Happy Christmas 2006 Everyone!!!! :D

Falling in Love again with these Korean Songs...

Gone with the Wind
by: SG Wannabe, Vibe, MTom

집착은 사랑이 아니야 기다림도 사랑이 아니야
헛된 기대는 사랑이 아니야 이젠 난 어쩌란 말야
바람처럼 사라진 연인이여 바람처럼 사라진 사랑이여
남몰래 흘렸던 눈물모아 바람과 함께 그대 사라지고
정주고 마음주고 사랑도 다줘도 내곁을 떠난 사랑
아프고 아파도 그대 내색 한번 하지 않던 사랑
그때 정주고 마음주고 사랑도 다줘도 아깝지 않던 사람
사랑때문에 사랑때문에 아파도 아파도 기다려

생활속에 젖을 사랑이여 생활속에 퍼질 사랑이여
남몰래 흘렸던 눈물모아 바람과 함께 그대 사라지고
정주고 맘주고 사랑도 다줘도 내곁을 떠난 사랑
아프고 아파도 그대 내색 한번 하지 않던 사랑
그때 정주고 마음주고 사랑도 다줘도 아깝지 않던 사람
사랑때문에 사랑때문에 아파도 아파도
사랑 사랑 사랑 사랑은 혼자서 하는 거죠
알아 알아 사랑 난 이제는 더 이상 끝난 거죠
정주고 맘주고 사랑도 다줘도 내 곁을 떠난 사랑
아프고 아파도 그대 내색 한번 하지 않던 사랑
그때 정주고 마음주고 사랑도 다줘도 아깝지 않던 사람
사랑때문에 사랑때문에 아파도 아파도 기다려

사랑 사랑 사랑 사랑

translation:

Attachment isn't love, waiting isn't love either
If waiting for the impossible isn't love, then what should I do?
My lover was gone with the wind, now my love is gone with the wind
The tears I hid have gone with the wind
My lover left me, after I gave her comfort, heart, and love
I hurt and I hurt, but love didn't give me a second thought
But it was worth giving my comfort, heart, and love to that person
Because of love, all for love, I hurt, I hurt and I wait

Life is soaked by love, and in life loves spreads
The tears I hid have gone with the wind
My lover left me, after I gave her comfort, heart, and love
I hurt and I hurt, but love didn't give me a second thought
But it was worth giving my comfort, heart, and love to that person
Because of love, all for love, I hurt and I hurt
Love Love Love, it is one sided
I know I know, it is the end for me
My lover left me, after I gave her comfort, heart, and love
I hurt and I hurt, but love didn't give me a second thought
But it was worth giving my comfort, heart, and love to that person
Becuase of love, all for love, I hurt and hurt

Love love love love

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Untouchable
by: SG Wannabe, KimJongKook, MTom
사는 동안 늘 내 하루는 너를 기다리는 일로 시작하고
눈물로 하룰 다 쓰면서 기억을 털어내고
머리는 괜찮다 하는데 가슴은 목이 터져라 울고있어
글썽이는 추억 하나까지 내가 사는 이유니까
다시 사랑하고 싶어 너무 보고 싶어
이별에 취해서 가슴이 아파도
세상에 하나만 내가 갖고 싶은 한가지 너 한사람

가슴에 니가 써놓고간 너의 이름은 지워지지가 않아
몇번을 지우며 지워도 상처만 더 남기고
너무 흔해서 못했던 말 내 입술이 겁이 많아 숨겼던 말
내 손이 떨려서 못 전한 말 죽을 만큼 널 사랑해
다시 사랑하고 싶어 너무 보고 싶어
이별에 취해서 가슴이 아파도
세상에 하나만 내가 갖고 싶은 한가지 너 한사람

내가 가장 두려운 건 네가 없이 사는 나인걸
내가 아니라도 괜찮은데 볼 수만 있다면

가슴아프지만 눈물이 나지만 내가 웃을 수 있는건
네가 준 추억이 너무 행복했어
세상에 하나만 내가 잊고 싶은 한가지 너와 한 이별
사랑해 너무 보고 싶어 이별에 취해서 가슴이 아파도
세상에 하나만 내가 갖고 싶은 한가지
난 너에 거야

translation:

In my life, every morning starts by thinking of you
Then I let out tears to empty memories
My head is fine, but my heart burts, drying my throat as I cry
I only live for the lingering memories
I want to love again, I miss it so much
I'm drunk on separation, and it hurts my heart
The only thing I want in this world is you

I'm unable to erase your name from my heart
I've tried numerous time, but it just leaves more scars
The words I couldn't express, the words my lips held tight
The words I couldn't say because my hands shook, I love you
I want love again, I miss it so much
I'm drunk on separation, and it hurts my heart
The only thing I want in this world is you
My biggest fear is living without you
It doesn't have to be me, I just want to see you

Even though my heart hurts and tears fall, I can still smile
I'm content with the memories you've given me
The only thing I want to forget in this world, is our separation
I love you and I miss you
I'm drunk of separation, and it hurts my heart
The only thing I want in this world
Is to be yours

lyrics from Aheeyah

Trash for Others.. Treasures for Another..

we came across this surplus shop along the C3 road near Banaue. They have this Buy 1 Get 1 promo for office chairs. I think these came from Japan. I even saw some SuperFamicon and Sega Saturn Consoles lying around there. Even saw some japanese electronic typewriter with LCD screens. not sure if they are working though. Saw some TV sets too!! a 39" LCD TV costs around 8,000pesos only! Now that's CHEAP! :D

GMasked! :D

I was so curious the first time i heard about GMask. As quoted from their website www.gmask.com.ph , the concept of gmask is...

We use a wafer-thin protective film, 100% made in Japan , which is strong enough to withstand the printing and lamination process. This film is only a few microns thick (1 micron = 0.001mm) and is so thin that it feels natural to the touch. Furthermore, it can be easily removed in the future without any traces of residue. This material is scratch, water and weather resistant and can protect your electronic gadgets from 5 to 7 years.

You leave your gadget with them for a minimum of 45mins to a max of 90mins which will depend on what kind of gadget that you have. The price ranges from Php995 for a celphone to a whooping Php3000++ for Laptops. I had my PDA Gmasked, it cost me at about Php1345. Choosing the design was the hardest part. There were many kinds of designs from animes to abstract designs. Watching the staff do the Gmasking was a little nerve-racking, but it was very interesting. It didnt seem so hard as I thought it would be. And the end-product, my HP iPaq rw6828 was a babe! :P

it's definitely worth it ;) Next stop.. would be my Powerbook Chelsea! ;) They also have the option wherein you could give your own design :D Very tempting...

connecting with my chinese songs hahah

had time to listen to some of my chinese cds loving these songs by 游鴻明

白色戀人 (White Lover)

冷空氣 卻清晰 你在南極冰山雪地裡
極光中雪白的肌膚 是哀愁是美麗
為了要遇見你 我連呼吸都反覆練習
蘭伯特仁慈的冰川帶領我走向你
零下九十一度的酷寒 滾滾紅塵千年的呼喊
藏在沃斯托克的湖岸 沉靜輕歎
撒哈拉漫天狂沙 金字塔誰能解答
兵馬俑誰與爭鋒 長城萬里相逢
人世間悲歡聚散 一頁頁寫在心上
含著淚白色戀人 卻有灰色的年輪

詩人的眼淚 (Poet's Tear)

春色轉呀夜色轉呀玉郎不還家
真教人心阿夢阿魂阿逐楊花
春花秋月小樓昨夜往事知多少
心裡面想啊飛啊輕啊細如髮
新愁年年有 惆悵還依舊 只是朱顏瘦
天空飄著雪 詩人的淚
兩者都太悲都太美
因為愛情化作冰冷白雪結晶 破碎
天空飄著雪 詩人的淚
手提金履鞋步香階
都是不被祝福還是願意背負 原罪
願意為愛獨憔悴

Finally! :D Notre Dame de Paris

just got lucky when we were looking for some Med books in Taipei.. we came across this DVD shop.. and guess what I found?! a DVD of the theatrical play Notre Dame de Paris!!!!!


wooooo :D finally :D why i like this.. hmm not sure, but i saw a part of it shown in Arirang TV and fell in love with the songs.. haha and Helene Segara was beautiful! haha just look for it somewhere in my blog :P

On Leave...

Yes! I need a BREAK!!!! :D

Well... i'm off to Taiwan tomorrow morning.. ;) will be back Sunday. Will try to post hehe

Remedials.. Not! :D

yehey! I'm not taking remedials for BioEthics! :D And also Biochem (for the mean time.. coz i'm not sure if they counted the Shifting exams with that too... so there.. hope it's already included) God really do miracles! :D

whew! :D

Virtues... Virtues...

Yeah.. it has been a long time... Med life.. is really something...

Been a pretty disappointing 2nd Shifting for me... i failed BioChem exam.. and I'll be taking the remedials for sure.. Neuro ana... really caught me off guard... I studied well.. and yet i still failed... saw my class standing for Ethics.. and i need 3 points to pass... hope i pass this shifting.. or else i'll be taking remedials on the 23rd... this is so... disappointing...

Yes.. the title is about virtues.. And i know.. i'm failing bioethics.. But it doesnt mean that i dont learn anything from it... as far as i can say.. it really helps a lot now.. that i'm facing these trials.. These virtues that i need to live by being a medical student..

Persevere.. Courage.. Optimism.. Integrity.. and of course Joy :D and the most important Prayerfulness

Persevering despite these failing grades.. Courage in facing difficult terms, facts, etc.. Optimism that I will pass :D And yes i'm still enjoying! :D new knowledge feeing my thirst for it

although there are times when i think of quitting.. one of my friend is almost quitting because of the pressure of medicine life, getting low grades, etc.. different factors come to play and yes I too sometimes is on leaning to the path of quitting..

But there's this one thing that always stops me from thinking of it.. I think it's because I still have this passion burning inside of me "I want to be a doctor!" And i hope it stays burning until the end ;)

Oh yes, there's this one chinese song that i'm listening to.. title is 信仰 (Believing) by 王宏恩. the part of the song 我不知道要怎麼走 (親愛的孩子你有你的方向)狩獵為何不能活 (親愛的孩子山林給你力量)沒有你到地怎麼過 (親愛的孩子信仰給你希望).

The two bolded parts are my favorite. "I don't know where to go (my dear child, you have your path) Without you, how will i go through this (my dear child, believing will give you hope)" And my path is to be a doctor, and believing that I can and will go through that hard path is giving me the strength and hope that I will reach it someday...

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......

just wanted to shout... release the stress... hahahah


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....

Oblivious...

It's August! hmmm i guess my blog missed me.. well, blame it to Med School..

Recently my life has been pretty much in a fast forward mode.. Summer was just like an oblivion.. It went by so quickly that I had a little memory of it.. Then Med school started! And this really shocked me! Everything about it! It was like a bullet shot at me at my back!

Exams became our life.. Studying is slowly becoming a habit... I always have notes with me everywhere I go.. Going to school, going home, going out.. eating out.. etc... Things to do can't fit in even on a weekend.. It's TRUE, in Med School... Life minus Social life.. Things are meant to be sacrificed.. Even haircuts.. you have to set it! :P hehe

Going through this fast paced life was not easy... esp. for me.. My study habits for college is not working in med school...

My grades are going up then down... then up again.. then down... and this is not a gradual up and down... it's in a form of spiky up and down! I need direction.. I need a boost again.. I was not functioning as i was supposed to be functioning. I was not attaining what i ought to attain.. I know.. grades would not determine on how and what kind of a doctor you are going to be.. but let's face it.. we need grades to pass! It's not good grades = bad doctor.. it's not bad grades = still a doctor? bad doctor? good doctor? It's Good Grades = Good Doctor. There should be both.. ;)

I've been thinking on how to get back on track.. as of now.. i'm going to be a little O.C... just like doc Tim (UST med students know him).. I'll try to schedule and give me direction...

Wish me luck! Shifting Exams this week... Aug 9-15! :D

Oh yeah...

did i say that I LIKE EXAMS? :P

Madame Taussauds.. ;)

Big Brother UK! (fyi, she's the host of BB in UK)
"Kid Edition!" with my cousins!

terrorists! haha am i one of them?!

Julia Roberts! offering me to sit!

mmm Penelope...

Are you one of Us?

SONA with Bush and Blair

the ROYAL family

told you i was Royalty! my brothers! Prince William, Prince Harry, and me Prince Mark

best experience ever! You can actually touch the wax figures and take a photo with them! :D cool!

London Trip Pics!

click on the pic for a bigger version

Buckingham PalaceBig Ben

Tower Bridge

Palace Guard Change

the Westminster Abbey!!!

The London Eye

View from the "eye"

Enchanted Kingdom!

It has been ages since the last time that i've posted! haha :D

anyway, i just rested my brain and recharged the cells.

Sunday... was a LOOOOONG day! I've been awake for almost 16 hours!!! Woke up at around 5am and we went to Tagaytay. I know... it's tooo early. Dad's idea! heheh We took Lucky our puppy for a trip hehe he's the most LUCKY of the puppies! We always go to Tagaytay to buy some organic vegetables! Yeah! we eat healthy! :D

after that we arrived Manila at around 11 am. Then at around 12 noon mic fetched me to go to Enchanted Kingdom!

It has been 2-3 yrs since i last went there. Looked old too.. they haven't repainted some of the rides, esp the Flyin Fiesta! And THERE WERE LOTS OF PEOPLE!!! Almost all had the Exodus free tickets just like us! Since the free ticket was nearly expired! hehehe

The lines in the rides were sooo long! It would at least take you 45 mins to ride. Since the lines were long, we took a chance to try "extra charge" attractions like Exodus (ATV ride), Paintball, and Wallclimbing. Although i didn't try the wallclimbing hehehe not yet fit to try those hahaah and my arms were still hurting!

The ATV ride was the most fun experience that i had! Although u have to follow the marshalls to go around the obstacles, it was still fun! :D sayang! heheh sana walang marshall na lang. Paintball was fun too! First time too! :D

Btw, got super wet in RioGrande! hahaha parang nag-LAO SAI ako!!! ehehhe Butt ko ung basang basa! :D

What made this trip fun was meeting new people! Mic also invited lots of his Ateneo Celadon friends! :D and most of them were younger than us! hehe Anyway, being with young people will make u feel young too! ahhaha ;-) I'm OLD!! waaahhhh

Tila ibon kung lumipad
Sumabay sa hangin
Akoy napatingin
Sa dalagang nababalot ng hiwaga...

Mapapansin kaya
Sa dami ng 'yong ginagawa
Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat
May pag asa bang makilala ka...

hmmm hehehhe may meaning ba.. only Mic knows hahahaha ;)

yeah... THE MAGIC STAYS WITH YOU ;) guess i'll just "hold" on to that hahaah

some pics! ;)

Good dog!!! :D

nice one from www.joyoftech.com

wish i could teach my dog to do this hahahah

Grades...

Some people don't really deserve the grades that they get... be it HIGH or LOW....

*Sigh*

I passed UST Med School!!! :D

The results were out today! I Passed UST MED SCHOOL!!! :D weeeeeeee!

btw, i also passed UE Med School too :D

Final Week..

Been a busy last 3 week of fouth yr for me.. so many deadlines.. argh! anyway, next week will be our finals and then graduation! :D  i'm feeling both excited and sad..

oh well, my creative mind is not really working well.. heheh

see yah! by the way, my new website! www.marktu.fil.ph

St. Valentine's Day!

Happy Heart's Day Everyone!

YYYYY

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

我們來歡迎 狗 年！！！

恭喜發財！！！
gong xi fa cai

折磨

折磨

詞：柯呈雄　

看你哭著轉身就走
我卻不知該說什麼
是我害你一個人難過
每次想到我就好心痛

為何命運如此捉弄
愛在手中又逃走
想說愛你卻開不了口
在你面前我變得懦弱

到底怎麼了　請你告訴我　讓我相信
在我們的愛情一道牆矗立 揮之不去
明明相愛卻不能長久
最後還是無法去承受

心若死了要怎麼救
想你恨你只更折磨
白天黑夜不停纏著我
每次想到心就會喊痛


到底怎麼了　請你告訴我　讓我相信
在我們的愛情一道牆矗立 揮之不去
明明相愛卻不能長久
最後還是無法去承受

Sibol Tayo!

Whew! The first week of the year was surely a blast! Been a very busy bee for a week!

Jan 2, i met with my SCL Docu team to make our docu presentation for the fieldtrip. Jan 3, had a meeting with my BioSoc Docu collegues to meet for our upcoming concert for Jan 6. It was official HALE was dropped of the lineup because they will be playing for Sharon's concert at that same day BUT STILL they were dropped out of Sharon's lineup. and it was official.. MOJOFLY was the main band. The bands playing were finalized Mojofly, Paramita, Up Dharma Down, Matilda, Estrus, Coitus, and Flange. Power lineup as i can say! Mwahahhaha now the problem we faced.. SELLING the tickets!

What was more stressing was our SCL prof was asking for the presentation! And the deadline was on FRIDAY!!! It was wednesday when she told us about that! ahhhhhh i'm dead! Then our thesis adviser also asked for the discussion on FRIDAY too!!! waaaahhhhh.... i didnt have the time to sell tickets and to advertise about the concert.. :( Good thing the biosoc team did a great job! it was only on the day on the concert where i had given 80% of my time! to save my "absentees" heheh sorry melle, tricia, fer and the rest of the docu committee if i wasnt able to attend to the meetings, etc. Kasi ba naman kung kelan un na ung week ng concert, tinambakan ako ng ibang works heheh don't worry the BioQuartz will be something to look forward to! (fingers crossed) DOCU DAMI NA NATING LEGACY! heheheh

This was our poster. Made by Me and Melle. OF COURSE on a MAC! :D see what Apple can do! hhahaha

This was the ticket design, courtesy of Monette. A great job indeed! IDOL!!!

and lastly, our backstage pass, which i designed on THE DAY of the concert. Morning, bangag and everything. And i myself was overwhelmed by the output. SIMPLE yet ELEGANT! whew!

and MAINGGIT kayo! I'm with Lougee, lead vocalist of Mojofly! Star strucked ako sobra! She's soooo beautiful! Crush ko siya sobra when i saw her personally! wow!!!!

oh well! :D that's all for now! :D

DOCU RULES!!!!!!

Happy New Year!!!

WELCOME 2006!!!