Jealousy Test! I'm 30.16% jealous!? hehe

http://tests.studentcenter.org/jealousytest

This was my test result

You are 30.16% jealous!
For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.
192401 people have taken this test to date.


This percentage means that :
•You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.
•Occasionally, you over-react to situations.
•Most of the time, you trust the people around.
•Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-esteem.

Some songs i like

가면 (Persona)

목에 메어 와서 눈물이 흘러서 눈앞이 흐려서 걸을 수 없어서
조금씩 내게 멀어지는 널 붙잡아낼 힘조차도 부를 수도 없었나봐
찢겨져 흩어진 이미 썩어버린 못쓰게 돼버린 내 가슴으로 널
한번도 웃게 하지 못한 건 내 미쳐버린 집착이란 걸

*날 돌아보지 마 뒤돌아보지 마 그대로 뛰어가 날 잊고 살아가
멀리 조금 더 멀리 내게서 더 멀리 도망가
이렇게 못난 날 이렇게 못된 날 어리석었던 날 잘 떠나간 거야
추억은 하지 마 기억도 하지 마 차라리 죽을 만큼 외롭더라도

잘 지내라는 말 미안하다는 말 행복했었단 말 날 떠나려면
날 차라리 여기서 죽이고 가 니가 없인 하루하루 죽어갈 내 모습인 걸
알잖아 너도 알고 있잖아 이미 돌아갈 수 없을 만큼
너를 닮아버린 나는 어떻게 도대체 어떻게 왜 날 떠나려고 하니 왜

and my most fav..

마비 (Paralysis)

보여주기 싫었어 지금 나의 모습을 이런 바보 바보 바보 같은 모습을
너무나 차가웠던 너무나 냉정했던 너의 헤어지잔 말조차 못 잊는

너만을 바라보는 이런 나를 모르는 그런 바보 바보 바보 같은 모습을
왜 자꾸 떠올리고 왜 자꾸 아파하고 어리석은 헛된 바램들뿐인지

*눈을 뜰 수 없어서 들을 수가 없어서 숨쉬는 것조차도 너 없인 할 수 없었어
마지막을 향했던 미치도록 차갑던 니 눈빛이 거짓말 같게도 나를 살게 해

지독히도 길었던 모질게도 아팠던 나의 바보 바보 바보 같던 이별이
이 자리에 멈춰선 나를 마비시켜서 한걸음도 움직일 수 가 없었어

눈을 뜰 수 없어서 들을 수가 없어서 숨쉬는 것조차도 너 없인 할 수 없었어
마지막을 향했던 미치도록 차갑던 니 눈빛이 거짓말 같게도 나를 살게 해

Shopping... hehe

I know.. it's unlikely of a guy to shop hehe but what the heck! it was my bday last wednesday! hehe so what did i do today? after a half tiring day helping here around the house, i went to Megamall to buy some things for myself. A little present for myself. a breather for everything for the past 3 months!

Bought myself a new polo, and a new pair of shoes. Well, the shoes part was a gift from my Uncle coz he gave me a 1000 pesos Gift certificate from Girbaud. hehe :D so more or less got it for free. First time to buy something from Folded N Hung shop. Well, today was the shops opening in Megamall so they had this little fashion show. the girls were HOT! whew! hehe too bad one of the girl i liked had a boyfriend. hehe Their shirts are good, definitely going to buy from there again. If i have money again. Lastly, bought 2 new CDs. been awhile since i bought CDs. One was my favorite band, U TURN's, new album, BY REQUEST. and the second one was my all time favorite artist Craig David, The Story Goes... the album came out 2 days before my bday! Well, after today, I'm broke again! need to save up!!!

Genug..

after this.. i'm in the verge of ending it.. i'm tired...

It's my BDAY!!! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

I'm Officially 20 years old!!!

bye bye teenage year!!!

WooooHoooo!!!

2 days to go, it's my Bday!!! :D

Had our thesis sampling Aug 20-21

our sampling is 100% done! :D heheh and our thesis.... hmmm 50% done hehe

counting... then tabulating... then analyzing... hehehe konti na lng!!!! :D

hmm some pics that i took nung sampling.. syempre Sun Set ulit.. my fav.. hehe







medyo ok ok na din shots ko ehhe

Mi Blog es Uno Años

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
MY BLOG!!!!

Woohoo!!! Congrats to myself and my blog! :D

One Hell of a Week

Exams over... its been a week... 3 days of Major Subjects' Exams... Comparative Embryology, Genetics, and Cell and Molecular Biology... ranking them by hard to hardest... CaMBio was the hardest of them all... followed by Genetics... then Embryo... Im really hoping that i did well... hopefully... dont want to talk about the exams here anymore... hehehe

Pissed off...
Been in UST for half the day... today (friday) had to get a paper signed by our Dept's Chair then have it approved by the Chem Dept's Chair... we had our first taste last week when we wrote a letter to borrow the PORTABLE pH meter from the Dept of Chemistry but the Chair refused to lend it to us... DARN... then we told our thesis adviser, Sir Papa, about it, he said that we write it again and have it NOTED by the Bio Dept Chair. So we did... had it signed and had it approved... but STILL to no luck... the CHEM DEPT Chair didnt approve it... " I won't allow it! I won't allow it to be taken outside the UST!" In such a bad tone and manner... is that what a Chair should act?! she should have said it in a nicer way! and what's the use of a PORTABLE pH Meter!?!?!? PORTABLE.... that's why it can be taken outside and used in the field!!! PORTABLE!

*sigh* i really hope all their PORTABLE pH meter will be BROKEN! Bad Karma for that Dept. of Chem chair...

Pissed off #2
better not tell about it here heheh but im really pissed off.. thinking of quitting... am i still part of it!? Or U want to do it all !?

Tom.. we'll be having our 2nd and last sampling in Taal Lake, Balete, Batangas for our Thesis.. we'll be leaving by 3pm... hopefully we finish by Sunday evening... 24 hr sampling... :(( Wish us luck!!!

It's my Chinese bday today! :D

7/9 in the chinese calendar! :D

im officially 21 yrs old in my chinese year hehehe :D

next stop my bday... :) 2 weeks to go... im turning 20!!1 waaahhh

Heart's Day in Chinese Calendar!!! :D

it's 7/7 in the Lunar Calendar....


情人節快樂！！！

Happy Hearts Day! :D

Mighty Mouse!

aaahhhh Technolust urge... Apple just released a new mouse! the Mighty Mouse! read some reviews of this mouse


im so loving it heheh

www.apple.com
http://www.russellbeattie.com/notebook/1008561.html
an lastly a video review *DROOL*
http://theory.isthereason.com/?p=300

Another year has passed....

whew! I was reading my blog today when i suddenly saw the archives part.. August 2004... Strucked as i was... it's almost a year! Then i quickly clicked on it and saw my very first post... August 21, 2004.. was going to the INNERVATION BioSoc acquaintance party.. wow.. and from today.. 21 days to go until I reach the date.. August 21.. then 3 dAys after that.. My birthday...


wow... hehe


I got my Harry potter book six from my aunt last night. They arrived last night hehe from the UK. :D

i'll rave about those things on my next post hehe

having a headache... again...

Visitacion de los dioses... / Visitation of the gods

Aug 2 to 4, 2005... the PAASCU representatives will be coming to the UST College of Science for Reacreditation.

I saw many changes in our college which started last summer. Renovations renovations renovations.. repaint repaint repaint...

I have no qualms about it. I thought of it as a good thing that ever happened to our college.

But the only thing that i really didnt like was the "scripted" instructions... They gave out leaflets that contained the Vission Mission of the College.. This was... very wrong... in my opinion.. The first time I entered the College, every classroom had a Vission Mission poster. But when i reached second year, these posters were gone.. And now they gave it to us so that we would be INFORMED... I mean.. they should have given these to first years every year! Not only when some people would check our College... Now some profs were asking us to KNOW and BRING the course outlines. At least there were some who told us to act as if it was just another ordinary classroom session.

Awhile ago, I saw some new boxes which contained first aid kits in every laboratory... I was surprised... why ONLY now?

Really.. I have nothing against these things but WHY ONLY NOW? These should have been done before.. And now they are now being very strict with the rules and regulations of the College? It's really disheartening.. OUr college had attained the highest Level of accreditation (Level III). This year was only a RE-accreditation.. I was wondering when the College reached that level was it only a "show" too? Was it only at those days that the college was TRULY a LEVEL III College? Sigh... I wished that some students would now REALLY follow...

The title.. last year, we had a story in Lit 102 which was also titled "Visitation of the gods." It also depicted the same theme as what was happening now in our College. The school in the story also changed some things. They put up posters about the lessons in every classroom.. The teachers became "plastic." BUt there was one teacher who thought of it as a show but in the end she also ended up being one of the "plastic" teachers...

I hope that this won't happen to us.. I hope that after the 3-day inspection, everything would go on... The "script" becoming the "routine"....

My ****NEW***** desk!!! :D

woohoo.. finally had my desk makeover.. too bad i forgot to get a picture of my previous desk hehe now.. it's finally clean and organized! looks like the Fab 5 (queer eye for the st8 guy) or the Knock First team came over to my room and made my desk hehe

anyway, believe it or not! I was the one who arranged everything. loved the desk when i first saw it :D hehe anyway here are some snapshots :D with FRAMED pics!!! finally i can make one! :D

Random HeartBeats...

#1...

2 weeks of exams... felt like hell... i feel very bad for the outcomes of the exams were not as what i expected it to be.. Embryo Lab practical.. i got a teenager score over 40.. *sigh* then monday came... Cell and Molecular Bio Lec Long quiz... it WAS literally a LONG quiz... felt like i was taking the Prelim exam.. almost 120 items... 9 items essay which was all "i dont know where he got that" questions... and each was a 5 point question and some items were divided into 3 items which was also 5 points each... it really s**ked.. i felt so stupid while answering every question... then came Embryo Lec quiz.. another quiz from hell... but at least it was not as hard as the CaMBio quiz.. all went well.. i hope i got what i think i should get hehe... then lastly.. Genetics Lec!!! Darn...... it was a pretty easy quiz in disguise.. shouldve studied the names wholeheartedly because there was a 22-item part which were all names and their achievments.. darn... although i got more than half of it but still i did not pass the quiz...

what i think... STUDY HARDER!!! know ur priorities!

#2
BioQuartz was published..... AT LAST... after weeks and weeks of revising.. finally.. although there were some flaws in it.. like the dates of activities.. some minor errors in the news... and yes it is now in a newsprint paper.. not the whitish paper we used before.. We are just going with the flow of economy.. hehe

keener eye for errors.. ultimate follow ups when it comes to dates..

#3
July... one month more.. and we will be doing our second sampling for our thesis.. we barely finished half of 76 bottles... but now.. only 5 bottles left.. im so grateful.. shouldve prioritized it before.. earlier.. i was scared for i thought that we wont finish it this month.. because of the rains of quizzes that strucked us..

know your priorities...

#4
bought some new clothes hehe sort of a breather for everything that happened in the past few months.. can't believe that Large-sized shirt fits me !!! bought 3 shirts from Blue Soda.. i was shocked when the saleslady told me that the largest size was Large.. i was disheartened coz i wear an XL shirt.. and i liked their shirts.. but the saleslady insisted that i try the shirts.. so off i go.. as i put the clothes on.. it didnt fit.. i was disheartened again... then when i looked at the size it was a Medium.. hehe so i told the saleslady that she gave me a Medium... then i tried the L and it fits!!! i felt like crying (but didnt cry, just to make this post as creative as possible hehe ;) ) happy as i was.. i immediately chose another one and a polo.. i even asked if the sizes were the same.. but unfortunately they werent.. but still she insisted me to try it.. hehe and VOILA! they all fit! I felt like bursting into tears (hehe)

LOSE MORE WEIGHT! hehe

#5
priorities... priorities...priorities...

it's not that im driving myself away from org responsibilities but sometimes you should know ur priorities.. 4th yr is not an easy matter, thesis.. graduation..,.. and i know that what i joined into isnt a small matter too... still.. i have to set my priorities.. it's the last year that i'll be spending time with my college friends... and i just dont want this year to become blunt and maybe even loose the connections with my friends just because of some other things.. friends are forever... studies too are forever...

and some things are just way out of hand..

Sweet...

Definitely my style! hehe well.. if it happened to me, would do the same thing ;)

was walking along dapitan gate, in front of the main library when this car caught my attention, and my friend took a picture of it! :D very sweet!



"I LOVE YOU CELINE, I'M SORRY. CAN I HAVE YOU BACK?"

well, on the other side, u see a chair.. well, this Celine girl broke one of the parking rules of UST hehe kaya un... may note siya on the other side from the security guard.. " IKAW AY LUMABAG SA BATAS TRAPIKO NG UST.." hehe which cant be seen in this pic

Enough...

my head is aching sooo much...

enough is enough.. pls.. i need time for myself...

'Nuff said..

真相。。。

過了幾個月，為什麼還在折磨？ 很早已經知道真相。

沒說也沒關係．

我自己知道也好。

Almost Perfect by Ingram Hill

Maybe her eyes are just a little bit red
Almost all the time
Maybe her hair, it smells like cigarettes
When I climb into bed with her at night

She don't want to try
But this just feels so right

She's almost perfect
She's so close to being everything
She's almost perfect
But she's not, she's not

Maybe she knows she drives me crazy
Just bats her eyes like she's my baby
Maybe she's quick to let her tongue fly at me
She's not the most proper lady

She don't want to try
But this just feels so right

She's almost perfect
She's so close to being everything
She's almost perfect
But she's not, she's not

I'm the one to blame
I know I caused this crash
So now I wander in this mess
Into this lake of sour mashed
Through my head the notion that

Maybe she's not quite honest with me
Almost all the time
Maybe I know there's someone else in her life
When I climb into bed with her at night

She's almost perfect
She's so close to being everything
She's almost perfect
But she's not
She's not
She's not

She's almost perfect
She's so close to being everything
She's almost perfect
But she's not
She's not mine
(mine, mine)

"You've got to find what you love" by Steve Jobs a very insprational speech

I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories.

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?

It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.

And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:

Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something - your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky – I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation - the Macintosh - a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me – I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I retuned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything – all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now.

This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Thank you all very much.

Stress... Stress.....

havent got time to post... i hate it... im starting to feel the stress coming in...

I'm Sorry by Ben Adams

finally! he came up with a single! hehe been a fan of a1 ever since ;) nice song

Sorry

[Verse 1]
It’s like apocalypse now
The guilt rains down like bullets from a cloud
But the words come out
Though I try to speak
Your gonna hate me now

Its like a ridcule curse
Imagine hurt on a scale unheard
Well the truth is worse
Gotta face the music
Cos its getting loud

Wish I could have stopped to think about it
Jumped right in,
In anger now I think I put the last nail in the coffin
My last chance this word I’m dropping

[Chorus]
Sorry
For the mess I made
I f***ed it up never can be saved
Im sorry
I wish I could take you back
I would if I could but I cant do that
Im sorry
Im down on my knees
I know I failed spectacularly
Im sorry
That I stooped so low
Just hear me out before you go

[Verse 2]
Now we’re face to face
I see your tears
And I feel disgraced
Hang my head in shame
Need I even ask
Do you hate me now?

There's two scenario's
(One)
You cut and you run
(Two)
You forgive what I’ve done
But even if its in your heart to
What I did I can never

[Repeat Chorus]

[Verse 3]
Take it back.....

Its like apocalypse now, now, now, now..
The guilt rains down, down, down ,down..

I wish I could have stopped to think about it
Jumped right in,
in anger now I think I put the last nail in the coffin
My last chance this word I’m dropping

Back to reality in 7,6,5,4,3,2,1... days...

just enrolled this Tuesday. by some instances.. the enrollment was fast! as in F-A-S-T.. unlike before wherein i wait for 1-2hours... now just less than 30 mins, im done! well... my sched? S-U-C-K-S.. 1-7pm... 2:30-7:00 pm NO BREAK! wish i can survive that.. hehe and another big thing.. 3 MAJORS!!! Comparative Embryology, Cell and Molecular Biology, and Genetics.. 3 BIG MAJORS... it's time to get S-E-R-I-O-U-S! hehe

2 week old Mac User and im still loving it! hehe been doing the layout for our newsletter and it's looking good!!! hehe mac may have the power to bring out the creativity inside you! hehe even my co-editor who were with me during the meeting, their creativity also went wilder! hehe


Studying Hard... :D

Some pics of my beloved Chelsea.. =D

a sight of her charging... when plugged in.. turns green when fully charged. ;)


blinking white light when she's "sleeping"


beautifully lit apple logo on her back.. ;)


more to come..

One week old Mac User

it's been a week since i got my powerbook and switching to the Mac interface

all i can say is WOW, everyday, my Mac amaze me..

it's like im looking at a new world.. and now i realize how Windoze is lagging behind..

although i can't totally say that im going smoothly with my mac.. first of all, hard to find softwares for it.. YM in mac sucked.. very old version.. no Launchcast, no avatars... MSN Messenger also sucked...

but as the days gone by.. with the help of some newly acquainted "muggers" from www.philmug.ph, ive found some solutions to my problem.. Limewire, P2p sharing.. this is where i got my Photoshop CS and MS Office 2004 for Mac, although i still can't find Virtual PC 7... darn.,..

nextly, someone suggested to me to use Adium.. a multiMessenger which supports MSN, YM, and luckily AVATARS! hehenow i can post pics :D

lastly, IRC client.. mIRC only supported Wind0ze.. i need one.. IRCle was not good.. it looked so bad... then just today, i found another IRC client for mac.. Colloquy.. very nice.. even better than mIRC.. hehe

oh yeah.. something's change about me caring for my stuffs... been wiping my Powerbook everytime hehe keeping it nice and clean.. having a Mac is like having a baby, read it from one of the posts @ philmug.. hehe i guess he was right...

my .Mac mail... marktu@mac.com ;)

Meet my Powerbook!

after days of thinking and seeking suggestions from the Triumverate

i hereby name my 12" Powerbook G4

CHELSEA

Guess who's back!?

back from San Francisco, still jetlagged! hehe

San Fran was fun! Very windy actually... gotten a little tan all over my face.. coz the weather was sunny but windy...

so adventures?! very many! hehe we took a boat cruise over the bay area and under the Golden Gate Bridge.. got to appreciate Comparative anatomy, Invertebrate zoo at the Aquarium by the Bay and the Academy of Sciences...

i even got 3 research reseource for our thesis at the Academy of Sciences! hehe

shopping!? of course. hehe chocolates! Ghirardelli's chocolates are very good and yummy! didnt get to shop for shoes and shirts, pretty much expensive comparing it to the prices here in the Philippines.. got a nice ear buds for my iPod Mini

but i got myself a 12" Powerbook G4!! cheaper super! almost 25k cheaper than the price here!

Im a Mac user!!!

super bangag pa ako! hehe

here are some pics from SF

sun effect over the golden gate bridge


an albartoss aiming to get the food from a fellow tourist


of course, me on the boat, with the Golden Gate Bridge as my background ;)

Blogging from hotel room here in SF,CA

hellow!!!

been a week! hehe anyway, just blogged now :D

SF is fun! will type more when i come back to the phils. ;)

Im off to San Francisco, California!!!

my flight - China Airlines 17:55 pm leaving the Philippines, destination Taipei, Taiwan..

then 22:05 leaving Taiwan destination, SanFrancisco!!! :D

see yah!!!!

First Day Funk - Parokya ni Edgar

Let’s do the funk
Let’s do the first day funk

First day of school dapat cool na cool!
Mas cool pa sa tubig ng swimming pool!
Dapat talaga maganda na agad ang pasok
Pagpasok mo ng classroom, dapat umuusok!

Wag na wag kang mapapraning!
Sagot kita! diretso ang tingin!
Di dapat maatat na mapansin,
Kahit hot lahat, dapat “chill” pa rin!
Hinding hindi yumuyuko, kahit na nakaupo!
Di ko sinasabi na dapat maging mayabang.
Pero dapat di ka “mahiyain na halaman”
Confidence chong, lakas loob!
Wag na wag kang patataob
Kahit sa tapat ng maganda mong kakalase!
Mas lalo na sa prof mong mukhang
Salbahe!…dance!

Let’s do the funk
Let’s do the first day funk

Refrain

Itaas ang kamay, iwagayway
Salute the prof at sabay kaway…
Mag-classmate high-5 lang kayo
Now don’t be shy, kwela skwela ‘to
Just raise your hand kung may sagot
If you don’t know the answer, eh di lagot!
Just erase the board, at magsayaw
Lagyan ng funk ang pag-galaw – sayaw!

Let’s do the funk
Let’s do the first day funk

May dumating na isang babae!
Sobrang “hottie” na ka-klase,
Sya’y lumapit at nag “hi”
Ako nama’y napakaway…
“akala ko ako ang kanyang kinakawayan at hindi ko inakala na ang nasa likuran!”
Kahit na napahiya, hindi ako kinakabahan!
Wala na tong ibang mapupuntahan… sayaw

Let’s do the funk
Let’s do the first day funk

(repeat refrain)

Let’s do the funk
Let’s do the first day ...

sunset shots again..

anyway, finished our first sampling for our thesis.. :D im sooo happy :D 24 hours no SLEEP at all...

hehe anyway... the sunset...




more coming... lagyan ko lng ng copyright

Love letter for no One..

-- got this from somewhere=---

Hi!

I'd just like to say that I'm waiting here for you. I
just wonder if you'd still meet me someday. I know
that when that time comes, I'd be ready to commit
myself in a relationship. Maybe I haven't really
thought about committing to any relationship
because I still want to be as free as I am now. You
know what? Eventhough I think like this, I find it
sad and lonely because no one's here fot me to
care for as much as I can inly imagine. No one's
here for me to cry for when he gets hurt, yet still
keeps the feeling to himself. No one's here for me
to scold when he hurts his younger sister or when
he doesn't go to his classes, or when he forgets
his mother's birthday. No one's here for me to look
at when he sleeps like a baby when he gets
exhausted from school work. No one's here for me
to tease with girls who flirt with him. No one's here
by my side when all I want to do is look at the
stars and talk about the future, and look back at
the past.

I wonder if the wind will ever carry you here by my
side and stay with me forever, even if you go away
yet still love me for me no matter what, because I'd
love you for who you are no matter the distance
and no matter the circumstance. I wonder if I'd be
able to love someone the way I would as I imagine
to.

Sometimes, when I meet up with people by the
corridor, I think about the possibility that you may
be there. I'd wonder if you're the one I just passed
by a moment ago, or if you're the one I smiled at or
smile at everyday. Sometimes, I think if I'd meet
you in the future or if I have already met you or if I'd
meet you right after I write this letter.

At any rate, however, I'm missing you already, I
hope I'd meet you soon! I LOVE YOU!! *mwah* Till
next time.

something to make u smile ;D

tech support jokes

Tech Support: "I need you to right-click on the Open Desktop."
Customer: "Ok."
Tech Support: "Did you get a pop-up menu?"
Customer: "No."
Tech Support: "Ok. Right click again. Do you see a pop-up menu?"
Customer: "No."
Tech Support: "Ok, sir. Can you tell me what you have done up until
this point?"
Customer: "Sure, you told me to write 'click' and I wrote 'click'."


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Customer: "I received the software update you sent, but I am still
getting the same error message."
Tech Support: "Did you install the update?"
Customer: "No. Oh, am I supposed to install it to get it to work?"

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Customer: "I'm having trouble installing Microsoft Word."
Tech Support: "Tell me what you've done."
Customer: "I typed 'A:SETUP'."
Tech Support: "Ma'am, remove the disk and tell me what it says."
Customer: "It says '[PC manufacturer] Restore and Recovery disk'."
Tech Support: "Insert the MS Word setup disk."
Customer: "What?"
Tech Support: "Did you buy MS word?"
Customer: "No..."

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Customer: "Do I need a computer to use your software?"
Tech Support: ?!%#$

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Tech Support: "Ok, in the bottom left hand side of the screen, can you
see the 'OK' button displayed?"
Customer: "Wow. How can you see my screen from there?"

Customer: "You've got to fix my computer. I urgently need to print
document, but the computer won't boot properly."
Tech Support: "What does it say?"
Customer: "Something about an error and non-system disk."
Tech Support: "Look at your machine. Is there a floppy inside?"
Customer: "No, but there's a sticker saying there's an Intel inside."

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Tech Support: "Just call us back if there's a problem. We're open 24
hours."
Customer: "Is that Eastern time?"

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Tech Support: "What does the screen say now?"
Customer: "It says, 'Hit ENTER when ready'."
Tech Support: "Well?"
Customer: "How do I know when it's ready?"

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A plain computer illiterate guy rings tech support to report that his
computer is faulty.
Tech: What's the problem?
User: There is smoke coming out of the power supply.
Tech: You'll need a new power supply.
User: No, I don't! I just need to change the startup files.
Tech: Sir, the power supply is faulty. You'll need to replace it.
User: No way! Someone told me that I just needed to change the startup
and it will fix the problem! All I need is for you to tell me the command.
10 minutes later, the User is still adamant that he is right. The tech
is frustrated and fed up.
Tech: Sorry, Sir. We don't normally tell our customers this, but there
is an undocumented DOS command that will fix the problem.
User: I knew it!
Tech: Just add the line LOAD NOSMOKE.COM at the end of the CONFIG.SYS.
Let me know how it goes.
10 minutes later.
User: It didn't work. The power supply is still smoking.
Tech: Well, what version of DOS are you using?
User: MS-DOS 6.22.
Tech: That's your problem there. That version of DOS didn't come with
NOSMOKE. Contact Microsoft and ask them for a patch that will give you
the file.
Let me know how it goes.
1 hour later.
User: I need a new power supply.
Tech: How did you come to that conclusion?
User: Well, I rang Microsoft and told him about what you said, and he
started asking questions about the make of power supply.
Tech: Then what did he say?
User: He told me that my power supply isn't compatible with NOSMOKE.

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Customer Care Officer: "I need a product identification no. right now
and may I help u in finding it out?"
Customer: "Sure"
CCO: "Could u left click on start and find 'MyComputer'?"
Customer: "I did left click but how the hell do I find your computer?"

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grabe.!!!!

YEy!!!

according sa newspaper, PLDT myDSL upgraded the speed of their dsl plans!!! heheh

before i was on 384kbps, now it's 512kbps!!! its fast!!! weeeeeee, and i get it for half the price of other DSL providerS!!! :D :D :D

im about to come up with my 8th Heartbeat ! :D read something sa newspaper and a quote said by my bestbud MIc :D anyway, watch out for it :D

"클래식" O.S.T

from the Korean movie "Classic" which touched my heart very much!!! :D

*Saranghamyon harsurog*
사랑하면 할수록 / 영화
by HanSongMin

Nour jinun ondog nomo gude nar barabogo ijyo
chama marhaji mothan ne maumur imi argo issonayo

Wenji moruge urinun uyon chorom jinewajiman
mujigemun jina chonguge gado maum manun byonham objyo

Saranghamyon harsurog gude guriwo gasum aphado
igo manun midoyo kuthi aniran gor

Ijeya nan kedarajyo sarangur sumgirsu obsumur
uyon chorom shwibge dagaon gude ijen unmyongi doen gojyo

Saranghamyon harsurog morojimi duryobgi manhedo
igo manun midoyo kuthi aniran gor

Kuthi aniran gor

*Noege nan naege non*
너에게 난 나에게 넌

* Noege nan hejir nyok nour chorom
han phyonui arumdaun chuogi doego
sojung hedon uri phurudon narur gioghamyo
uh huhoe obshi gurim chorom nama jugirur

Naege non ne werobdon jinan shiganur
hwanhage bichwo judon hessari doego
jogu madon noui hayan sonwie
binnanun bosog chorom yongwonui yagsogi doeo

* repeat

Naege non jorobui surphun norero
ne jagun gasum soge irohge nama
banjag idon noui yepun nun mangure
su manhun byori doeo yongwonthorog binnago shipho

translation

Classic OST *Noege nan naege non*

*CHORUS*
To you I am like the glowing sunset
On one hand I become a beautiful memory
As you remember our precious innocent days
Oh- lasting like a picture without regrets

To me you help me pass the lonely times
By being the bright sunlight
Like the light of a jewel in your small white hand
Making a promise of eternity

* Repeat

To me you are like a part of a sad love song
Remaining like this in my small heart
Many stars shine in your pretty eyes
I want them to shine for eternity

* Repeat x 2

Velcro - Bolunjii

BOLUNJI



Sana’y di mo na lang sinabi

‘di ko naman tinatanong

na kailangan mo pang isipin

ok lang naman sa akin yun

ako’y maghihintay na lamang saiyo

basta huwag lang lumampas ng isang lingo..



Dahil ‘di pa naman kita ganun kamahal

Kakakilala ko lang saiyo

Malay ko ba kung sasaktan mo lang ako

‘di pa naman kita ganun kamahal

galing lang ako sa hiwalayan

saying naman kung di mo ako pagbibigyan..



Sana’y di mo na lang sinabi

na mayroon ka ng pagtingin

dahil di pa ko ready

na buksan muli ang puso ko

mag-antay ka lang, nandito lang naman ako

kaunting panahon pa

para makapag-isip ako..



Dahil ‘di pa naman kita ganun kamahal

Kakakilala ko lang saiyo

Malay ko ba kung gagamitin mo lang ako

‘di pa naman kita ganun kamahal

galing lang ako sa iyakan

sobra naman pagmasaktan muli ako..



Huwag na nating labanan pa

ang ating nadarama

bahala na kung saan tayo mapunta..



Dahil ‘di pa naman kita ganun kamahal

Kakakilala ko lang saiyo

Malay ko ba kung sasaktan mo lang ako

‘di pa naman kita ganun kamahal

galing lang ako sa hiwalayan

sobra naman pagmasaktan muli ako..



Sana’y di mo na lang sinabi

‘di ko naman tinatanong…

just changed the title of my blog :D

hewo... changed the title of my blog from "Latido del corazon" to "Sonido de mi corazon" the first title meant "Heartbeat" now the new title means 'sound of my heart' :D

so... can you hear it?!

Quote..

The paradox of falling in love is that it is not by your choice. It just happens, that's why they call it "falling." You can't choose when it'll happen. It just does. And when it does, then you better be ready for the landing.

Why write this now?

Because now i have more time to think and ponder on things that happened just recently, i am now able to review my thoughts, to sum it all up, my mind is clear. :D

I hope readers of my blogs wont get the wrong meaning. ;)


thanks to the otter side..

Heartbeat No. 7

just finished watching What Happened in Bali, a Korean drama series.
liked it very much, the plot was different. It was not predictable, the actors/actresses portrayed their character very well. Their characters were hard to understand, u can't tell what was going on in their mind.

although the ending was very surprising.. morbid.. which made me remember our "radio play" for speech when i was still in highschool. although ours was funny hehe

anyway, another time for my Heartbeat! :D

*beep beep* *beep beep*

" When you're in love, it is as if everything is right, you deny any possibility of error... so when you fall in love, don't fall too hard, it is not the falling down that hurts...

it's the sudden stop..."

the moment i read this quote that i received, i was dumb struck... i read it over and over again... this hit me hard.. very hard... this, i think, was what happened to me... although at first.. i didnt feel the pain for i was so mad.. so angry with what was happening to me. i didnt realized how much it hurts.. until now.. now that i have time to think and think..

this quote is so right... this was what i was afraid of happening... the sudden stop... i've pondered about this before when i was in HS. i've thought of what will happen if i have a girlfriend and then right in the middle of the relationship i stopped loving her.. what i should do, what i should say... will it hurt?

now it happened... i wasnt prepared, because liking and loving someone drives your thoughts away from thinking of the bad things that may happen.. Loving makes you blind... just as a quote say.. " It is in loving that you'll find someone PERFECT.." it was right.. always right... i remembered with what happened to my best bud.. he found a girl, whom he thought of being perfect.. then things went wrong... it was during those times that he found out the things that he was not able to see before... things about the girl that he couldnt imagined to be of the girl...

yes.. it hurt... it is painful, as painful as being dumped by someone you like.. as painful as seeing someone you like with another person that makes her happy...

I've moved on, ready to embrace a new person, whom i hope i will find...

First.. Second... now's the Third.. i hope i'll find her.. i hope this time it will be right..

Heartbeat... 7



a big thanks to "the otter side"

How Can I Fall?

sung by Breathe

Give me time to care
The moment's here for us to share
Still my heart is not always there
What more can I say to you

Could I lie to you
I'm just too weak to face the truth
Now I know I should make a move
What more can I say

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons at all

When all faith is gone
I fight myself to carry on
Yes I know of the harm I do
What more can I say to you

Now I hold this line
I know the choice to leave is mine
I can't help what I feel inside
What more can I say

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons at all

I'll follow through, I'll say I do
When the time is far more right for you
I'll make that move, and when I do
Will I doubt again, the way I do

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons at all

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons

Just won't give me reasons
Just won't give me reasons at all

How can I fall, I fall, I fall
How can I fall for you

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons

Sunset... a sign of loneliness

took these pictures with my digicam,

last April 14-16, 2005 for our LTS for BioSoc

what u think?

nice shot.. one of my fav..

Hearbeat No. 6

It is so nice to let out all your feelings inside. All the bitter things that happened during the past few months.

I attended the BioSoc's LTS 3 days ago. Beach was the venue of the LTS. It was very relaxing. Nature really soothes the mind and soul. With some friends around, this really helped a lot.

I felt a little ache, but I didnt sing karaoke this time. I dont know why. I just didnt feel like it. I reminisced the time when i was with my bestfriends, singing karaoke till two in the morning. I sang so many sentimental songs, i felt bad, i made a decision, my heart ached. i sang love songs, esp the song Color Everywhere, but still, my heart ached.

Well, i was contented with the people who sang karaoke. Just singing along with them made me feel happy. Happy people makes me happy too.

We had a conversation about what happened to me. What happened to a wonderful relationship that blossomed and would have turned out good. That strucked me so much.. I felt i was taken back through time and recalled everything. I recalled the sleepless nights that I kept on thinking, the decision i had to make, the feeling that i was to be sure of, the words i wanted to say. I recalled the nights when i just laid down and "day dreamed" of what will happen after i say those words. Then, i had a plan. I planned the day that i was going to tell everything. That day came, it happened, but the words that i wanted to say didnt come out... Only i knew the reason why...

Going through this chapter of my life, i learned a few things. I made a little mistake. But no matter how little this is, it would still have a big impact on yourself. This time, i had the courage to tell. At least now, i planned to tell. Although things didnt turn out what it should be. I guess what i thought was an irony was right after all..

Being with the right person at the wrong time...

But the memories were good. I became happy. Thank you... I know your happy too.

Everything.。。。

surechigau toki no naga de
すれ違う　時の　ながで
anata to meguriaeta
あなた　と　めぐり合えた
fushigi ne negatta kiseki ga
不思議　ね　願った　きせき　が
konna ni mo soba ni aru nande
こんな　に　も　そば　に　ある　何で

aitai omoi no mama aenai jikan dake ga
会いたい　思い　の　まま　会えない　時間　だけが
sugiteku tobira surinukete
過ぎてく　とびら　すりぬけて
mata omoida shite
また　思いだ　して
ano hitoto warai au anata o
あの　人と　笑い　あう　あなた　お

itoshiki hito yo kanashi masenai de
いとしき　人　よ　かなし　ませない　で
naki tsukarete nemuru yoru mo aru kara
なき　つかれれて　眠る夜　も　ある　から
kako o minaide mitsumete watashi dake
かこ　お　見ないで　みつめて　私　だけ

You're eveything You're everything
anata ga omou yori tsuyoku
あなた　が　おもう　より　つよく
yasashii uso nara iranai hoshii no wa anata
やさしい　うそ　なら　いらない　ほしい　の　わ　あなた

dore kurai no jikan o eien to yoberu darou
どれ　くらい　の　時間　お　永遠　と　呼べる　だろう
hateshinaku tooi mirai nara
果てし無く　遠い　未来　なら
anata to yukitai anata to nozoite mitai sono hi o
あなたと　往きたい　あなたと　のぞいて　見たい　その　ひお

itoshiki hito yo dakishimete ite
いとしき　人　よ　抱きしめて　いて
itsumo no you ni yasashii toki no naga de
何時も　の　よう　に　優しい　時　の　なが　で
kono te nigitte mitsumete ima dake o
この　て　にひって　みつめて　いま　だけ　お

You're eveything You're everything
anata to hanareteru basho demo
aeba kitto yurushite shimau donna yoru demo

You're eveything You're everything
anata no yumemiru hodo tsuyoku
aiseru chikara o yuuki ni ima kaete ikou

You're eveything You're everything
anata to hanareteru basho demo
aeba itsumo kie satte yuku mune no itami mo

You're eveything You're everything
anata ga omou yori tsuyoku
yasashii uso nara iranai hoshii no wa anata

You're everything
You're everything
You're everything
My everything

U know what this is?

a millionth try on Macro mode hheeh



oki ba? can u guess what that is?

I think I'm the "tree"

Tree

People call me "Tree".
I had dated 5 girls when I was in Pre-U. There is one girl who I love a lot but never dared to go after. She didn't have a pretty face, good figure or an outstanding charm. She was just a very ordinary girl. I liked her. I really liked her. I liked her innocence, her frankness, her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her was that I felt somebody so ordinary like her was not a good match for me. I was also afraid that after we were together all the feelings would vanish. I was also afraid other's gossip would hurt her.
I felt that if she were my girl, she'd be mine ultimately & I didn't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompanying me for 3 years. She watched me chase other girls, and I have made her heart cry for 3 years.
She was a good actor, and me a demanding director. When I kissed my second girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smiled & said, "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut. I did not want to know what caused her to cry. Later that day, I returned from soccer training to get something & watched her cry in the classroom for an hour or so. My fourth girlfriend did not like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she is not the type that will start the quarrel. However, I still sided my girlfriend. I shouted at her & ignored her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she was laughing & joking with me like nothing happened. I know she was hurt but she did not know deep down inside I was hurt too.
When I broke up with my fifth girlfriend, I asked her out. Later that day, I told her I had something to tell her. I told her about my break up. Coincidentally, she has something to tell me too, about her getting together. I knew who the person was. His pursuit for her had been the talk of the School. I did not show her my heartache, just smiles & best wishes. Once I reached home, I could not breathe. Tears rolled & I broke down. How many times have I seen her cry for the man who did not acknowledge her presence?
During graduation, I read a SMS in my hp. It said, "Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

Leaf

People call me Leaf.
During the 3 years of Pre-U, I was on very close terms with a guy as buddy kind. However, when he had his first girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hid my happiness. But after a month, he got together with another girl.
I liked him & I know he liked me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he loves me why he didn't he make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. After some time, I began to suspect that this was one-sided love. If he didn't like me, why did he treat me so well? It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. I know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a girl, to ask him. Despite that, I still wanted to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, and love him. Hoping that one day, he will come to love me. Because of this, I waited for him. Sometimes, I wondered if I should continue waiting. The pain, the dilemma accompanied me for 3 years.
At the end of my 3rd year, a junior pursues me. Everyday he pursues me. He's like the cool & gentle wind, trying to blow off a leaf from a tree. In the end, I realized that I wanted to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know the wind will bring the leaf to a better land. Finally, leaf left the tree, but the tree only smiled &
didn't ask me to stay.
Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or cause Tree didn'task her to stay.

Wind

Because I like a girl called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree, so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 month after I was transferred to this new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends, looking at him. When he talks with girls, there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like, she likes to look at him.
One day, she didn't appear. I felt something missing. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accepts the note. The next day, she appeared & passes me a note and left.
It read, "Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away."
"It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree." I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know, she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope.
Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked, "What are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I could n't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her doorbell. During the moment when she opens the door, I hugged her tightly.
Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay...


In love, we win very rarely, but when love is true, even if you lose, you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone more than you love yourself.

There comes a time when we stop loving someone, not because that person has stopped loving us but because we have found out that, they'd be happier if we let go....

Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry? When we imagine? When we kiss?
This is because THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD ARE UNSEEN.

There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world. It's the beginning of a new life. Happiness lies for
those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched our lives.

A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for them, it's when they ignore you and still you long for them. It's when they begin to love another and yet you smile and say, "I'm happy for
you." If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again. Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies, you never have to die with it.

The strongest people are not those who always win but those who stand back up when they fall. Somehow, along the course of life, you earn about yourself and realize that there should never be regrets, only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made.
Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel, and not how you let go but how you hold on.
It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly. Outward ears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever. ..
It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for one that's available. It's best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just someone....

when i was a boy,^" + "i fell off a tree and i managed to hang on to a branch.^" + "i don't know for how long i was hanging there.^" + "my arms went numb,^" + "i could hear my blood pounding in my ears.^" + "i don't remember the pain that i felt when i hit the ground.^" + "all i can remember,^" + "is the agony of holding on^" + "and the wonderful feeling of letting go.^" +

Heartbeats..

was reading my previous posts since i started this blog. ive only written 5 heartbeats.. pretty bad huh... time passes by very quickly... what a very worn-out phrase... but im disappointed with myself for writing little.. guess i had a little problem to how i will express it.. been writing about my experiences, the things that are happening in my life. but i havent really written anything... thoughts of my heart and mind. after reading the blogs of other people, i've told myself.. i want to write something as good as theirs. something more... more from the heart... i should live up to the expectations of my blog.. the title of my blog.. Latido del corazón.. heart beats...

Memoirs of a Single Man

just came across a blog of somebody, i dont know him. hehe anyway, my best bud mic gave it to me. all i can say that he is a good writer! so damn good! very emotional.. check it out to see why it's good ;)

http://www.livejournal.com/users/x_boyfriend/

iPod mini Baby! :D

my aunt just bought me an iPod Mini!!!! Yipee!!!! hmm im expecting it to arrive in 2 weeks :D

Regresa A Mi by Il Divo

No me abandonas asi
hablando sola de ti
Ven y devuelveme al fin
la sonrisa que se fue
Una vez mas
tocar tu piel
e hondo suspirar
Recuperemos lo que se ha pedido

Chorus
Regresa a mi
Quiereme otra vez
Borra el dolor
que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mi
Dime que si
Ya no quiero llorar
Regresa a mi
No puedo, vida

Extraño el amor que se fue
Extraño la dicha tambien
Quiero que vengas a mi
y me vuelvas a querer
No puedo mas
si tu no estas
Tienes que llegar
Mi vida se apaga
Sin ti amilado

Chorus

No me abondonas asi
hablando sola de ti
Devuelveme la pasion de tus brasos

Regresa a mi
Quiereme otra vez
Borra el dolor que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mi
Dime que si

I'll Never Go

This song is soooo good...

You always ask me
Those words i say
And telling me what it means to me

Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know

Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key

Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know

Chorus:
I'll never go far away from you
Even the sky will tell you
That i need you so
For this is all i know
I'll never go far away from you

Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key

Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know

Chorus

IN LOVE KA BA or LOVE MO SIYA?

It's definitely different when you love someone
and when you're inlove with someone"
explanation:

alin nga ba ang mas malalim?

Loving someone or Being in love with someone?

marami sa atin ang na confuse tungkol dito.

Ikaw ba ay may girlfriend o boyfriend ngayon?

Mahal mo ba siya pero parang may isang tao na
parang mahalaga din sayo o may mahal ka na
akala mo eh mahal mo nga siya pero meron ka pa
rin isang tao na minamahal ng
totoo.

Kapag love mo ang isang tao masaya ka..

Feeling mo ok na ang lahat...

pero ang ma-inlove ka, ang siyang pinakamasakit
sa lahat!

Kasi ang mga taong inlove ay ang mga taong
ngsasakripisyo at ngpaparaya.

Teka bakit ka nga ba ngpaparaya?

Dahil ba hindi ka niya mahal o dahil hindi ka
siguradong ok lang sa kanya?

Kung yan ang dahilan mo, walang duda na inlove
ka nga sa kanya.

Kasi iniisip mo kung anong meron kayo sa ngayon
ang tanging mahalaga at kontento ka na.

Pero isipin mo paano kung mawala ang taong yon
at talagang hindi na kayo mag-usap at magkita,
kaya mo ba?

Paano naman kung sayo siya inlove at ibinigay
niya ang lahat para sayo pero hindi mo
napahalagahan ang lahat ng ito kaagad!

Paano kung isang araw naguluhan na siya sayo
ng husto at maisipang lumayo na lang?

Paano kung sa sobrang pagiging iba mo sa kanya
di ka na niya kausapin at tuldukan na niya ng
tuluyan kung ano na ang meron kayo?

Then bigla mong na realize kung gaano
kaimportante sayo ang bawat isa kaya lang wala
na siya! Kaya mo ba?

Kung hindi ang sagot mo, malinaw na inlove ka
nga...

Paano naman pag mahal mo lang, kapag mahal
mo
lang,
alam mo na palagi kang may choice, ayaw mo
siyang mawala dahil alam mong wala kang ipapalit.

Yung masaya ka sa kanya pero sa gabi hindi
naman siya ang iniisip mo.

Mahal mo siya pero aminado ka sa sarili mo na
balang araw hindi siya ang pakakasalan mo.

Mahal mo siya pero ang puso mo hindi lang pra sa
kanya..

Mahal mo at masasaktan ka kapag nawala siya
pero alam mo na kaya mo yon.

Ngayon anong nararamdaman mo:
DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE or YOU'RE INLOVE
WITH SOMEONE?

Isang araw magigising ka na lang na INLOVE ka
na
nga pero kahit anong gawin mo ay huli na.

Dahil maaaring yung taong INLOVE din sayo ay
wala na pala.

Tandaan mo Masyadong mapaglaro ang puso
huwag tayo magpaloko!!!

We learn to love someone pero minsan lang
dumating sa atin ang pagkakataong ma-inlove!!!

Kaya kapag dumating ito, ano ang gagawin mo?
--
MaLt-
--
It must only be a matter of a moment once it is
gone... we should probably be able to laugh at it
someday... but the feeling will stay forever in the
depths of the heart... It's precious, only here for
now... for it is our season...

So one season ends, and a new one begins...

VACATION!

whew!!! at last! after a month of HELL.. finally.. its over... but not that over yet... pray for my compa lec grade... :( wahh... i dont want to fail!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.... i hope i pass that...

this summer.. plans... do the first sampling for our research project..

anyway, my 3-yr old shoes just worn out.. it's officially broken.. anyway, bought a new one today hehe avoiding the June Class opening rush! Got a GBX shoes, syempre sale pa! mwahahahaha got it cheaper by 400 pesos hehe

bought some VCD Movies too.. and a Nine Live! CD :D

that's it for me now..

Here we go again

...

Storybook*

i love this song so much! this was from The CompanY's 2001 album STORYBOOK*

Minsan Isang Araw

'Di ka ba nangingiti
Pag naalala
Na minsan, isang araw
Noong tayo'y magkita
'Di ko noon akalain
Ikaw na pala
Ikaw pala't ako
At minsan, isang araw
Sasabihin 'ko sa 'yo….

HININTAY-HINTAY KA NG PUSO KO
MINAHAL-MAHAL KA SA ISIP KO
DUMATING NA PAG-IBIG AY IKAW
NANGYARI BIGLA
NOONG MINSAN, ISANG ARAW

'Di ka ba natatawa
Pag naalala
Na minsan isang araw
Bigla mong nakita
Ang mga mata ko'y
'Di na kumurap
Parang nangangarap
Na minsan, isang araw
Puso mo'y makausap

(REPEAT CHORUS)

Kay sarap balikan
Isang araw, minsan
Kay sarap balikan
Noong minsan
Tayo'y nagmahalan

HININTAY-HINTAY KA NG PUSO KO
MINAHAL-MAHAL KA SA ISIP KO
ANG MAHAL MO NGAYON AY HINDI NA AKO
ANG NAKAKATAWA'Y
IBA NA RIN ANG MAHAL KO!

HININTAY-HINTAY KA NG PUSO KO
MINAHAL-MAHAL KA SA ISIP KO
ANG PAG-IBIG PALA'Y NAGBABAGO
MAY MAHAL KANG "IBA"
"IBA" NA RIN ANG MAHAL KO!

Noong minsan, isang araw
Nagbago, isang araw

and also this song...

Pag Nagkataon

Bakit ang ngiti mo'y
Iba yata ngayon
Ngiti ng umiibig
'Di nga ba gano'n 'yon?
Ano kaya't ako
Ang nasa puso mo
'Pag Nagkataon
Ang ligaya ko!

Bakit ang tingin mo'y
Iba yata ngayon
Tingin ng umiibig
'Di nga ba gano'n 'yon?
Sino nga kaya
Ang nasa puso mo?
Sino ba ang mahal
Ng minamahal ko?

'PAG NAGKATAON
'PAG MINAHAL MO
BUONG PUSO KO'Y
IBIBIGAY SA 'YO
ARAW-ARAW SASABIHIN
MINAMAHAL KITA
'PAG NAGKATAONG
TAYO NG DALAWA

Bakit ang saya mo?
'Pag kasama kita
Baka nga totoong
Nagmamahal ka na
Sana ay ikaw
Ang kapalaran ko
'Pag nagkataon
Liligaya tayo!

Ako kaya o iba?
Sino nga bang mahal mo talaga?
May kaba ako ngayon
Ano kaya?
'Pag Nagkataon

At last!!!

whew! just had our Research Proposal Defense today

what a day! barely had enough sleep, wasnt even able to study well for my Biochem lab exam but it all ended well

the defense was nerve-racking! The panelists were scary! esp. Ma'am Simeon, she asks lots of questions! luckily, she left hehe before presenting our proposal. whew!

we were the last group to present, the presentation was a breeze. they asked a few questions, we answered them and that's it! APPROVED!!! YEAY!!!

It's been a long time!

hiya! im back!

been busy for the past weeks..

THESIS THESIS THESIS!
EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS!

ahhhhhhhhhhh can't wait until SUMMER!!!!

What Age do you Act?

got this from Ka's Blog ;)

You Are 18 Years Old

18 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Shop!

bought a new belt for myself today! hehe good thing my mom gave me a go signal to buy one hehe

anyway, actually we went to SM to buy some stuffs for our newly renovated kitchen! and we went in to Marks and Spencer, and there i saw a belt that i liked, very simple yet classy (naks). guess shopping really makes u get over the long tiring bad week huh? now i know why girls like to shop! hehe but i also hate shopping, i easily get impatient hehe

and i even saw Eunice! funny thing was, we were facing each other already and she didnt seem to recognize me until i called her name! hehe tsk tsk eunice, u forgot me already ;) still remember the A1 days?! hehe she was with her mom :D

tom, im off to make our thesis proposal! hope we finish it early! :D

Notre-Dame de Paris

rest day today!

was watching Arirang TV's Perform Arts show and they featured Notre-Dame de Paris musical play

it was sooo good! the songs were great! it was in French

i fell in love with the play hehe

and found the official site of the play www.notredameonline.com

i particularly likes 3 songs

first was "Belle"

Quasimodo :
Belle
C'est un mot qu'on dirait inventé pour elle
Quand elle danse et qu'elle met son corps à jour, tel
Un oiseau qui étend ses ailes pour s'envoler
Alors je sens l'enfer s'ouvrir sous mes pieds

O Lucifer !
Oh ! Laisse-moi rien qu'une fois
Glisser mes doigts dans les cheveux d'Esméralda

Frollo :
Belle
Est-ce le diable qui s'est incarné en elle
Pour détourner mes yeux du Dieu éternel
Qui a mis dans mon être ce désir charnel
Pour m'empêcher de regarder vers le Ciel

O Notre-Dame !
Oh ! laisse-moi rien qu'une fois
Pousser la porte du jardin d'Esméralda

Phœbus :
Belle
Malgré ses grands yeux noirs qui vous ensorcellent
La demoiselle serait-elle encore pucelle ?
Quand ses mouvements me font voir monts et merveilles
Sous son jupon aux couleurs de l'arc-en-ciel

O Fleur-de-Lys,
Je ne suis pas homme de foi
J'irai cueillir la fleur d'amour d'Esméralda

Quasimodo, Frollo et Phœbus :
J'ai posé mes yeux sous sa robe de gitane
A quoi me sert encore de prier Notre-Dame
Quel
Est celui qui lui jettera la première pierre
Celui-là ne mérite pas d'être sur terre

O Lucifer !
Oh ! laisse-moi rien qu'une fois
Glisser mes doigts dans les cheveux d'Esméralda

Esméralda

this is the english translation

Belle (Is The Only Word)
Quasimodo / Frollo / Phobus

Belle
Is the only word I know that suits her well
When she dances, oh the story she can tell
A free bird trying out her wings to fly away
And when I see her move, I see Hell to pay

She dances naked in my soul and sleep
won't come
And it's no use to pray these prayers to Notre-Dame
Tell
Who'd be the first to raise his hand and throw a stone
I'd hang him high and laugh to see him
die alone

Oh Lucifer
Please let me go beyond God's law
And run my fingers through her hair -
Esmeralda!

Belle
There's a demon inside her who came
from Hell
And he turned my eyes from God, and oh,
I fell
He put this heat inside me I'm ashamed to tell
Without my God inside I'm just a burning shell

The sin of Eve she has in her I know so well
For want of her I know I'd give my soul to sell
Belle
This gypsy girl, is there a soul beneath her skin?
And does she bear the cross of all our human sin?

Oh Notre-Dame
Please let me go beyond God's law
Open the door of love inside Esmeralda!
Belle Even though her eyes seem to lead us to Hell
She may be more pure, more pure than words
can tell
But when she dances feelings come no
man can quell
Beneath her rainbow-coloured dress there
burns the well

My promised one, please let me one time
be untrue
Before in front of God and man,
I marry you
Who
Would be the man who'd turn from her to
save his soul
To be with her I'd let the devil
take me whole

Oh Fleur-de-Lys
I am a man who knows no law
I go to open up the rose - Esmeralda!

She dances naked in my soul and sleep
won't come
And it's no use to pray these prayers to
Notre-Dame
Tell
Who'd be the first to raise his
hand and throw a stone
I'd hang him high and laugh
to see him die alone

Oh Lucifer
Please let me go beyond
God's law
And run my fingers through
her hair - Esmeralda!

Esmeralda!

next song is Où est-elle?

Où est-elle ?

Frollo :
Gringoire qu’as-tu fais de ta femme ?
Qu’on ne voit plus danser à notre-Dame

Gringoire :
Je n’en sais rien pour être honnête
Vous êtes prêtre et moi poète
Nous n’avons pas des femmes
La même religion, la même poésie

Frollo :
Où est-elle
Ton Esméralda
Les rues de Paris
Sont tristes sans elle

Gringoire :
Elle est seule
Dans une tourelle
Loin de ceux qui craignent
Qu’on les ensorcelle

Frollo :
Que veux-tu dire poète
Tu as la langue fourchue
Ne fais de pirouettes
Dis-moi si tu l’as vue

Clopin :
Où est-elle
Mon Esméralda
La Cour de Miracles
A perdu sa reine

Gringoire :
Elle ressemble
A une hirondelle
A qui on aurait
Coupé les deux ailes

Vous la trouverez
A la prison de « la Santé »
Si vous ne la sauvez
Elle sera condamnée
A être pendue

Clopin :
Ne m’en dîtes pas plus

Les Trois :
Où est-elle
Notre Esméralda ?
Les rues de Paris
Sont tristes sans elle

Elle ressemble
A une hirondelle
A qui on aurait
Coupé les deux ailes

lastly Les Cloches

Les Cloches *

Gringoire :
Les cloches ne sonnent plus
La cathédrale s'est tue
Quasimodo est malheureux
Quasimodo est amoureux

Frollo :
Il fait la grève des cloches
Depuis déjà trois jours
Quasimodo est triste
Quasimodo est fou

Gringoire et Frollo :
Parce qu'il se meurt d'amour

Quasimodo :
Les cloches que je sonne
Sont mes amours, sont mes amantes
Je veux qu'elles claironnent,
Qu'elles tambourinent et qu'elles chantent

Qu'il grêle ou qu'il tonne
Ou qu'il pleuve ou qu'il vent
Je veux qu'elles résonnent
Dans la joie comme dans la tourmente

Celles qui sonnent quand on naît
Celles qui sonnent quand on meurt
Celles qui sonnent tous les jours toutes les nuits, toutes les heures
Celles qui sonnent quand on prie
Celles qui sonnent quand on pleure
Celles qui sonnent pour le peuple qui se lève de bonne heure

Pour le fête de Rameaux
Pour la Quasimodo
Pour le jour de Noël et le jour de la Toussaint
Pour l'Annonciation
Pour le Résurrection
Pour la St-Valentin et pour le Vendredi Saint
Pour les célébrations
Et pour les processions
La plus belle c'est qu'on appelle le Fête Dieu
Jour de l'an, jour des rois
Jour de Pâques, jour de joie
Jour de la Pentecôte avec ses langues de feu
Pour les confirmations
Et pour les communions
L'Angélus et le glas dies irae dies illa
La jour de l'Ascension
La jour de l'Assomption
Pour tous les hosannas et tous les alleluias

Mais celle que je préfère
Parmi toutes ces femmes de fer
Ce sont les trois Maries
Qui sont mes meilleures amies

Il y a la petite Marie
Pour les enfants qu'on met en terre
Il y a la grande Marie
Pour les marins qui partent en mer

Mais quand je sonne la grosse Marie
Pour les amants qui se marient
C'est pas que j'ai le cœur à rire
je l'aurais plutôt à mourir

Les cloches que je sonne
Sont mes amies sont mes amantes
Je veux qu'elles claironnent
Si Esméralda est vivante

i'm going to ask my aunt to buy me the soundtrack hehe
=D

...

are promises really meant to be broken?...

Irritable...

been irritable for the past few days...

my temper is getting shorter, but the good thing is that i can still control my temper... whew...

im just pressured... too many deadlines... hope i can stil cope up ...

*sigh*

Home

just bought my Michael Bublé CD today :D his new album "It's Time"

love the song

HOME

Another summer day has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome, but I want to go home
Maybe surrounded by a million people, I
Still feel all alone, just want to go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
They each were a line or two, I'm fine baby, how are you
I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat and you deserve more than that

Another airplane, another sunny place
I'm lucky, I know, but I want to go home
I got to go home
Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I want to come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
That this was not your dream, but you always believed in me

Another winter day has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome, and I want to go home
Let me go home
And I'm surrounded by a million people, I
I still feel alone
Let me go home
Oh I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run, baby I'm done
I've got to go home
Let me go home

It will all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

New template!

went for a simpler one hehe

:D

Lesson TO BE learned..

this song was from the Phantom of the Opera.. although i havent watched the movie yet.. hehe My bestfriend, Mic, introduced me to this song.. he also posted this on his Blog with the title "Lesson" and for me.. it's a Lesson to be Learned..

Learn to Be Lonely
By: Minnie Driver

Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness
Who will be there for you
Comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion
Ever dreamed out in the world
There were arms to hold you?
You’ve always known
Your heart was on its own
So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone
Learn to be lonely
Life can be lived
Life can be loved
Alone...

how true can this song be?

Campaigns, Campaigns!

All i can say....

IM NOT IMPRESSED...

2 parties running for College of Science Student Council...

they both campaigned in our class today... one after the other...

the first one... looks like they were playing, they dont sound serious.. one of their candidates didnt even know what he's running for... he didnt even know what his duties are.. tsk tsk... im not going to vote for this person...

the second party.. powerhouse ! all have experiences.. but their campaign... boring... looks like they didnt even prepare for their speeches.. but was impressed by one... im going to vote for this person...

how about the others... the two candidates running for presidency.. i dont see any edge...
abstain? or choose from either one of them??

Tomorrow is the start of the election..

good luck!

Thesis!

im sooo happy... our group spoke with one of our advisers and looks like that he's also interested with our proposed topic!

im sooo happy! after one long week of dormancy, im filled with hopes again!

and i hope that my TWO groupmates would be awaken to their senses and be active regarding our thesis... or else.....

Glad it's OVER!

Heart's day is ending hehe in just a few hours

why do i hate Vday? i dunno... maybe because ive always been unlucky with love?

but is Valentines Day really a day for couples? i dunno...

anyway, in our spanish class today... our prof gave us a poem, i forgot the name of the author

anyway the poem is

Como Quisiera

Como quisiera abrazarte
pero no lo hago..
Como quisiera besarte
pero no me atrevo
Como quisiera sentir
el fuego de tu cuerpo desnudo,
pero no puede
Porque eres la musa
de la poesía
Eres un dueño de mi fantasia..
eres un sueño...

la poesía es muy bien! eres un sueño... cuando ... cuando puedo para encontrar tu.. mi niña de la sueña...

Its Vday

i know... hehe

anyway,

Happy Hearts Day !!!

A test from tickle.com

Mark, you're looking for a Soul Mate

Who needs a fling when what you want is the whole fairytale: long walks on the beach, up-all-night conversations, and watching sunrises/sunsets in each other's arms. You're probably a picky dater who doesn't connect with just anyone. Sure a strong intellectual streak, loyalty, and a great sense of humor are terrific selling points. But if your dates can't savor romance like you do, it might be the perfect match you're dreaming of. You're hoping to find your other half, that one person who can finish your sentences, someone who really 'gets' your inner emotions. And until you find them, you probably don't mind flying solo every now and then. That's because deep down, you know that being with the wrong someone is just an obstacle to being with your one-and-only. So even as you're reading this and thinking about how to find them, know that somewhere out there, they're probably wondering the same about you. It's just a matter of time.

Dream...

i dreamt of her last night...

it was just wonderful...

didnt get to see her face...

but the setting was in a church...

our eyes met...

she smiled... i smiled...

i waved at her, she waved back...

i was going to approach her and say hi...

then i woke up...



who is this girl in my dream??? who is she?? who r you??

i hope to find u soon...

really soon...

사랑 을 모르다

*sigh* 2 nights and it's Valentines day... *sigh*

" 사랑 을 모르다 "

lalalalala

tired tired tired....

Valentines is just around the corner... hay...

Barista!

yey! just got myself a Starbucks Barista mug! hehe un lng :D

love it! :D

천국에계단

loved some of the phrases here..

this, i really think, is the most important in a relationship

믿음, 희망, 사랑

right?

and then this was just translated from english

사랑하는 사랑에게
미한하다 라는말은 하지않는다...

Why?

Smirk...

Why?

What did i do wrong?

I feel people don't understand me...

Why?

Guess this song really fits me..

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away? Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost , To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life