirap, ano? You agreed to this kind of set up for fun and then
you'd end up hurting yourself in the process.
Pero puwede naman maiwasan ang pain eh. Puwede naman na hindi mo
muna isipin ang future and just enjoy the feeling, without thinking of the
consequences.
But if you are certain that you are going to hurt yourself in the
process, kailangan mo mamili. You can be happy and live the moment without
worrying what would happen next. Or you can stop settling with
pseudo-relationships and wait for the real thing.
When I was younger and in a pseudo-relationship with an unavailable
guy, a friend told me, "Sige, kung ayaw mong magpapigil, bahala ka.
Magpakasaya ka. Pero huwag kang iiyak-iyak pagkatapos, dahil tatadyakan
kita."
Ang bottom line lang naman, kung magpapasaya sa iyo, gawin mo.
Ihanda mo lang ang sarili mo sa consequence. Dahil ang "parang kayo pero
hindi" stage ay bihirang nagiging totoo. Usually, hanggang doon lang siya
... almost, but not quite.
---------------------------------------------
Another version
The "parang kayo, pero hindi" stage. Others call it MU or mutual understanding. Pseudo-relationships. Pseudo-boyfriends. Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase where the persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa. Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.
This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.
It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso kaya kunwa- kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang.
But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang babae lagi ang lugi.
Una, you can't ask him to commit. Since it's not really a relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo? May K ka nga ba magpasundo ng hatinggabi? You will always be uncertain about your role in his life. You can't expect him to be always there with you. And if you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos?
Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him? You can't be sure if he feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya. Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, you can't. Because you're not sure if he'll like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang. This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship. Or if there is a relationship at all.
Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much? What if you have invested all your emotions and this man hasn't? What if you remain faithful to him, not entertaining other guys, only to find out that he is seeing other girls?
Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting. When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo- relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan. Kasi sa pseudo- relationship, there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi "us."
Ang hirap, ano? You agreed to this kind of set up for fun and then you'd end up hurting yourself in the process.
Pero puwede naman maiwasan ang pain eh. Puwede naman na hindi mo muna isipin ang
future and just enjoy the feeling, without thinking of the consequences.
But if you are certain that you are going to hurt yourself in the process, kailangan mo mamili. You can be happy and live the moment without worrying what would happen next. Or you can stop settling with pseudo-relationships and wait for the real thing.
Ang bottom line lang naman, kung magpapasaya sa iyo, gawin mo. Ihanda mo lang ang sarili mo sa consequence. Dahil ang "parang kayo pero hindi" stage ay bihirang nagiging totoo. Usually,
hanggang doon lang siya... almost, but not quite.
"Memories are our way of keeping in touch with the past. It is the means in which we remember special moments, those moments in our lives that made us laugh, that made us cry, moments meant to last us a lifetime."
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got this from an email, la lng sobrang totoo lng...
*sigh*
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
-= BCuz of U =-
waaahhhh nood kami ng sine kanina, guess what kung ano ung pinanood namin, BCUZ of YOU! hehe
anyway, ok naman ung movie, FEEL Good Movie siya,
SANDARA is soooo cute in the movie hehe
HEART was soooo breath taking!!! ang ganda ganda niya!!! :D
although, bitter nga lng ako hehe iba na pananaw ko diyan hehe :( la lng, bitter lng talaga ....
but this should be over, life must go on
thanks to Jovilyn for enlightening me... tama ka jovi, there are somethings that are more important na dapat bigyang pansin.. we should not let those things pass... tama ka...
thank you talaga
anyway, ok naman ung movie, FEEL Good Movie siya,
SANDARA is soooo cute in the movie hehe
HEART was soooo breath taking!!! ang ganda ganda niya!!! :D
although, bitter nga lng ako hehe iba na pananaw ko diyan hehe :( la lng, bitter lng talaga ....
but this should be over, life must go on
thanks to Jovilyn for enlightening me... tama ka jovi, there are somethings that are more important na dapat bigyang pansin.. we should not let those things pass... tama ka...
thank you talaga
Thursday, December 02, 2004
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
Stiffneck parin...
waahhhh... sniff sniff
sana bukas wala na
aral pa ako ng Compa Lec...
4 Chapters!!! 100 pages!!! la pa ako nasisimulan!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh
sana bukas wala na
aral pa ako ng Compa Lec...
4 Chapters!!! 100 pages!!! la pa ako nasisimulan!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Monday, November 29, 2004
Raining!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
love the weather! its cool. although it looks like a gloomy day hehe sarang kumanta ng mga songs! esp senti songs hehe
love the weather! its cool. although it looks like a gloomy day hehe sarang kumanta ng mga songs! esp senti songs hehe
Feels like I'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
'Cause I need you to give me some shelter
'Cause I'm fading away
And baby, I'm walking in the rain
-A1, Walking in the Rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
'Cause I need you to give me some shelter
'Cause I'm fading away
And baby, I'm walking in the rain
-A1, Walking in the Rain
hehe chorus part, love that song, im singing it now actually :D
btw, went to the mall awhile ago, bought a new pair of jeans hehe im so glad that im one size down! i lost weight! yippee!!! :D better keep this up and be sexy! hehe jk
btw, went to the mall awhile ago, bought a new pair of jeans hehe im so glad that im one size down! i lost weight! yippee!!! :D better keep this up and be sexy! hehe jk
Saturday, November 27, 2004
to my friends
esp to mic mic and jerome, thanks for everything
キミは友達 (kimi wa tomodachi)
YOU'RE A FRIEND
Lyrics & music: Ken Hirai
Romaji & English translation by: cori
From the single, "kimi wa tomodachi"
(you can count on me
always count on me)
kimi ga waratta boku mo tsurarete waratta
utsushikagami mitai da kimi wa boku no tomodachi
kimi ga okotta boku mo makezu ni okotta
kodomo no kenka mitai da kimi wa boku no tomodachi
You laughed & I joined in the laughter too
Like reflections in the mirror, you're my friend
You were mad, I also got mad without giving up
It seems like a kids' fight, you're my friend
boku ga sabishii toki wa ato sukoshi tsukiatte
umaku hanashi wo kiite kurenai ka
kimi no koe dake ga kokoro wo karuku suru
tada aidzuchi wo utte kureru dake de
When I'm lonely, keep me company a little longer
Won't you listen closely to what I say?
Only your voice eases my soul
just by making sounds that you're listening
hanarete itemo zutto
(whenever you feel alone)
mune no naka ni iru yo
Even if we're apart, you'll always
be in my heart
kimi ga naiteta boku mo nakisou ni natta
dakedo koraete waratta genki dase yo to waratta
You were crying, I also seemed to be crying
But stifled my laughter; "Cheer up," I laughed
kimi ga sabishii toki wa itsu datte tondeku yo
umaku kotoba kamitsukaranai keredo
boku no koe ga kimi no kokoro wo iyasu nara
tada aidzuchi wo utsu dake demo ii kai?
When you're lonely, I'll go quickly to you at any time
I won't snap at your words, but
If my voice heals your heart,
Is it ok even if I just make sounds that indicate that I'm listening?
(that's what friends are for
always be your side)
sabishii toki wa ato sukoshi tsukiatte
umaku hanashi wo kiite kurenai ka
kimi no koe dake ga kokoro wo karuku suru
tada aidzuchi wo utte kureru dake de
When it's lonely, keep me company a little longer
Won't you listen closely to what I say?
Only your voice eases my soul
just by making sounds that you're listening
kimi ga inai to boku wa hontou ni komaru
tsumarisou iu koto da kimi wa boku no tomodachi
When you're not here, I'm really in a bind
It's something that I'm choked up to say: you're my friend
Heart beat....
It must only be a matter of a moment once it is gone... we should probably be able to laugh at it someday... but the feeling will stay forever in the depths of the heart... It's precious, only here for now... for it is our season...
So one season ends, and a new one begins...
---- quoted from an animé...
So one season ends, and a new one begins...
---- quoted from an animé...
Friday, November 26, 2004
Heartbeat...
Clueless...
Clueless... a big question mark embedded in my face!
People looking at you and you see that look in their face as if knowing something that you dont. I cant seem to understand why.
不知到為甚麼忽然生我的氣. 忽然有一天不想跟你講話. 我最討厭這些人!
她這樣對我, 對我來說, 是把我們的距離更遠... 真討厭!!! 奇怪...
micmic and jerome, it's really sad... at some point, i want to kill myself, but still Ces't la vie... 真的希望這些是都沒發生...
Thursday, November 25, 2004
NO CLASSES!!!
yehey!!!!
im sooo happy!!! at least nakapagrelax na ako!!!
and think think think! hehe
cge tata!
im sooo happy!!! at least nakapagrelax na ako!!!
and think think think! hehe
cge tata!
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Heartbeat ...
I think im about to burst...
parang minsan i cant seem to find someone to spill all of my feelings, esp. now that im in college...
i really miss my high school friends.. parati ko na nasasabi lahat ng problems ko sa kanila...
parang ngayon, seems like no one cares anymore...
hay...
mic and jerome, thanks talaga for listening to me :D at least nailabas ko everything.
to raechelle, thanks din sa pagkinig mo sa akin last time :D
to mina, thanks for the concern and thanks for listening.
*sigh*
:(
parang minsan i cant seem to find someone to spill all of my feelings, esp. now that im in college...
i really miss my high school friends.. parati ko na nasasabi lahat ng problems ko sa kanila...
parang ngayon, seems like no one cares anymore...
hay...
mic and jerome, thanks talaga for listening to me :D at least nailabas ko everything.
to raechelle, thanks din sa pagkinig mo sa akin last time :D
to mina, thanks for the concern and thanks for listening.
*sigh*
:(
Wanting to feel this again...
地心引力 - 言承旭
只
要你一笑我就又都不介意
你对我任性我竟然还觉得荣幸
不在乎爱情会是自由的天敌
根本已经为你失去我平常的冷静
虽然我还不擅长幸福这种东西
可是我真的很想把所有你要的
都放在你的手心
爱像地心引力无法抗拒
一寸一寸深深的被你吸引
心碎也没关系等待也都愿意
人群之中我只能看见你
爱像地心引力没有空隙
一天一天不见你也在想你
我在你的眼里重新认识自己
在你面前原来微笑那么容易
我终于明白那些孤单的夜里
寂寞的表情是因为你还没靠近
原来我愿意为等一个人淋雨
是你唤醒了我自己都不懂的深情
虽然我还不擅长幸福这种东西
可是我真的很想把所有你要的
都放在你的手心
爱像地心引力无法抗拒
一寸一寸深深的被你吸引
心碎也没关系等待也都愿意
人群之中我只能看见你
爱像地心引力没有空隙
一天一天不见你也在想你
我在你的眼里重新认识自己
在你面前原来微笑那么容易
爱像地心引力无法抗拒(无法抗拒)
一寸一寸深深的被你吸引(深深被你吸引)
心碎也没关系等待也都愿意
人群之中我只能看见你(只能看见你)
爱像地心引力没有空隙(没有空隙)
一天一天不见你也在想你(也在想你想你)
我在你的眼里重新认识自己
在你面前原来微笑那么容易(那么容易)
要你一笑我就又都不介意
你对我任性我竟然还觉得荣幸
不在乎爱情会是自由的天敌
根本已经为你失去我平常的冷静
虽然我还不擅长幸福这种东西
可是我真的很想把所有你要的
都放在你的手心
爱像地心引力无法抗拒
一寸一寸深深的被你吸引
心碎也没关系等待也都愿意
人群之中我只能看见你
爱像地心引力没有空隙
一天一天不见你也在想你
我在你的眼里重新认识自己
在你面前原来微笑那么容易
我终于明白那些孤单的夜里
寂寞的表情是因为你还没靠近
原来我愿意为等一个人淋雨
是你唤醒了我自己都不懂的深情
虽然我还不擅长幸福这种东西
可是我真的很想把所有你要的
都放在你的手心
爱像地心引力无法抗拒
一寸一寸深深的被你吸引
心碎也没关系等待也都愿意
人群之中我只能看见你
爱像地心引力没有空隙
一天一天不见你也在想你
我在你的眼里重新认识自己
在你面前原来微笑那么容易
爱像地心引力无法抗拒(无法抗拒)
一寸一寸深深的被你吸引(深深被你吸引)
心碎也没关系等待也都愿意
人群之中我只能看见你(只能看见你)
爱像地心引力没有空隙(没有空隙)
一天一天不见你也在想你(也在想你想你)
我在你的眼里重新认识自己
在你面前原来微笑那么容易(那么容易)
Monday, November 22, 2004
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time
Whew! Just bought a novel yesterday, and just started o read this morning. this novel is by Mark Haddon.
This novel is about an autistic child who's very bright in everything and can feel animal emotions but can't feel human emotions. He then found out one day that their neighbor's dog is dead, then he investigates and did "sherlock holmes".
After reading the first few chapters, i find the novel interesting. Im already in Chapter 42! hehe but mind you thta the chapters are arranged in PRIME NUMBERS! not the typical 1,2,3,4. but PRIME NUMBERS 2,3,5,7,11 so on ....
:D
This novel is about an autistic child who's very bright in everything and can feel animal emotions but can't feel human emotions. He then found out one day that their neighbor's dog is dead, then he investigates and did "sherlock holmes".
After reading the first few chapters, i find the novel interesting. Im already in Chapter 42! hehe but mind you thta the chapters are arranged in PRIME NUMBERS! not the typical 1,2,3,4. but PRIME NUMBERS 2,3,5,7,11 so on ....
:D
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Nice song
i so feel this song hehe la lng...
一公尺 - 言承旭
餐桌两边黑咖啡冒着烟
曲折翻腾的弧线模糊了双眼
你习惯没变手指头敲打着玻璃杯
一整夜不曾看我一眼
那条项炼软弱摊在眼前
亲手系上的思念被你放了线
空荡的胸前是他准备要接手的世界
专程来告别连再见都心不在焉
你在一公尺不到的面前
手拼命挥还是往下坠
眼神那么绝冻结一切不让我挽回
我在一公尺之外的世界
一辈子回不了的原点
我这才发现你离我有多么远
餐桌两边没交集的情节
看着你度日如年等我说再见
你神情没变把距离扩大的好遥远
一公尺就好像一万个光年
你在一公尺不到的面前
手拼命挥还是往下坠
眼神那么绝冻结一切不让我挽回
我在一公尺之外的世界
一辈子回不了的原点
我这才发现你离我有多么远
你在一公尺不到的面前
手拼命挥还是往下坠
眼神那么绝冻结一切不让我挽回
我在一公尺之外的世界
一辈子回不了的原点
我这才发现你离我有多么远
我只有成全让你离开我身边
Thursday, November 18, 2004
Try solving this :D hehe BioChem
An unknown decapeptide was isolated. Complete hydrolysis of this peptide gave F(2), A, G, C,K,N,T,W, and V. Treatment with carboxypeptidase releases A. Reaction with Edman's reagent gave PTH-T and a nonapeptide. The nonapeptide was treated with trypsin and gave 2 peptides, (V-C-G-A) and (N-F-F-W-K). Give he sequence of this decapeptide.
:D
another one
You have isolated from a fungues an octapeptide that prevents baldness and you wish to determine its amino acid sequence. The amino acid composition is K(2),D,Y,F,G,S,A. Reaction of the intact peptide with dansyl chloride yields dansyl-A. Cleaveg with trypsin yields peptides whose compositions are K,A,S and G,F,K . Then reaction with chymotrypsin releases free D, a tetrapeptide with composition K,S,F,A and a tripeptide whose compositiong following acid hydrolysis is G,K,Y. What is the amino acid sequence?
:D
another one
You have isolated from a fungues an octapeptide that prevents baldness and you wish to determine its amino acid sequence. The amino acid composition is K(2),D,Y,F,G,S,A. Reaction of the intact peptide with dansyl chloride yields dansyl-A. Cleaveg with trypsin yields peptides whose compositions are K,A,S and G,F,K . Then reaction with chymotrypsin releases free D, a tetrapeptide with composition K,S,F,A and a tripeptide whose compositiong following acid hydrolysis is G,K,Y. What is the amino acid sequence?
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Lucky Me!!!
We played "BINGO" awhile ago in BioChem class. Although the BINGO was MODIFIED... the prof asked us to make a Bingo cards and put the letters of the Amino Acids. So everything was really random.
Then the prof will give questions that will describe a certain amino acid then u will put an x on the letter of the amino acid on ur bingo card.
When she gave out the first question, i got one! then the next i got it again, all 5 questions on the same line!!! I formed a horizontal pattern and BINGO!!! I was the first one in the class to BINGO hehe
got a +5points for that! hehe
the mechanics were first 10 to BINGO get +5, then second 10 get +4 and so on...
that was lucky of me! hehe
Then the prof will give questions that will describe a certain amino acid then u will put an x on the letter of the amino acid on ur bingo card.
When she gave out the first question, i got one! then the next i got it again, all 5 questions on the same line!!! I formed a horizontal pattern and BINGO!!! I was the first one in the class to BINGO hehe
got a +5points for that! hehe
the mechanics were first 10 to BINGO get +5, then second 10 get +4 and so on...
that was lucky of me! hehe
Monday, November 15, 2004
Sunday Night Out!
yey! After many months nagkita na kami ng TRIUMVERATE! hehe
anyway, we were supposed to meet sa Rob Place Manila, but we changed our minds and we went to Glorietta! And on our way there, pinilit namin si Raechelle na sumama. and eventually pumayag siya. hehe
We watched After the Sunset. Although we had a hard time to choos what movie to watch. Then un, pinili namin After the Sunser (starring Pierce Brosnan and Salma Hayek).
The movie was G-R-E-A-T!!! Funny and it has a nice twist in the plot.
Before watching, we played at TimeZone. And i played the Dance Maniax, twas my first time to try the game. U use ur hands to pass thru the sensors para magcreate ng dance moves. hehe nakaka-addict!
We finished watching the movie at around 10pm. After that, we played at timezone again! hehe then we went out 11pm to find something to eat, dapat mag Dencio's kami although wala kaming nahanap and nung pumunta kami ng GB3, narealized namin na may Dencio's sa Glorietta. anyway, we walked around GB3 and we decided to try RED BOX.
We sang and sang until 2:30 am heheh grabe, halos lahat ata ng songs dun nakanta namin hehe jk
halos ung mga napili namin songs mga senti songs hehe suits the mood heheh kasi gabi na hehe
and i had a shot of Tequilla again! hehe one shot lang hehe baka magwala ako dun hehe
hay... twas fun! Got to talk to my friends, updating with our stories! hehe raming bagay na nangyari sa amin hehe sa Car nonstop daldalan namin tungkol sa mga stories of our life papunta Glorietta and pabalik hehe
around 3.30am na ako nakauwi ehehe :D
anyway, we were supposed to meet sa Rob Place Manila, but we changed our minds and we went to Glorietta! And on our way there, pinilit namin si Raechelle na sumama. and eventually pumayag siya. hehe
We watched After the Sunset. Although we had a hard time to choos what movie to watch. Then un, pinili namin After the Sunser (starring Pierce Brosnan and Salma Hayek).
The movie was G-R-E-A-T!!! Funny and it has a nice twist in the plot.
Before watching, we played at TimeZone. And i played the Dance Maniax, twas my first time to try the game. U use ur hands to pass thru the sensors para magcreate ng dance moves. hehe nakaka-addict!
We finished watching the movie at around 10pm. After that, we played at timezone again! hehe then we went out 11pm to find something to eat, dapat mag Dencio's kami although wala kaming nahanap and nung pumunta kami ng GB3, narealized namin na may Dencio's sa Glorietta. anyway, we walked around GB3 and we decided to try RED BOX.
We sang and sang until 2:30 am heheh grabe, halos lahat ata ng songs dun nakanta namin hehe jk
halos ung mga napili namin songs mga senti songs hehe suits the mood heheh kasi gabi na hehe
and i had a shot of Tequilla again! hehe one shot lang hehe baka magwala ako dun hehe
hay... twas fun! Got to talk to my friends, updating with our stories! hehe raming bagay na nangyari sa amin hehe sa Car nonstop daldalan namin tungkol sa mga stories of our life papunta Glorietta and pabalik hehe
around 3.30am na ako nakauwi ehehe :D
Friday, November 12, 2004
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Some of my recent fav songs...
Wag na wag Mong Sasabihin
May gusto ka bang sabihin
Ba't 'di mapakali
Ni hindi makatingin
Sana'y 'wag mo na itong palipasin
At subukang lutasin
Sana mga sinabi mo na
Iba'ng nararapat sa akin
Na tunay kong mamahalin
Oh....
huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo
Ano man ang iyong akala
Na ako'y isang bituin
Na walang sasambahin
'Di ko man ito ipakita
Abot-langit ang daing
Sana'y sinabi mo na
Iba'ng nararapat sa akin
Na tunay kong mamahalin
Oh....
huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo
At sa gabi, sinong duduyan sa 'yo
At sa umaga, ang hangin ang hahaplos sa 'yo...
Liwanag sa Dilim
Ituring ang iyong sariling
Tagahawi ng ulap
Sa kalangitang kulimlim
Kampanang yayanig
Sa bawat nilalang
Magigising ang lupang
Kulang sa dilig
Ikaw ang magsasabing
Kaya mo to
Tulad ng isang tanglaw
Sa gitna ng bagyo
Isigaw mo sa hangin
Tumindig at magsilbing
Liwanag
Liwanag sa Dilim
Harapin mong magiting
Ang bagong awitin
Ikaw ang
Liwanag sa Dilim
At sa paghamon mo
Sa agos ng ating kasaysayan
Uukit ka ng bagong daan
Ikaw ang aawit ng
Kaya mo to
Sang panalangin
Sa gitna ng gulo
May gusto ka bang sabihin
Ba't 'di mapakali
Ni hindi makatingin
Sana'y 'wag mo na itong palipasin
At subukang lutasin
Sana mga sinabi mo na
Iba'ng nararapat sa akin
Na tunay kong mamahalin
Oh....
huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo
Ano man ang iyong akala
Na ako'y isang bituin
Na walang sasambahin
'Di ko man ito ipakita
Abot-langit ang daing
Sana'y sinabi mo na
Iba'ng nararapat sa akin
Na tunay kong mamahalin
Oh....
huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo
At sa gabi, sinong duduyan sa 'yo
At sa umaga, ang hangin ang hahaplos sa 'yo...
Liwanag sa Dilim
Ituring ang iyong sariling
Tagahawi ng ulap
Sa kalangitang kulimlim
Kampanang yayanig
Sa bawat nilalang
Magigising ang lupang
Kulang sa dilig
Ikaw ang magsasabing
Kaya mo to
Tulad ng isang tanglaw
Sa gitna ng bagyo
Isigaw mo sa hangin
Tumindig at magsilbing
Liwanag
Liwanag sa Dilim
Harapin mong magiting
Ang bagong awitin
Ikaw ang
Liwanag sa Dilim
At sa paghamon mo
Sa agos ng ating kasaysayan
Uukit ka ng bagong daan
Ikaw ang aawit ng
Kaya mo to
Sang panalangin
Sa gitna ng gulo
STRESS.....
classes just started and now im already stressed...
grabe... tambak sobra ng school works
All of our profs are ok. Although ung prof namin sa Physics is Mr. Ras pero he's pretty good in Physics unlike nung algebra.
Prof namin ulit sa Chem Lab si Ms Santiago!! im ssoooooo happy!! Crush ko talaga un hehe Shhhh secret lang to ah hehe
Anyway, i really like our teacher in BioChem Lec , she's very good at explaining the subject kmatter, kahit na wala siya sinusulat sa board. pure powerpoint presentation, and some explanation! Voila! Everythings in my mind! hehe i understood her lesson!
Guess this semester is gonna be hell!!! Anyway!
Still playing Ragnarok, hehe malapit na ako maging Crusader !!! 2 Job Levels na lng!!! yehey!!! although im using a bot hehe :D Secret lang yun ah!!! hehe :)
grabe... tambak sobra ng school works
All of our profs are ok. Although ung prof namin sa Physics is Mr. Ras pero he's pretty good in Physics unlike nung algebra.
Prof namin ulit sa Chem Lab si Ms Santiago!! im ssoooooo happy!! Crush ko talaga un hehe Shhhh secret lang to ah hehe
Anyway, i really like our teacher in BioChem Lec , she's very good at explaining the subject kmatter, kahit na wala siya sinusulat sa board. pure powerpoint presentation, and some explanation! Voila! Everythings in my mind! hehe i understood her lesson!
Guess this semester is gonna be hell!!! Anyway!
Still playing Ragnarok, hehe malapit na ako maging Crusader !!! 2 Job Levels na lng!!! yehey!!! although im using a bot hehe :D Secret lang yun ah!!! hehe :)
Sunday, November 07, 2004
DSL is fun!!!
some Flash games that u would enjoy!!1 :D
Do you have a steady hand?
http://www.terminal-insanity.com/z1g/steadyhand.swf
Kill Bill!!!
http://kill-bill.cz/game/message_data/killbill.swf
Can u walk a Drunken Person Home?
http://www.wagenschenke.ch/HomeRun.swf
Do you have a steady hand?
http://www.terminal-insanity.com/z1g/steadyhand.swf
Kill Bill!!!
http://kill-bill.cz/game/message_data/killbill.swf
Can u walk a Drunken Person Home?
http://www.wagenschenke.ch/HomeRun.swf
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Monday, November 01, 2004
Yo soy Computer Technician... hehe
Just bought an Ethernet Card adapter for my Desktop PC, YES! it's NOV. 1 and i still went to the mall... hehe
anyway, i was a little hesitant at first to install the adapter, but after i opened my PC, i thought that it was pretty easy hehe
i just inserted the adapter into the PCI slot, VOILA! it's installed!!!
im just soooo happy heheh
i hope PLDT myDSL team would install my DSL SOON!!! MAG TWO WEEKS NA!!!!
anyway, i was a little hesitant at first to install the adapter, but after i opened my PC, i thought that it was pretty easy hehe
i just inserted the adapter into the PCI slot, VOILA! it's installed!!!
im just soooo happy heheh
i hope PLDT myDSL team would install my DSL SOON!!! MAG TWO WEEKS NA!!!!
Saturday, October 30, 2004
Darn luck.....
hay.... what a bad day today...
naSIM BLOCKED ako... :( sniff sniff kakainis... one day tuloy wala akong katext hehe as in NONE hehe kakamiss pala hehe
anyway, bad week for me too... PLDT DSL ... HINDI PA RIN NAIINSTALL!!!! kakainis!!! mag-2WEEKS na !!! argh talaga! nde ko na siya maeenjoy!!! grrrr ....
hay..............
naSIM BLOCKED ako... :( sniff sniff kakainis... one day tuloy wala akong katext hehe as in NONE hehe kakamiss pala hehe
anyway, bad week for me too... PLDT DSL ... HINDI PA RIN NAIINSTALL!!!! kakainis!!! mag-2WEEKS na !!! argh talaga! nde ko na siya maeenjoy!!! grrrr ....
hay..............
Monday, October 25, 2004
無聊...bored...
guess sembreak's not that fun after all..
can't think of anything to do. And i'm still waiting for the PLDT DSL people to come over our house and install DSL... almost one week na up till now wala pa rin.... hay....
been thinking about things lately... i guess what i talked about in the 死心 post is true... 我真的死了心．．． 好難過的感情．．．
anyways, enrollments coming, after enrollment my friends and i are going to watch a movie!!! :D
can't think of anything to do. And i'm still waiting for the PLDT DSL people to come over our house and install DSL... almost one week na up till now wala pa rin.... hay....
been thinking about things lately... i guess what i talked about in the 死心 post is true... 我真的死了心．．． 好難過的感情．．．
anyways, enrollments coming, after enrollment my friends and i are going to watch a movie!!! :D
Thursday, October 21, 2004
Yippee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
WOOOOOOOOOOOOHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! I passed HISTOLOGY!!! although 3.0 nga lang ung grade ko.... waaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... my first 3.0 in my stay in college hehehe....
kasi yang PAGULAYAN na yan eh!!!! Since nung naging prof ko siya sa BIO 102 naghihingalo grade ko! then now! 3.0!!!! what next!!?!?!? Wag naman sana sa EMBRYOLOGY maging prof ko siya ulit!!!! WAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH ayaw ko na siya maging prof!!!!!
kasi yang PAGULAYAN na yan eh!!!! Since nung naging prof ko siya sa BIO 102 naghihingalo grade ko! then now! 3.0!!!! what next!!?!?!? Wag naman sana sa EMBRYOLOGY maging prof ko siya ulit!!!! WAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH ayaw ko na siya maging prof!!!!!
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Some quizzes that i got from Kaka's Blog =)
What Color is MY aura?
Your aura shines Red!
What Color Is Your Aura?
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mmm.... im not a model nor an athlete... =(
Im WINTER SEASON ! ehehe
You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people's company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you're
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You're a good friend
for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when
it comes to creative things.(If you can't see
tje pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)
What season are you?
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Your aura shines Red!
What Color Is Your Aura?
brought to you by Quizilla
mmm.... im not a model nor an athlete... =(
Im WINTER SEASON ! ehehe
You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people's company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you're
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You're a good friend
for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when
it comes to creative things.(If you can't see
tje pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)
What season are you?
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Sunday, October 17, 2004
Sunday Sale
Went out to watch Wimbledon with my uncle today. Guess where? SM Megamall, last day of the sale heheheh
the movie was okay... feel good movie lng in my opinion, one funny thing was, Kirsten Dunst, if im not mistaken, she was the one who played the girl part in Spiderman (Peter), then in the movie the guy's name was also Peter. parang natatawa na lng ako kasi minsan naiisip ko Spiderman hehehe kasi Peter sinasabi ni Kirsten hehe
anyway, this was the first sale ever that i went to this year hehe
bought VCDs and a shirt in Mossimo.
Grabe, the price of the VCDs were 50% off the price, i got all 7 of my VCDs for 75 pesos each!!! Orig pa! hehe wish i brought more money hehehe sana 10 na binili ko para 750 pesos hehe
anyway, MOssimo's price were all at 20% off. Got a new shirt! At last, for the first time in 6 months! hehehe
also bought a "Gadget Bag" in the Surplus Shop, been lookin for that bag since i saw it in the T3 magazine. hehe
kakapagod din palang pumunta sa sale, too many people. hehe :)
sige, need to take a rest!
the movie was okay... feel good movie lng in my opinion, one funny thing was, Kirsten Dunst, if im not mistaken, she was the one who played the girl part in Spiderman (Peter), then in the movie the guy's name was also Peter. parang natatawa na lng ako kasi minsan naiisip ko Spiderman hehehe kasi Peter sinasabi ni Kirsten hehe
anyway, this was the first sale ever that i went to this year hehe
bought VCDs and a shirt in Mossimo.
Grabe, the price of the VCDs were 50% off the price, i got all 7 of my VCDs for 75 pesos each!!! Orig pa! hehe wish i brought more money hehehe sana 10 na binili ko para 750 pesos hehe
anyway, MOssimo's price were all at 20% off. Got a new shirt! At last, for the first time in 6 months! hehehe
also bought a "Gadget Bag" in the Surplus Shop, been lookin for that bag since i saw it in the T3 magazine. hehe
kakapagod din palang pumunta sa sale, too many people. hehe :)
sige, need to take a rest!
Saturday, October 16, 2004
Been a while!
heloo!!!!
almost 4 days na baga nakapagpost anyway
was in tagaytay nung sunday and monday
very happy naman otuing namin
first time to drink tequilla (Vive Cuervo)
was good and one shot lng ininom ko, delikado baka malasing ako hehe magwala ako dun hehe
was amazed dun sa mga girl block mates ko lakas uminom! naka 6 shots ung isa!!! omg!
then nung monday, we went to Palace in the Sky (People's Park) , its nice to inhale FRESH AIR again. Relaxing sobra, esp. the view at the top.
Lapit na giving of clearance... im scared.... hope i pass histo..... :(
almost 4 days na baga nakapagpost anyway
was in tagaytay nung sunday and monday
very happy naman otuing namin
first time to drink tequilla (Vive Cuervo)
was good and one shot lng ininom ko, delikado baka malasing ako hehe magwala ako dun hehe
was amazed dun sa mga girl block mates ko lakas uminom! naka 6 shots ung isa!!! omg!
then nung monday, we went to Palace in the Sky (People's Park) , its nice to inhale FRESH AIR again. Relaxing sobra, esp. the view at the top.
Lapit na giving of clearance... im scared.... hope i pass histo..... :(
Saturday, October 09, 2004
SEMBREAK!!!!
Yay!!! sembreak na!!! the moment that ive been waiting for!!!
although medyo kinakabahan ako sa grade ko sa histology... hope i pass....
tommorrow, im on a trip with my batchmates to TAGAYTAY!!! yay again!!! Last bonding na namin kasi ma-didissolve na kami.... huhuhuhuhuh.....
i hope to make this trip a very memorable one!!! until Monday afternoon kami dun! sana maabutan ko Ragnarok and SCQ sa gabi!!1 hehehe
although medyo kinakabahan ako sa grade ko sa histology... hope i pass....
tommorrow, im on a trip with my batchmates to TAGAYTAY!!! yay again!!! Last bonding na namin kasi ma-didissolve na kami.... huhuhuhuhuh.....
i hope to make this trip a very memorable one!!! until Monday afternoon kami dun! sana maabutan ko Ragnarok and SCQ sa gabi!!1 hehehe
Monday, October 04, 2004
True or False?
that was our exam for Computer Lec and Computer Lab... i was so surprised!!! shade the smiley hehe
100 items! All True / False questions for the Lec
then 50 items! All True/False questions for the Lab..
grabe !
my neck hurt hehe and the proctor told us, 2 exams in an HOUR!!! hehe the exams were supposed to be one hour each but we all finished in an hour heheh
anywya, Histology and Spanish tom! Wish me luck in Histology!!! :D
100 items! All True / False questions for the Lec
then 50 items! All True/False questions for the Lab..
grabe !
my neck hurt hehe and the proctor told us, 2 exams in an HOUR!!! hehe the exams were supposed to be one hour each but we all finished in an hour heheh
anywya, Histology and Spanish tom! Wish me luck in Histology!!! :D
True or False?
that was our exam for Computer Lec and Computer Lab... i was so surprised!!! shade the smiley hehe
100 items! All True / False questions for the Lec
then 50 items! All True/False questions for the Lab..
grabe !
my neck hurt hehe and the proctor told us, 2 exams in an HOUR!!! hehe the exams were supposed to be one hour each but we all finished in an hour heheh
anywya, Histology and Spanish tom! Wish me luck in Histology!!! :D
100 items! All True / False questions for the Lec
then 50 items! All True/False questions for the Lab..
grabe !
my neck hurt hehe and the proctor told us, 2 exams in an HOUR!!! hehe the exams were supposed to be one hour each but we all finished in an hour heheh
anywya, Histology and Spanish tom! Wish me luck in Histology!!! :D
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Some Quizzes
You are Long-wang!
Mythological Background: Yes, the dragon represents
everything you think of when you think of a
dragon - fearsome and invincible. Also, it is
greatly respected just because of that fact.
The dragon has a very protective aspect to it.
Even Jupiter reminds you of intense smashing
power. The dragon is almost always surrounded
by rain-bearing clouds and fog; and the
appearance of its constellation always signals
rainfall and lightning. It's also a symbol of
authority worn by the nobility and the imperial
class. Japanese Name: Seiryuu.
Which Chinese Mythological Being Are You?
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You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.
"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Saturday, October 02, 2004
Thursday, September 30, 2004
Are you in LOVE?!
When you are together with that special
someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But
when that special someone is not around, you
might look around to find them. At that moment,
you are in ove.
Although there is someone else who always
makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might
go only to that special someone. Then, you are in
love.
Although that special someone was supposed to
have called you long back, to let you know of
their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are
desperately waiting for the call! At that moment,
you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-
mail from that special someone than other many
long e-mails, you are in love.
When you find yourself as one who cannot erase
all the messages in your answering machine
because of one message from thatspecial
someone, you are in love.
When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you
would not hesitate to think of that special
someone. Then, you are in love.
You keep telling yourself, "that special someone
is just a friend", but you realize that you can
not avoid that person's special attraction. At that
moment, you are in love.
While you are reading this page, if someone
appears in your mind, then u are in love with
that person.
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Happy!!!
la lng, im happy coz i got a close to perfect score in my Org Chem exam... heeh 3 lng mistakes ko heheh
i hope i could keep this up...
i hope i could keep this up...
The Moon
As promised yesterday, here's one photo that ive taken last night nung Moon Cake Festival. the moon was beautiful! hope u like it!
The MOON, last night... taken September 28, 2004, 9:09 pm
The MOON, last night... taken September 28, 2004, 9:09 pm
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
TOXIC...
TOXIC....
Wish me luck!!!
TOXIC.....
although i took some pictures of the moon this night... MoonCake Festival... the moon is FULL... it's soooo beautiful....
Wish me luck!!!
TOXIC.....
although i took some pictures of the moon this night... MoonCake Festival... the moon is FULL... it's soooo beautiful....
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Heartbeat NO. 3
Just a song .... :D
Colour Everywhere
by Christian Bautista
by Christian Bautista
used to seeing black and white
never really in between
waiting for the love of my life
to come into my dreams
everything is shades of gray
never really blues or green
needed someone else to turn to
someone who could help me learn to see
all the beauty that was waiting for me
you, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there's colour everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now there's colour everywhere
everywhere
my life is so predictale
never any mystery
but ever since you shined the light
all of that was history
now i have a hand to hold
and a reason to believe
there's someone in my worth living for
i was hanging around just wishing on a star
to put the happines back in my heart and...
you, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there's colour everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now there's colour everywhere
oh yeah...
you care and now there's colour everywhere
left those hazy days behind me
never to return again
now they're just a fading memory
coz baby it's all so clear to see
the beauty that is waiting there for me
you, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there's colour everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now there's colour everywhere
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there's colour everywhere
you came along to show you care
and now there's colour everywhere
never really in between
waiting for the love of my life
to come into my dreams
everything is shades of gray
never really blues or green
needed someone else to turn to
someone who could help me learn to see
all the beauty that was waiting for me
you, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there's colour everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now there's colour everywhere
everywhere
my life is so predictale
never any mystery
but ever since you shined the light
all of that was history
now i have a hand to hold
and a reason to believe
there's someone in my worth living for
i was hanging around just wishing on a star
to put the happines back in my heart and...
you, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there's colour everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now there's colour everywhere
oh yeah...
you care and now there's colour everywhere
left those hazy days behind me
never to return again
now they're just a fading memory
coz baby it's all so clear to see
the beauty that is waiting there for me
you, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there's colour everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now there's colour everywhere
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there's colour everywhere
you came along to show you care
and now there's colour everywhere
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Heartbeat No. 2
Afraid....
One week to go and it's our finals for our first semester. And after that, our section would be DISSOLVED... Although im relieved that the department made a decision to let us group for our Thesis next sem and we would be put in a same section together. But still, I think I just can't let go of my section... I'll definitely miss my friends... Why do life have to be unfair? You get attached to people then you would be tore apart... I guess this is one of life's obstacles...
*Sigh*
I wonder what my classmates would be like? Would i be able to adapt to a new environment? Im afraid...
Heartbeat No. 2
One week to go and it's our finals for our first semester. And after that, our section would be DISSOLVED... Although im relieved that the department made a decision to let us group for our Thesis next sem and we would be put in a same section together. But still, I think I just can't let go of my section... I'll definitely miss my friends... Why do life have to be unfair? You get attached to people then you would be tore apart... I guess this is one of life's obstacles...
*Sigh*
I wonder what my classmates would be like? Would i be able to adapt to a new environment? Im afraid...
Heartbeat No. 2
Friday, September 17, 2004
Heartbeat no.1
time really flies...
3 more semesters to go, i'll be graduating college... and soon to enter medical school. But sometimes i wonder, would i be able to let go of my simple and fun life? Ive been thinking alot lately. THere are many things that come into my mind. Would i be a good doctor? Would i be successful? Would i find the girl of my dreams? Would i?
I have many weaknesses. I may sometimes be vulnerable. Someone special sees me as a person who is strong and someone who could reach his goals. someone who could do everything. But im not Superman. I may be very optimistic but i sometimes become pessimistic. Minsan natatakot ako sa mga pwedeng mangyaring masama. I'm afraid that sometimes i may not have the courage to face these problems.
I also miss my high school friends. I hope to see them soon. Especially, the triumverate. Namismiss ko na ung mga conversations every night. Kahit walang nagsasalita, im still happy coz i know they're still there.
*Sigh*
Heartbeat no.1
3 more semesters to go, i'll be graduating college... and soon to enter medical school. But sometimes i wonder, would i be able to let go of my simple and fun life? Ive been thinking alot lately. THere are many things that come into my mind. Would i be a good doctor? Would i be successful? Would i find the girl of my dreams? Would i?
I have many weaknesses. I may sometimes be vulnerable. Someone special sees me as a person who is strong and someone who could reach his goals. someone who could do everything. But im not Superman. I may be very optimistic but i sometimes become pessimistic. Minsan natatakot ako sa mga pwedeng mangyaring masama. I'm afraid that sometimes i may not have the courage to face these problems.
I also miss my high school friends. I hope to see them soon. Especially, the triumverate. Namismiss ko na ung mga conversations every night. Kahit walang nagsasalita, im still happy coz i know they're still there.
*Sigh*
Heartbeat no.1
its been a long time!
hay... too much school work... tapos naputol pa phone line namin kasi sumabit ata sa isang truck. and it took PLDT 5 days before nagawa phone line namin!!!! grrr @ them for their lousy service!
anyway, its official... madidissolve section namin... hay..... kakainis talaga.......
anyway, its official... madidissolve section namin... hay..... kakainis talaga.......
Sunday, September 12, 2004
GO USTE!!!!
yehey!!!! UST won the cheerdance competition in UAAP!!!
3rd STRAIGHT WIN!!!!
GO USTe! GO USTe! GO! GO! GO! GO USTe!!!!
PROUD TO BE THOMASIAN!!!
Congratulations to the SALINGGAWI DANCE TROUPE!!!!
3rd STRAIGHT WIN!!!!
GO USTe! GO USTe! GO! GO! GO! GO USTe!!!!
PROUD TO BE THOMASIAN!!!
Congratulations to the SALINGGAWI DANCE TROUPE!!!!
Saturday, September 11, 2004
estoy muy triste...
hay... bad news... madidissolve DAW section namin.... huhuhhuh heard the news from one of our profs... then lam na pala ng ibang profs and section....
sabi nde pa daw final... sana nde matuloy........
3 weeks na lng..... 2nd sem na... sana nde kami madissolve... :(
tambak pa ng works... darn yang subject na PAIMPORTANTE!!!!!
hay... kaya ko to!!!!
Wish me luck!!!
sabi nde pa daw final... sana nde matuloy........
3 weeks na lng..... 2nd sem na... sana nde kami madissolve... :(
tambak pa ng works... darn yang subject na PAIMPORTANTE!!!!!
hay... kaya ko to!!!!
Wish me luck!!!
Thursday, September 09, 2004
Is it Love?
Let me tell u what LOVE is..
For all you people who say, "I love you" when you have no clue what love is exactly!!!
Something to ponder upon...
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??
It isn't love, it's LIKE.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her/him -
It isn't love, it's LUST.
Are you proud, and eager to show her/him off?? -
It isn't love, it's LUCK.
Do you want her because you know she's/he's there?? -
It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.
Are you with her/him because it's what everyone wants??
It isn't love, it?s LOYALTY.
Are you with her because she/he kissed you, or held your hand?
It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.
Do you stay for her/him confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her/him?
It isn't love, it's PITY.
Do you belong to her/him because the sight of her/him makes your heart skip a beat??
It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.
Do you pardon her faults because you care about her/him?
It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.
Do you tell her/him every day she is the only one you think of?
It isn't love, it's a LIE.
Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?
It isn't love, it's CHARITY.
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Does your heart ache and break when she's sad?
Then it's LOVE.
Do you cry for her/his pain, even when she's/he's strong?
Then it's LOVE.
Do her/his eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Then it's LOVE.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her/him?
Then it's LOVE.
Do you accept her/his faults because it's a part of who she/he is?
Then it's LOVE.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with her/him faithfully without regret??
Then it's LOVE.
Would you give her/him your heart, your life, your death??
Then it's LOVE.
Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life?
This pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self? Why?
The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well.
Pass this to all your friends so they don't make the same mistake with their LOVE LIVES!! I like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past...
Love hurts our feeling, but it's also the reason our soul heal..
For all you people who say, "I love you" when you have no clue what love is exactly!!!
Something to ponder upon...
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??
It isn't love, it's LIKE.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her/him -
It isn't love, it's LUST.
Are you proud, and eager to show her/him off?? -
It isn't love, it's LUCK.
Do you want her because you know she's/he's there?? -
It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.
Are you with her/him because it's what everyone wants??
It isn't love, it?s LOYALTY.
Are you with her because she/he kissed you, or held your hand?
It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.
Do you stay for her/him confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her/him?
It isn't love, it's PITY.
Do you belong to her/him because the sight of her/him makes your heart skip a beat??
It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.
Do you pardon her faults because you care about her/him?
It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.
Do you tell her/him every day she is the only one you think of?
It isn't love, it's a LIE.
Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?
It isn't love, it's CHARITY.
=================================================
Does your heart ache and break when she's sad?
Then it's LOVE.
Do you cry for her/his pain, even when she's/he's strong?
Then it's LOVE.
Do her/his eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Then it's LOVE.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her/him?
Then it's LOVE.
Do you accept her/his faults because it's a part of who she/he is?
Then it's LOVE.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with her/him faithfully without regret??
Then it's LOVE.
Would you give her/him your heart, your life, your death??
Then it's LOVE.
Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life?
This pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self? Why?
The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well.
Pass this to all your friends so they don't make the same mistake with their LOVE LIVES!! I like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past...
Love hurts our feeling, but it's also the reason our soul heal..
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
Im Alive!!!!
heheh
forgot to blog yday. sobrang saya kasi walang ginawa... but a the same time, bored din me hehe
i guess having no exams make my day boring hehe (yuck! nerdy!) di naman hehe, la lang kasing magawa. Coz everytime walang exam i make it sure that i dont open my notes n books hehe
GOOD NEWS! looks like walang reporting for lit na forever! hehe kakatamad na aksi magreport eh.
Puro discussion na lng ng mga selections. i;m happy too kasi ung play na "NEw yorker in Tondo" will be one of the selections too! (play namin nung 1st yr HS where i played one of the lead role,. naks!)
now i just finished the "letter" for the dean para magamit namin ung classroom for saturday for our meeting.
WE NEED A PROJECT!!!! heheh
wish us luck na sana magaing successful ung meeting hehe
Ciao!
forgot to blog yday. sobrang saya kasi walang ginawa... but a the same time, bored din me hehe
i guess having no exams make my day boring hehe (yuck! nerdy!) di naman hehe, la lang kasing magawa. Coz everytime walang exam i make it sure that i dont open my notes n books hehe
GOOD NEWS! looks like walang reporting for lit na forever! hehe kakatamad na aksi magreport eh.
Puro discussion na lng ng mga selections. i;m happy too kasi ung play na "NEw yorker in Tondo" will be one of the selections too! (play namin nung 1st yr HS where i played one of the lead role,. naks!)
now i just finished the "letter" for the dean para magamit namin ung classroom for saturday for our meeting.
WE NEED A PROJECT!!!! heheh
wish us luck na sana magaing successful ung meeting hehe
Ciao!
Sunday, September 05, 2004
Email post
Been a while...
well, i hope this works, i learned this from T3 Mag, on how to post
via email hehe
ahhhhhh... been a helluva weekend for me. all i did was review
review... i stuffed with exams this coming week, so expect some days
without a journal entry hehe
Monday, got Organic Chem Lec exam, then on Tuesday, Biostats and
Rizal, on wednesday, got Histology exam, then on thursday got a
Spanish exam...
well i guess my Friday would be free hehehe
i went to megamall last night, and had a funny experience.
i was walking then a guy suddenly pointed his finger to me, i thought
something dropped from me, and he suddenly said "Sir congrats ur the
CALLER of the day!" then i was shocked n told myself "Caller?" then i
told him YEAH RIGHT! yun pala he said "COLOR of the day" hehe bingi ko
naman!!! but still ok na din un, raffle ticket naman un ng townhouse
thingie eh hehe mamaya hoax lang hehe
sige see yah!!!
well, i hope this works, i learned this from T3 Mag, on how to post
via email hehe
ahhhhhh... been a helluva weekend for me. all i did was review
review... i stuffed with exams this coming week, so expect some days
without a journal entry hehe
Monday, got Organic Chem Lec exam, then on Tuesday, Biostats and
Rizal, on wednesday, got Histology exam, then on thursday got a
Spanish exam...
well i guess my Friday would be free hehehe
i went to megamall last night, and had a funny experience.
i was walking then a guy suddenly pointed his finger to me, i thought
something dropped from me, and he suddenly said "Sir congrats ur the
CALLER of the day!" then i was shocked n told myself "Caller?" then i
told him YEAH RIGHT! yun pala he said "COLOR of the day" hehe bingi ko
naman!!! but still ok na din un, raffle ticket naman un ng townhouse
thingie eh hehe mamaya hoax lang hehe
sige see yah!!!
Thursday, September 02, 2004
...
cant think of a good title hehe
today ... hmmm same old new day... nothing exciting happened.. although we had a recitation in Rizal but i was not called.. thank God!!!
i even hurt my elbow by a "bubog" in the lab... darn those students who used it before us... they dont know how to clean the lab before leaving it... buti pa class namin, we always clean the lab
hay... report ko nanaman sa Lit 102 tom... wish me luck!!! :D
today ... hmmm same old new day... nothing exciting happened.. although we had a recitation in Rizal but i was not called.. thank God!!!
i even hurt my elbow by a "bubog" in the lab... darn those students who used it before us... they dont know how to clean the lab before leaving it... buti pa class namin, we always clean the lab
hay... report ko nanaman sa Lit 102 tom... wish me luck!!! :D
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Mozilla Firefox
just nothing, tried a new browser, an alternative to Internet Explorer hehe
built it popup blocker, tabbed browsing (wherein you wont have to open another explorer window just one window)
pretty neat and it's simple
hehe
yun lng
saw my Histology Prelim exam... oki lng naman i hope i'll pass the subject hehe
built it popup blocker, tabbed browsing (wherein you wont have to open another explorer window just one window)
pretty neat and it's simple
hehe
yun lng
saw my Histology Prelim exam... oki lng naman i hope i'll pass the subject hehe
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Whew!!!
long day!!!! got home at around 7:30pm...
never thought that our Org chem lab would take that long... kasi b naman, we waited for the other class to use the spectrometer in the faculty room!!! It took them one n a half hour to finish!!! they took our time!!! grrr
new lessons in spanish... indirect pronouns... a little confusing but it's ok. pretty easy i think hehe
biostats was fun! didnt know that the new lesson was that hard, pano ba naman ung gumawa nung lecture guide mali mali... good thing our prof made his own handout which was easier to understand!! now i dont have to worry! hehe
lastly, Rizal course, took the prof one n a half hour to give us our prelim grade! sooo thankful for that, di natuloy ung recitation! hehe
hay.... im sooooo tired.....
see yah!
never thought that our Org chem lab would take that long... kasi b naman, we waited for the other class to use the spectrometer in the faculty room!!! It took them one n a half hour to finish!!! they took our time!!! grrr
new lessons in spanish... indirect pronouns... a little confusing but it's ok. pretty easy i think hehe
biostats was fun! didnt know that the new lesson was that hard, pano ba naman ung gumawa nung lecture guide mali mali... good thing our prof made his own handout which was easier to understand!! now i dont have to worry! hehe
lastly, Rizal course, took the prof one n a half hour to give us our prelim grade! sooo thankful for that, di natuloy ung recitation! hehe
hay.... im sooooo tired.....
see yah!
Monday, August 30, 2004
Languages!!!
oh my... now im eyeing on Greek hehehe
and through my curiousness, i found these sites
http://www.omniglot.com
here i gounf out that Tagalog HAD their own writing of the alphabet!!! :D
http://www.ibiblio.org/koine/greek/lessons/alphabet.html
and through my curiousness, i found these sites
http://www.omniglot.com
here i gounf out that Tagalog HAD their own writing of the alphabet!!! :D
http://www.ibiblio.org/koine/greek/lessons/alphabet.html
dot dot dot
tough day today...
first stop, Histology lecture, well, the prof just gave back our quizzes and the prelims, but i didnt get to see my prelim exams, coz the STUPID teacher forgot ot bring the other half of the class's test papers. then she still had the nerve to get mad at us!!! kasi pumunta na siya ng faculty, and we thoguht kukunin niya ung test papers namin coz wala naman siya minention na kukuha lng pala siya ng answer key!!?! tapos sabi ni maingay daw kami kaya wala kaming narinig.... grrr @ her!
aaahhh, next was Literature. we had a little quiz on the novel "The Pretenders." medyo mahirap coz the quiz was only on the CHARACTER Analysis... huhuh ... i hope i got that right hehe
no problem on Org Chem lec, we had a new lesson... pahirap na nang pahirap... wish me luck!!!
lastly, Computer Lec.. ahhh pretty disappointing ung grade ko sa prelim exam.. got soo many mistakes dun sa Morse type na True or False... hay... but it's oki. hehe still have the finals. Gotta catch up!!!
See yah!!!
first stop, Histology lecture, well, the prof just gave back our quizzes and the prelims, but i didnt get to see my prelim exams, coz the STUPID teacher forgot ot bring the other half of the class's test papers. then she still had the nerve to get mad at us!!! kasi pumunta na siya ng faculty, and we thoguht kukunin niya ung test papers namin coz wala naman siya minention na kukuha lng pala siya ng answer key!!?! tapos sabi ni maingay daw kami kaya wala kaming narinig.... grrr @ her!
aaahhh, next was Literature. we had a little quiz on the novel "The Pretenders." medyo mahirap coz the quiz was only on the CHARACTER Analysis... huhuh ... i hope i got that right hehe
no problem on Org Chem lec, we had a new lesson... pahirap na nang pahirap... wish me luck!!!
lastly, Computer Lec.. ahhh pretty disappointing ung grade ko sa prelim exam.. got soo many mistakes dun sa Morse type na True or False... hay... but it's oki. hehe still have the finals. Gotta catch up!!!
See yah!!!
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Im Sorry...
I'm Sorry...
by myself
Every day i am hurting, i am longing
even though you're not by my side
you're far away
my love for you hasn't changed...
I'm sorry...
I couln't tell you
the words that are urging to come out
i must have loved you so much...
i'm sorry...
My heart is killing me
i can't call your name
if only i knew how i tried to forget you...
i'm sorry...
i can't be your man
i have no courage
i loved you but still i let you go...
i'm sorry...
though i want you to be mine
there is nothing that i did
there are words i didn't say
words that i couldn't say...
i'm sorry... sorry...
meditar...
got into a conversation with my hs friends last night, it's been a long time since ive opened up to them. id never thought that im forgetful with to whom i tell my secrets to. hehe weird me...
of course, we talked about our so called "love life." i guess i was the most stupid person in the world, for hding my feelings for someone for 2 yrs. and for bearing to see her with her boyfriend. well, i couldnt say that im not hurt of anything, but really, when i last saw her (with her bf) i couldnt hide the fact of being hurt, for seeing her with that person. but of course, i've got to let this go. have to forget. but still, i couldnt say that ive completely forgotten her.
what is there to be jealous about, for ive never told her my feelings.. aaaahhh....
but now, really... it's Goodbye M.... im sorry.... 비얀해... 안녕히가세요... すみません メルヂ さん。。。さようなら。。。對不起, 再見...
Meditar... (to think)
of course, we talked about our so called "love life." i guess i was the most stupid person in the world, for hding my feelings for someone for 2 yrs. and for bearing to see her with her boyfriend. well, i couldnt say that im not hurt of anything, but really, when i last saw her (with her bf) i couldnt hide the fact of being hurt, for seeing her with that person. but of course, i've got to let this go. have to forget. but still, i couldnt say that ive completely forgotten her.
what is there to be jealous about, for ive never told her my feelings.. aaaahhh....
but now, really... it's Goodbye M.... im sorry.... 비얀해... 안녕히가세요... すみません メルヂ さん。。。さようなら。。。對不起, 再見...
Meditar... (to think)
Funny... those who have EX's
got this from a forum
> FRONT: As the days go by, I think of how lucky I
am
> INSIDE: That you're not here to ruin it for me.
>
> FRONT: I've always wanted to have someone to
hold, someone to love.
> INSIDE: After having met you, I've changed my
mind.
>
> FRONT: I must admit, you brought Religion in
my life.
> INSIDE: I never believed in Hell 'till I met you.
>
> FRONT: Looking back over the years that we've
been together, I can't help
> but wonder:
> INSIDE: What the hell was I thinking?
>
> FRONT: I always wanted to be rich, powerful,
and well respected.
> INSIDE: And while I'm dreaming, I wish you
weren't so **** ugly.
>
> FRONT: When we were together, you always
said you'd die for me.
> INSIDE: Now that we've broken up, I think it's
time you kept your promise.
>
> FRONT: I'm so miserable without you,
> INSIDE: It's almost like you're here.
>
> FRONT: If you ever need a friend...
> INSIDE: Buy a dog.
>
> FRONT: The only consolation i have when i think
of you
> INSIDE: is that Someday You'll be Gone.
> FRONT: As the days go by, I think of how lucky I
am
> INSIDE: That you're not here to ruin it for me.
>
> FRONT: I've always wanted to have someone to
hold, someone to love.
> INSIDE: After having met you, I've changed my
mind.
>
> FRONT: I must admit, you brought Religion in
my life.
> INSIDE: I never believed in Hell 'till I met you.
>
> FRONT: Looking back over the years that we've
been together, I can't help
> but wonder:
> INSIDE: What the hell was I thinking?
>
> FRONT: I always wanted to be rich, powerful,
and well respected.
> INSIDE: And while I'm dreaming, I wish you
weren't so **** ugly.
>
> FRONT: When we were together, you always
said you'd die for me.
> INSIDE: Now that we've broken up, I think it's
time you kept your promise.
>
> FRONT: I'm so miserable without you,
> INSIDE: It's almost like you're here.
>
> FRONT: If you ever need a friend...
> INSIDE: Buy a dog.
>
> FRONT: The only consolation i have when i think
of you
> INSIDE: is that Someday You'll be Gone.
Saturday, August 28, 2004
*Sigh*
Saturday...
hay la magawa, pero siyempre dapat basahin ung book na assigned for our Literature class.. finished the whole book today heheh 150+ pages lang naman
I liked the story. ung title ng book "THE PRETENDERS" by Sionil Jose.
sa monday na quiz namin for that book hehe
need to do my Org chem end chap problem pa... sana nde ako tamarin mamaya
btw, also finished watching my DVD of Summer Scent (Korean Series) ganda... touching story... which makes me wonder... if it's real that your heart will beat faster if you are face to face with the one destined for you... here i go again....
HOPELESS ROMANTIC....
hay la magawa, pero siyempre dapat basahin ung book na assigned for our Literature class.. finished the whole book today heheh 150+ pages lang naman
I liked the story. ung title ng book "THE PRETENDERS" by Sionil Jose.
sa monday na quiz namin for that book hehe
need to do my Org chem end chap problem pa... sana nde ako tamarin mamaya
btw, also finished watching my DVD of Summer Scent (Korean Series) ganda... touching story... which makes me wonder... if it's real that your heart will beat faster if you are face to face with the one destined for you... here i go again....
HOPELESS ROMANTIC....
Friday, August 27, 2004
Long day... today...
hay.... grabe... tagal namin for our BioTech lab...
kakainis, pangit ung mga na-cut namin na specimen for the slides... tapos tagal pa ng process ng staining... ek ek
lam nyo ba nawala ung Happy Bday "paper" ko dun sa BioSoc bulletin board may kumaha kasi... hay...
SANA IBALIK NIYA!!!!
kakainis, pangit ung mga na-cut namin na specimen for the slides... tapos tagal pa ng process ng staining... ek ek
lam nyo ba nawala ung Happy Bday "paper" ko dun sa BioSoc bulletin board may kumaha kasi... hay...
SANA IBALIK NIYA!!!!
Darn....
Rain stopped... may classes na....
sandwich naman! It friday na!!!
BioTech lab nanaman. sana maaga kami matapos ngayon... sana maging ok ung makuha naming sample...
hay....
See yah later!!!
sandwich naman! It friday na!!!
BioTech lab nanaman. sana maaga kami matapos ngayon... sana maging ok ung makuha naming sample...
hay....
See yah later!!!
NO CLASSES AGAIN!!!!
second day of no classes!!! im soooo happy! We were supposed to have our graded recitation for our Rizal course... good thing!
finished 4 episodes of Summer Scent today... hehe th story is good... got 6 more to go! Kakainlove kasi ung story. eheh here i go again.... Hopeless Romantic....
i wonder.... when will i fall in love???....
hmmmm.....
finished 4 episodes of Summer Scent today... hehe th story is good... got 6 more to go! Kakainlove kasi ung story. eheh here i go again.... Hopeless Romantic....
i wonder.... when will i fall in love???....
hmmmm.....
Thursday, August 26, 2004
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Hey Marky it's your birthday!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh just turned 19!!!!!
hehe anyway, im a year older na!!!!! la pa rin me love life.... huhuhuh hehehe jk
hay... had a happy day today! there were people that greeted me that i didnt expect :) im soooooooo happy!!!
got a gift from my friend Patty, Garfield na figurine... posted there! CUTE no?!?!
and ung isa ko pang friend, si Mina, ang sweet nung poem na ginawa niya sakin... i like it very much!
hehe anyway, im a year older na!!!!! la pa rin me love life.... huhuhuh hehehe jk
hay... had a happy day today! there were people that greeted me that i didnt expect :) im soooooooo happy!!!
got a gift from my friend Patty, Garfield na figurine... posted there! CUTE no?!?!
and ung isa ko pang friend, si Mina, ang sweet nung poem na ginawa niya sakin... i like it very much!
Monday, August 23, 2004
just a quote
ganda sobra....
i like it...
i hope i could find these...
There are three great things in the world. The first great thing is for you to love someone, the second great thing is for someone to love you back, and the third great thing is for the first and second to happen at the same time...
i like it...
i hope i could find these...
There are three great things in the world. The first great thing is for you to love someone, the second great thing is for someone to love you back, and the third great thing is for the first and second to happen at the same time...
Yipee!!!
Sorry no post yesterday, was just so happy about my first ever digicam!!! Finally, got a Canon A80 for my Bday! :D
Bday ko na tom!!!! im a year older na....
waaahhh
pero oki lng
The Party was a success!!! grabe ung band na Paramita, liked it very much!!! Galing galing!!!!
Bday ko na tom!!!! im a year older na....
waaahhh
pero oki lng
The Party was a success!!! grabe ung band na Paramita, liked it very much!!! Galing galing!!!!
Saturday, August 21, 2004
Innervation !!!
Todays the day! Innervation Acquaintance party of BIo Soc~!!! I hope maging successful to!
Mamayang gabi na!!!!
Mamayang gabi na!!!!
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